Chapter 1
She was different, there was no denying that. Anyone who looked at her ran for
the hills, simply because of how she was dressed. It didn't matter. This was who
she was, who she was going to be, and who she would remain. In the darkness, her
home. There was no bright shining light in her life. She hated light. Her soul
was of the purest darkness and her attitude was the same way.
Granted, she could be a sweetheart when she wanted to be, but overall, people
stayed away from her. For good reason. They were afraid and judged her because
of how she dressed and how unsociable she was. Like she really wanted to
associate herself with these judgmental assholes. Snorting, Chasity headed
inside the building for her first class out of four for the day. Oh how
wonderful college was. NOT.
“You know, sweet cheeks, a smile would make everyone DIE of shock, then you
could laugh.” John Cena said, sliding up next to her, a grin on his face.
“Chassie, sometimes, I gotta wonder: do you wear kinky panties and shit under
them clothes?” He teased, knowing he was probably the only person who wouldn't
get punched for asking that. He was her best friend, her homie -though she never
used that word, he did- and possibly the only person who wasn't about to call
her a freak or anything else.
“A smile is just another way to hide my true feelings from the fucked up world
we live in, John.” Chasity replied, rolling her eyes when he asked about what
was underneath her clothes, her mouth one fine grim line.
Chasity never smiled, there was no reason too. The outfit for the day consisted
of a long sleeved black shirt that hugged her curves and had a V shaped
neckline. She had around ten necklaces on, each of them special to her and
holding gothic symbols. The pointed five star with the circle around it,
pendants, upside down crosses, things like that. Her wrists were the same way,
her fingernails painted black along with her lips.
Her eyes were always decked out in heavy black eyeliner with either red, green,
purple or dark blue eye shadow that brought out her grey eyes. Today it was just
black all the way around. Her legs were encased in black jeans that had a chain
hanging from them with handcuffs, her Tripp pants from Hot Topic, her favorite
store. Her long blood red hair was down and straightened.
John was dressed the way he always was. Baggy jean shorts, his favorite pair of
shoes and a jersey, a fitted ball cap twisted backwards on his head with a heavy
chain hanging from his neck. The odd pair indeed.
“You, sweet cheeks, need a rainbow with a pot of gold at the end.” He had a
horrible habit of being cheesy, something normal girls found annoyingly cute.
“A pot of gold? What are you a leprechaun?” She quipped, her voice low, almost
soothing and stared up at her best friend who just grinned back at her.
He had deep blue eyes and short, army cut brown hair. They'd been best friends
ever since the first day of college in her Freshman year. He had chased her
around, literally, for an entire week until she caved in to talk to him. Chasity
found John refreshing and different, he didn't care what people thought of him
and he had a mind of his own. He was his own person, just like her and that's
why they fit so well together, even though they were polar opposites.
“Aye, and you can have me lucky charms if ye mind yer manners!”
“Cena, shut the hell up.” Mark Callaway snorted as he passed by, grinning when
John began laughing, and high fived his friend as he walked.
“Mark thinks I'm hot.” John said deadpan.
“There is nothing wrong with man love, John, you should know that.” Chasity
blinked, actually having made a joke, and raised an eyebrow when John stopped
dead in his tracks to stare at her. It amazed her why she was friends with this
man, when he acted like a five year old all the time. “If you're quite finished,
we have class to attend.” She turned and began walking again, her black bag over
her shoulder that carried her books, notebooks, pens -she absolutely REFUSED to
write with pencil except during final exams-, and other things she would need to
get through the day.
“I was thinking about ditching. Mickie invited me up to her room for a study
session.” John said with a cocky grin, snorting when Chasity made a disdainful
noise. “I know, I know. She just wants me because I'm incredible in the sack,
what can I say? I have got it going ON.”
“Don't you wish.” Randy Orton said, cutting through the pair, flanked by his
friends, Cody Rhodes and Ted DiBiase.
Ted smirked at the two as they slipped between them. “Hey Randy, catch ya after
class, man.”
“Maybe.”
Chasity scowled darkly back at them and shook her head. The sheer audacity of
them to THINK they could cut between her and John, especially when they were in
the middle of a conversation. Gritting her teeth angrily, Chasity nodded once at
John before walking inside class while he headed up to Mickie's dorm room.
Unlike Cena, Chasity actually cared about her education and making something of
herself as she took her seat at the back of the class and pulled her book and
notebook out with a pen, looking straight ahead.
John cared, to an extent. He was actually a lot smarter then he acted, acing
mostly all of his classes in the top percentile, not that he let anyone else
know that. He did have pride.
Randy dropped down into his seat, Cody beside him. “I think we pissed her off.”
He said in a low whisper.
“When isn't she pissed off?”
Typical jocks. Chasity took a deep breath to calm down, refusing to let them get
under her skin and raked a hand through her hair. Her skin was pale white, she
hated the sunlight for obvious reasons. This class was English, her favorite
subject, though she didn't care much for the teacher. He treated them as if they
were back in high school, something she loathed and detested greatly. Taking out
her laptop, Chasity began the study though she was really writing, pretending to
take notes. Chasity was an A student, though she hardly studied. She just had
the natural ability to ace all of her tests that came her way and she wasn't
going to question it.
“Hey teach, I think you misspelled that.”
The teacher in question, Professor Glacier James, sighed heavily and ran a hand
down his low hanging ponytail, finally squinting at the young jock. “Actually,
Mr. Rhodes, I think you'll find it in one of the many variations. Have you even
OPENED your book?”
“We have books?”
Randy just dropped his head in his hands.
“Unbelievable.” Chasity muttered under her breath, shaking her head, and sighed
when Mr. James called on her after opening Ted's book for him and showing him
the page they were on.
“Chasity, describe to us what fiction and non-fiction is so that way Mr. DiBiase
can catch up.”
“Fiction is fairytales. Vampires, witches, werewolves, things that may or may
not exist in our world.” She fully believed there were other creatures out there
that stayed away from humanity, not that she blamed them. “Non-fiction is real
life occurrences that have happened in the past.”
“Thank you Chasity. Now then Mr. DiBiase, kindly pay attention.”
“Wait...May or may not exist in our world?”
Professor James arched an eyebrow, sensing a debate coming on and grinned.
“Alright, Orton, let's hear it.” He encouraged debates, providing they were
intellectual.
“Vampire, werewolves, and fantasy things DON'T exist period, no may or may not
about it.”
“Those who are closed minded and do not believe in it, sure, they can think what
they want. I for one believe anything is possible.” Chasity replied coolly, her
eyes narrowed, not really caring what other people thought of her or what she
thought. “You believe what you want, I'll believe what I want.” Her voice was
final as the teacher nodded before opening her laptop again.
Randy wasn't finished though and cleared his throat attracting Professor James
attention. “I don't believe her opinion should end this conversation simply
because she thinks she's right. There's no concrete evidence to back up what her
'open mind' believes.”
Instead of getting angry, Chasity simply stared back at the teacher and sighed
resignedly. “Fiction is fantasy. Non-fiction is reality. That's the difference
between the two.” She wasn't going to acknowledge Randy Orton or let him get
under her skin. Chasity rarely listened to anyone around her, besides John, who
was probably currently upstairs in Mickie's dorm room getting it on.
The debate was over because that's what Professor James was aiming for. “Very
good, both of you.” He couldn't very well acknowledge Chasity without Randy
because the boy had made a valid point. “Now then...”
Chasity didn't speak another word for the remainder of class and shut her laptop
down when it was time to go. Thank god this was her only class for the day. She
could spend the rest of it at her favorite cemetery that was down the street
from campus. It was where she got her peace and tranquility.
“Go Randy, nail that freak.” Cody said once they were outside on the grounds,
jumping up to bop his friend on the top of the head. “Who the hell does- Look,
look, there she is.”
Randy's blue eyes narrowed in on the freak. “What's her name again?”
“Chaise or something.”
Chasity wasn't paying attention to anyone, having her headphones on while
Theatre of Tragedy blasted in her ears. It was a mixture between them, Lacuna
Coil, Nightwish, Evanescence and Disturbed at the moment as she mouthed the
words, her bag over her shoulder. She had excellent wireless internet on her
laptop, which had a battery that lasted over eight hours when not plugged in.
She immediately set off down the sidewalk heading off campus to the cemetery.
“Whoa girl, where's-” John was about to wrap his arm around Chastity's shoulder
when he realized she couldn't hear him, knowing that would earn him a kick in
the balls for startling her. How did he know this? He made the mistake of doing
that when they first met. So instead, he moved into her line of vision, waving
and grinning like a moron until she noticed him. “I skipped on Mickie, you're
hotter.”
Rolling her eyes, Chasity took her headphones off and kept walking, knowing John
didn't mind going to the cemetery with her. “You missed it in class today.”
Her eyes were sparkling, the only evidence that showed she was thoroughly
amused. She began telling him what happened with the very short debate, causing
John to laugh his ass off, knowing he always got a kick out of jocks trying to
make asses out of themselves. She did too, though she'd never admit it.
“So Orton thought he was gonna make a fool of you and it backfired...Sounds like
a typical jock to me. Hey, Randy, THERE'S A VAMPIRE BEHIND YOU!”
Randy could only groan, roll his eyes and slap his forehead when Cody actually
spun around to look, shaking his head.
“I thought they couldn't come out during the day?”
“Just the one.” Randy muttered, eyes on Chasity.
Seriously, how stupid could a person be? Chasity shook her head, grey eyes
narrowing at Randy, and crossed her arms in front of her chest. “Don't be bitter
just because I was right, Orton.” She snorted, seeing John was grinning from ear
to ear and shook her head. “You just LOVE being the instigator don't you?”
Chasity wasn't surprised in the slightest when he nodded, cheesy grin and all.
“Why am I friends with you again?”
“Because I'm down.” John said with a smirk, cocking an eyebrow when it looked
like Randy might actually walk over to them and threw his arms up. “What? You
got something to say, homie? Say it to this!” The insult was unmistakable when
Randy seen Cena grab hold of the crotch of his shorts and tug twice. He
retaliated with a middle finger. “Original.”
Chasity bit her bottom lip hard so she wouldn't laugh, though the roses in her
cheeks wasn't missed and her shoulders were shaking.
John blinked, staring at his best friend. “A-Are you laughing?” He asked,
stunned.
“No...” She managed to say though the incredulous look in Randy's eyes caused
her shoulders to shake even more. John was the only person who could make her
laugh, though she couldn't do it, not until they were alone. Then she showed who
she really was without any boundaries. He was the ONLY one she did it with and
nothing would change that. “Don't let him bother you.” She finally said when she
regained her composure. “Don't sink to his level. Come on.”
“Sink to his level? You know me better then that. I'm too cool to play in the
mud with the ass jockeys.” John said with a grin. “Besides...It's worth it
seeing you ALMOST laughing.”
“Who was laughing?”
“You're nosy, Callahan, beat it. We're busy.”
“CallaWAY.” Mark pinched the bridge of his nose, shaking his head with a sigh as
he passed by them.
“I was not laughing.” Chasity conceded, crossing her arms in front of her chest
while Mark walked away. She knew him. Mark Callaway. He wasn't a jock and often
times a loner along with his best friend Glenn Jacobs. They basically did their
own thing, rode motorcycles, raised hell when it called for it. “I'm going to
the cemetery.” She announced, breaking out of her thoughts. “If you wish to come
feel free, but I will be working on an essay due for Mrs. Prime's class that's
due on Friday.”
“The cemetery...gee, we're young and in the partying prime of our lives and what
do we do? Hang out with dead people.” John would never understand her little
deal with the cemetery, but...He adored her on some weird, freaky level so he'd
suffer. “There's a party tonight, be my date? Save me the trouble of having to
go buy rubbers because I'd wind up taking home a lotta women?”
“A party? Since when do I associate myself with any other beings on campus?” She
retorted swiftly, sighing when he got down on his knees in front of her. Not
caring who was watching, John wrapped his arms around her legs, begging her with
those blue eyes. “John, stand up, you're making a fool of yourself.” Chasity
hissed, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
“Not until you agree to come with me tonight. I need you to save me from my
dick!”
Chapter 2
Chasity groaned and pinched the bridge of her nose, sighing deeply. “Fine, fine
I'll go with you if you stop with these antics.” She stated, rolling her eyes
when he popped up and kissed her forehead. “You are a piece of work.”
“You just now noticed that?” John immediately peeled off his jersey, flexing his
muscles, glancing over his shoulder when he got whistled at. “See, every other
woman on campus has noticed I'm gorgeous, BUT you. No wonder you're my best bud,
you're not out to get me.” He slung an arm around her shoulder, smiling down at
her. “It'll be fun, Chas, I promise. If not, we can set the joint on fire,
okay?”
“Your best bud?” Chasity echoed and snorted, shaking her head though the barest
hint of a smile tilted her lips. He would never get anymore than that. “John,
the only reason why we're friends is because you refuse to leave me alone.” She
knew it was the truth and sighed when he pouted at her, nudging him playfully.
“Though I am glad we are friends.” She admitted, seeing his blue eyes sparkle as
they walked down the sidewalk toward the cemetery, where they frequently hung
out. “So what time is this party?”
“I think it starts at eight, but I of course have to be fashionably late.” John
said, shoving his hands in his pockets. “You know I have to bug you all the time
and be your friend, otherwise you'd be picking us off with a sniper rifle or
something.” He teased, kicking a rock out of his way. “I'm glad we're friends,
Chas, you're serious, I need that in my life. But I won't ever admit it again.”
“You are the only light in my darkness, John. Sometimes it is annoying and
sometimes it is needed.” She replied, nodding up at him when he raised an
eyebrow at her. “You know me, I speak in riddles.”
“That's an understatement, but I love ya anyway.”
They went to the cemetery and Chasity sat down on her favorite rock that was
next to a huge tombstone. This was a very old cemetery that dated back to the
1800's and it was very peaceful. She often visited to get away from the
craziness college life brought forth. She managed to get her essay done while
talking to John about whatever came to mind, mostly listening to his jock
bashing. Another reason she tolerated his presence. He was a very interesting
being. The sun went down and they parted, Chasity going back to her single dorm
room. She had lucked out and wondered what to wear for the festivities of the
evening. Deciding, Chasity quickly changed and waited for John.
~*~*~*~
“Where's the damn fire?”
“Gotta pick up Chasity for a party.” John said, groaning when Mark caught him by
the back of the neck, dragging him back to stand between him and Glenn. John
felt like he had been caught in a sandwich. “What?”
“We need you to do us a favor.” Glenn rumbled, slipping a small baggie to John.
He smirked when John just stared down at the bag like it would bite him. “Plant
that on Orton somehow.”
“What'd he do to you?”
“Pissed us off.”
~*~*~*~
John arrived just shy of ten o'clock as Chasity walked over and answered the
door, wearing a black and blue corset top that laced up the back and zipped on
the sides. It pushed her breasts up, but not to the point of looking like a
whore. Her skirt went to her knees and flowed out, her two inch knee high boots
on that had spiked heels.
Her makeup was heavy black eyeliner with a blue design for eye shadow, almost
Egyptian style and her lips were painted the same color of blue as the eye
shadow. It went well with her pale complexion, her waist length blood red hair
down with curls on the ends to give it bounce. A black choker was around her
neck that had a blue skull dangling from it along with a few other necklaces
that had designs. The five star pendant, ones she wore to school on a regular
basis along with her wrists.
“What kept you?” She asked smoothly, crossing her arms in front of her chest
when John's eyes were on her chest. “John Cena, my eyes are up here.”
“I know where your eyes are, Chas, just gimme a minute.” John said, though he
promptly looked up, a smirk on his face. “Sorry, I was totally having a guy
moment there. I um, got side tracked by Callaway and Jacobs.” He coughed,
running a hand over his crew cut. “Don't ask.”
“Wasn't planning on it.” Chasity assured him and shook her head, her skirt
having pockets in them so she didn't have to carry a purse around with her. She
didn't trust these parties and didn't want to know why John had been stopped by
those two behemoths. “Shall we then?” She asked reluctantly as they walked out
of her dorm room and out of the building, heading toward his car.
“Think he'll do it?”
“Unless he wants his ass kicked...”
John even turned down his music for Chasity as he drove, talking to her about
whatever popped into his head, knowing she wouldn't talk unless he forced her
too. “Okay, your turn, tell me how your night went.”
“It was uneventful. I came back to my dorm room, listened to some music, wrote
and took a nap.” Chasity was dubbed a vampire because she stayed awake during
night hours while sleeping whenever she could during the day. She didn't mind,
loving the night. Rolling down the window, Chasity closed her eyes as the air
blew through her hair, sighing in contentment and felt her lips curve into a
small smile. Her life was in the darkness and she preferred it that way. “So how
long do we have to stay at this party before setting it on fire?”
“At least an hour.” John replied, his eyes on the now crowded street he had
turned down on, looking for a relatively safe place to park. Granted, his car
wasn't all that, but it got him from point A to point B. “Here we go.” He pulled
over, putting it into park and turned in his seat. “It MIGHT even be fun.” He
teased.
“Fun would be me sitting in the cemetery with my notebook staring up at the
stars. This, my dear friend, is torture.” Chasity stated before stepping out,
looking back at the house and seen the littered lawn, already feeling a headache
brewing.
An hour, she could handle it, she hoped. She wouldn't be drinking a thing in
here either, that was one vow she'd made to herself. She allowed John to take
her hand and lead her up to the house and inside, seeing he was already getting
his groove on and snorted to herself. This was indeed going to be interesting.
Randy was playing pool, surrounded by his 'friends' and some female admirers,
ignoring them all as he lined up a shot. He had a beer sitting on the ledge of
the table beside him.
“Your vampire is here.”
“What vampire?” Ted asked, looking around the room.
Cody started laughing.
“Oh my god, look who it is!” One girl whispered, sounding shocked.
“I didn't know she came here.”
“Shouldn't she be baying at the moon?”
To say Chasity was miserable was the understatement of the century, declining a
beer from John, and let him guide her around. She didn't say a word to anyone,
nodding her head when John asked her something. Why had she allowed him to bring
her here? Seriously, she had better things to do with her time than associate
with all these mindless beings who didn't know how to remove the sticks from
their ass.
“You know, I think she needs to loosen up.”
Randy arched an eyebrow when Cody got a devious look on his face. “What's on
your mind, man?” He asked bluntly.
“A little wager, you interested?”
“Sure.”
“Five hundred says you can't get into her gothic little panties.”
Randy smirked and retorted, “What if she doesn't wear panties?”
“Looks like you'll be finding out.”
She watched with slightly narrowed eyes as John break danced on the floor,
showing off, shaking her head as she sat on the edge of a nearby couch. She
immediately moved when a couple began making out and leaned against the wall,
feeling like a sardine. Scowling, Chasity made her way through the crowd,
ignoring what everyone was saying about her, and finally made it outside as she
breathed in the air. It was cool and she loved it, staring up at the moon and
wondered briefly if John would mind if she left to head to the cemetery.
“Guys, no, NO!” Randy roared, rushing outside to avoid beer getting spilled on
him, catching Chasity before he could knock her over. “Shit, sorry!” He gently
shoved her aside just as Cody, Ted, Shawn and a few others spilled an open keg
over his head, groaning. “DAMN IT!”
Chasity stood there with beer drenching every part of her, the keg having gotten
her along with Randy, the fire erupting in her grey eyes. She slowly brought her
hands up and swiped the hair from her forehead, her makeup running. “Nice.” She
muttered, wanting to KILL John for making her to come to this place, and yanked
away from Randy when he went to touch her. “Keep your hands to yourself,
asshole.” She ordered gravely before stalking away, smelling of beer and
groaned, wanting to maim those pricks as she began wiping the makeup from her
eyes.
“Well Christ, excuse me for breathing your air.” Randy muttered, ignoring the
hoots and catcalls he got for even LOOKING at her. “She's just a-”
“Total complete freak.”
“With an ass that won't quit.”
“ENOUGH.”
“Chas, what happened?” John demanded when he seen her, a frown on his face as he
passed her a bandana from his pocket.
“What happened?” She snarled, snatching the bandana from him and wiped the
makeup from her face, knowing she had to leave now that she didn't have her mask
on. “Those ASSHOLES decided to pour an entire keg of BEER on Randy and got me as
well! That's what happened, Jonathan!” She was pissed, her entire face going red
as she trembled. Chasity NEVER called John by his full name unless she was
livid, which after what happened, the situation called for it. “I'm going back
to my dorm and I am NEVER going to a gathering with you again!!” She stalked
away, throwing the bandana at him, completely and utterly mortified.
John chased after her, trying to stop her only to be pulled back by Mark and
Glenn. “Not now, guys!”
“Did you do it?”
“Yeah...”
“Good.”
Randy was out front wringing out his clothes when Chasity came storming out past
him, not realizing he was there, groaning and caught her gently by the arm.
“Look, I'm sorry.”
“What did I say about your hands, Orton?” She demanded hastily, yanking her arm
out of his grasp, grey eyes stormy with hidden rage.
Chasity did not want to talk to this moron, especially after what just happened.
She wanted to go back to her dorm, gather her things, and go spend the night in
the cemetery. She didn't have an early morning class, so she could sleep in and
then get some more studying done.
“Like you'd stop and talk to me if I didn't do something to piss you off?” Randy
snapped, inwardly sighing; that wasn't the best track to take. “I'm sorry,
Chas-” He frowned, not entirely sure what her name was and ran his fingers
through his spiked hair. “I didn't mean for you to get wet, I tried getting you
out of the way.”
“Why would I want to waste my time on speaking to you?” She retorted swiftly,
crossing her arms in front of her chest, the corset top she was wearing now
clinging to every curve of her body along with her skirt. She stared into his
electric blue eyes, her eyes slowly softening a little and cleared her throat
awkwardly as she pulled her gaze from his. “Just forget about it. I'm fine. It's
clothes, nothing that cannot be replaced.” This was too damn weird and Chasity
wanted to get out of there. Hell, the man didn't even know her name!
Considering she was wasting her time talking to him -albeit insulting the hell
out of him in the process- Randy took that as a good sign. “It's not fine.” He
would have offered her his shirt, but it was drenched. “I got a jacket in my
car, if you'd like? What's your name?” He wanted to say Chasie or something, but
knew that wasn't it.
“No thank you.” She replied and looked down, groaning inwardly. This sucked and
she smelled now like beer. “Chasity.” She informed him, seeing John was busy
with Mark and Glenn, not even wanting to fathom what kind of deal he had made
with them. “I have to go.” She whispered, not wanting to be here anymore, seeing
everyone was staring at her as she wiped more of her makeup away, keeping her
head lowered so nobody could see her face.
“The freak looks like a clown!” Shrieked Michelle McCool, giggling when Maryse
nudged her. “Go home Bozo!”
“Can it, McCool.” Randy ordered, following Chasity when she just walked away.
“Let me give you a ride at least.” He offered, contrition on his face. “It's a
long walk back to the campus from here and you're soaked.”
John could only groan as he was held back by mean and meaner.
“Why don't you go back to your judgmental friends and resume playing the part of
the asshole jock and leave me alone?” She suggested heatedly, grey eyes flashing
again, refusing to let her guard down before walking away from him.
Chasity refused to take a ride from anyone other than John, who was busy at the
moment and jogged across the street, wrapping her arms around herself. If anyone
messed with her, they would get a spiked heel in their face or up their ass,
depending where she struck. The cemetery was calling her, but she knew she would
have to go back to her dorms to change first, feeling sick at the smell of beer.
“Hey, hey, hey baby, where's the fire?” Chris Irvine asked, across the street
sitting on a car with his own friends, rolling his eyes when she just walked
past him. Smirking at his buddies, he slid down to the pavement and followed,
slapping her ass. “C'mon now, mamma, just-” He yelped when he was jerked away
and slammed to the ground. “Damn Orton, I was just-”
“Leave her alone.”
Chasity whipped around, holding her ass in repulsion, wanting to kick the shit
out of this jock who thought he could touch her without consequences. Her spiked
heel went into his throat while Randy had him down, her grey eyes sparking
wickedly. “Next time, if you don't keep your hands to yourself, I'll rip your
heart out and feed it to you, Irvine.” She snorted and walked away, breaking out
into a run, pounding pavement as fast as her spiked two inch boots would allow
her, tears stinging her eyes.
Chapter 3
Randy stared after Chasity for a moment before going to retrieve his sports car,
he came from a well to do family. Not to mention being an all start athlete had
its perks. He soon was driving beside her, the window rolled down as he leaned
across the seats.
“Let me give you a ride, Chasity, please?”
What was with all the attention? Chasity was exasperated and buried her face in
her hands as she kept walking. “Go away Randy.” She ordered in a groan, not
wanting to deal with anymore jocks for the night. John was a dead man when she
got her hands on him again, scowling at the mere thought of what he had forced
her to do. She sighed when the car stopped and Randy hopped out, standing in
front of her. Most of her makeup was gone, her eyeliner and eye shadow anyway.
Her lipstick was there, but it was fading. “Why are you so adamant about giving
me a ride back to my dorm?” She demanded suspiciously, eyes narrowing, wondering
what the hell he was thinking.
“Because I feel bad that you got drenched by my moron friends and it's not safe.
Obviously, there's jerks like Irvine all over.” Randy said, glancing down the
street where Chris and his friends were shouting obscenities, his blue eyes
narrowing before looking back at her. “That...and I want to continue our debate
from class. You're not so NARROW minded that you can't hear other people's
opinions, are you?” He teased gently, not entirely sure what approach to take
with her.
“I'm really not in the mood for a debate, Randy.” She stated honestly, sighing,
knowing he wouldn't leave her alone until she was back at her dorm room...for
whatever reason. She couldn't shake the feeling something wasn't right with
this, but pushed it from her mind, the moon gleaming down at them, making her
pale skin glow and reluctantly nodded. “Fine, fine. I'll let you give me a
ride.” She knew John was being held up at the moment and frowned, taking the bag
out of his pocket that was sticking out. “You might want to take better care of
this.” She murmured, handing it to him and walked to his car.
Randy stared down at the bag, arching an eyebrow. “What the hell?” He muttered,
opening it and sniffed. Tentatively, he tasted it. “Powdered sugar?” Wondering
who the smartass was, he tossed it, watching it land in the back of a truck and
got back in his car, quickly pulling away. What he didn't know was that truck
belonged to Glenn Jacobs.
Chasity slipped inside his car and buckled up, looking around and kept her eyes
either on her lap or out the window, feeling them pull away. What the hell was
she doing? This was a jock, a person who made her life a living hell on a daily
basis, and she was accepting a ride from him? Chasity had officially lost her
mind and rubbed her temples, feeling a headache coming on. She rarely cried,
though when she did it caused a massive headache to form. Some aspirin would
cure it though as she kept her other hand in her lap.
“Where do I drop you off at?” Randy asked when the campus came into view,
glancing at her and frowned. “There's aspirin in the dash if you've got a
headache.” He reached across her to open it, frowning when he seen she was
tense. “I'm not going to touch you, Chasity.” He muttered, pulling out the
bottle and closing the dash, dropping it in her lap before returning his hand to
the steering wheel.
“I have aspirin in my dorm room.” She replied quietly, placing the bottle in the
middle council and pointed to where he could drop her off. She would walk the
rest of the way, refusing to let Randy know where she actually stayed. That
would be a fatal mistake, especially since he was just being nice due to her
being drenched by his damn friends. “Thank you...for the ride.”
Chasity didn't wait for a response before stepping out and closed the door,
walking toward the building in front of her. After the car was out of view, she
switched destinations, going in the opposite direction and went to her building,
having tricked him. After she was showered and changed in a black hooded
sweatshirt with black jeans and black steel toed boots, Chasity set out with her
notebook in hand, heading for the cemetery.
“He's dead, I'm going to fucking kill that little punk.” Mark growled.
He and Glenn had been heading to crash a different party when they had got
pulled over. And lo and behold, the cops had found a baggie of white stuff in
the fucking truck cab. The same baggie they had given John to place on Randy.
“It's powdered sugar!” Glenn said when he seen the latex gloves being snapped
on. “Taste it!”
“You even think about it, bub, and I'mma give you a reason to arrest me.” Mark
snarled, cracking his knuckles.
Chasity had passed the scene with a raised eyebrow, having redone her makeup
with simple black eyeliner and black lipstick, seeing the pissed off looks on
both men's faces and kept moving. What the hell had John done now? Groaning,
Chasity knew anything was possible with that boy as she kept walking, her
headphones on her head, the music low so she could hear anything around her,
having a knife and pepper spray ready incase someone tried attacking.
John tapped her ankle when she walked by, raising a hand when Chasity whirled
around, seeing the dagger in her hand and pressed a finger to his lips. He was
laying on his stomach, hiding beneath a bush, watching the scene. It was funny
as hell, but he knew he was going to die. How that bag had gotten in their truck
when he had placed it in Randy's pocket was beyond him.
“Alright boys, turn around and assume the position.”
“IT'S POWDERED SUGAR!”
Growling, Chasity knew what she had to do and sighed as she walked over.
“Officer?” She called hesitantly from behind, causing the man to turn around.
“Randy Orton had that bag in his hand earlier tonight. You can find him at this
address.” She handed him a flyer that tonight's party was on, knowing John owed
her TWICE now for this. “He tossed that bag in the bed of Glenn's truck.” She
pointed at the bald man, nodding. “You'll probably find his fingerprints on it.”
John knew he was forever in debt to his best friend.
Now it was Orton who was dead. Mark's green eyes narrowed on Chasity, nodding at
her before they slowly strayed to the cowering Cena. He waited until the cop had
gone to check out Chasity's claim, then spoke, “How in the HELL did he know?”
“Cena, you really suck, you know that? One simple favor is all we asked and you
managed to fuck it up. We could have been...”
“Say the words Glenn and I'll fuck you up.”
“Anally violated?”
“That's my fault.” Chasity sighed heavily, crossing her arms in front of her
chest, refusing to back down from the two near seven foot monsters before her.
“I didn't know what it was, but I pulled it out of his pocket and told him he
needed to be more careful. He tossed it in the bed of someone's truck, which I
now know was yours.” This was a mess as John walked up beside her, shaking her
freshly washed hair that was still damp. “Now that you two are off the hook,
I'll be on my way.” She walked away from them, replacing her headphones on her
ears.
“Hmm...” Mark watched her go, cocking his head to the side to watch her ass sway
with each step. “Hey, Cena...she with anyone?”
“Me.” John bristled, which wasn't true, but he knew Mark’s reputation.
“Is it serious?”
“Very.”
Chasity arrived at the cemetery and sighed with relief, walking over to her rock
and sat down, just looking up at the stars. Her grey eyes sparkled with the
stars and full moon as she took her notebook out, using the moon's light to her
advantage, and began writing while listening to her music. This was what she
loved most, knowing nobody came here, and actually smiled at how blind the
beings she was forced to mingle with day in and out were. This place was
beautiful and peaceful.
“You can stay here and keep me company.” Glenn said when Mark followed Chasity,
catching John by the back of his neck to keep the guy from following. “Let them
have some alone time. Mark won't hurt her.” He added, slapping John upside the
back of his head. “Jeez, you're paranoid.”
Mark lit up a cigarette as he walked, easily picking his way through the
tombstones before spotting her. Taking a long drag from his smoke, Mark dropped
down to stare at her. Seeing she was listening to music, a smirk tilted his
lips.
A frown came over her features when the light from the moon was blocked, slowly
looking up at the individual and swallowed hard with wide grey eyes. What the
hell was Mark Callaway doing here? Slowly slipping her headphones off, Chasity
stared back at him, his eyes reminding her of emerald stones and his long, dark
auburn hair was pulled back in a low ponytail.
“May I help you?” She finally asked, finding her voice and was surprised at how
calm she sounded. He had no reason to hurt her, after all, she saved his ass
from getting violated by the police.
Mark shrugged, dropping down next to her, stretching his long legs out before
him. Wearing black skintight jeans and a black beater, his long hair pulled back
into a low hanging ponytail. A goatee and mustache framed his sensual mouth.
“Just wanted to thank you for helping us out.” He said, his voice a deep, husky
baritone, the orange glow lighting up his face and eyes for a moment.
“No offense, but I didn't do it for you. I did it for John.” She informed him,
seeing the cigarette in his hand and sighed before whipping out her own pack,
lighting one up.
That sounded like a good idea, especially with everything that happened tonight,
lighting it up and took a long drag before putting the pack back in her bag she
brought with her. She looked back at her notebook and sighed, putting it away as
well until Mark decided to leave. This was her spot and he was invading it.
“Still, worked out for me and Glenn. So take the thanks or not, makes no
difference to me.” Mark said dismissively, watching her intently.
Chasity wasn't like any other woman he knew, not that he actually knew her. By
sight, definitely, she was a one of a kind. But she usually told people to go
get fucked. Well, she hadn't told HIM that, but not many people were willing to
say that to his face either. He had a violent temper.
Chasity didn't have anything to say to that so she kept her mouth shut and drew
her knees up to her chest, wrapping her arms around them, staring up at the
moon. Her eyes closed, feeling the light on her face, and sighed in contentment.
He wasn't going to ruin this for her. Mark wasn't like the other guys, which is
one of the reasons she wasn't telling him to get bent. He was a loner, much like
her, and only had his friend to talk too when needed. They were more alike than
she probably thought as she took another drag, letting the nicotine work its way
through her system and flicked some ash away.
Mark leaned back against the stone they were sitting by, scanning the cemetery
before his eyes lit up. He ground out what was left of his cigarette before
standing up, extending his hand to Chasity. “C'mon.” He said, an amused tone to
his voice, staring at her when she just looked up at him. “It's just my hand,
darlin', it ain't going to bite you.”
Her eyes stared at his hand, wondering briefly if she should take it, and slowly
did, feeling him pull her up with ease. “Where are we going?” She asked as he
began guiding her through the cemetery, knowing her things were safe.
Nobody -to her knowledge- even knew about this place and she knew Mark probably
followed her. That unnerved her, wondering what he wanted and why he was here.
For some reason though, she was curious about where he was taking her and took
the final drag of her cigarette before flicking it away against a tree,
effectively putting it out.
Mark led her to one of the old mausoleums, halting beside the granite door and
looked down at her, arching an eyebrow that was barely visible in the moonlight.
“Want to go in?” He asked with a challenging smirk. This wasn't his first time
in this cemetery, though he rarely came here. Just in the main when he was
avoiding the cops or needed a place to wind down.
This probably wasn't the smartest thing to do considering how huge Mark was
compared to her, but Chasity also couldn't pass up an opportunity like this. She
nodded and slowly walked past him inside the door, looking around, and felt him
right behind her. She felt his hand on her waist since it was dark, her eyes
instantly adjusting. She lived in darkness and could feel his hand searing
through her hoodie and jeans, her heart picking up in speed a little. He
definitely had a dark side to him and that attracted her in more ways than she
was willing to admit.
Mark kept one hand on her waist, the other carefully feeling the stone walls,
finally flicking his lighter and smirked. A second later, dim firelight lit the
mausoleum from an old torch bracketed to the wall. He looked around the room,
taking in the marble crypt that rested in the very center and walked over to it,
glancing back at Chasity.
“Not afraid, are you?”
Raising an eyebrow, Chasity walked over to stand beside him, her eyes showing no
fear, only curiosity. She loved this type of thing and ran her fingers along the
marble crypt with devouring eyes, a smile tilting the corners of her lips. She
felt Mark move to stand behind her, his hands on her hips and closed her eyes
briefly before opening them again.
“You have a darkness about you.” She said quietly, turning around slowly until
their eyes met, her back pressed against the marble crypt, her long blood red
hair flowing down her back and over her shoulders.
“I live in darkness.” He murmured huskily, staring down at her, green eyes
intense. “So do you, Chasity.”
It wasn't a question. They both knew it. He could see the torch light flickering
off her blood red hair, loving the color. It suited her. Mark leaned down,
capturing her lips gently with his, running his tongue between the crease of her
lips, coaxing them to open for him.
Chapter 4
Her hands pressed against his chest, ready to push him away, but the feeling of
his lips on hers was too explosive and too good to ignore. Instead, she bunched
the material of his shirt in her hands and pulled him closer, feeling him lift
her to sit on the marble crypt as he stepped between her legs. She kissed him
back as her arms wrapped around his neck, a soft moan emanating from her lips.
She could feel the power from this man, his brute strength and the danger, not
to mention he was very sexy. She also knew he was going to have black lipstick
all over his lips when they finally parted, but had a feeling he wouldn't mind.
Fucking Chasity on top of this crypt in this mausoleum was a very, very
delicious thought. It made Mark's already hot blood begin to boil, his hands
moving to her legs. Drawing them around his waist, Mark pulled her forward until
he could feel the heat coming from between her legs, growling softly in her
mouth. He wanted her more then he had wanted a woman in his life. It didn't help
she was setting him on fire just by pressing her luscious body against his.
Pulling the rubber band out of his hair and tossing it to the side, Chasity ran
her fingers through his soft, dark auburn tresses, kissing him back with equal
amount of passion. It'd been forever since she last had sex, a few years at
least, not finding anyone she was remotely interested in...until now. Mark lived
in the darkness like her and she couldn't think of a better place to have sex
with him than right here.
“Mark...” She breathed against his lips when they finally parted, her lips
swollen and most of her black lipstick was off, running her thumb across his to
wipe it away.
Her grey eyes were now a deep silver clouded over with desire as she kissed him
again. She knew his reputation, but none of that mattered to her. Chasity was on
birth control so she wasn't worried about getting pregnant as she reached down
to unsnap his jeans.
He loved a woman who wasn't afraid of him, and from the way she was acting,
Chasity didn't seem the least bit scared. Mark watched as she freed his
erection, studying her intently. He wasn't the least bit shy, not minding his
throbbing cock was proudly standing at attention, a slight smirk adorning his
lips.
“This needs to go.” He rumbled, grabbing the bottom of her hoodie and pulled it
up, grunting in approval when she raised her arms over her head, letting it fall
to the crypt.
Underneath the hoodie she was wearing a black tank top that went with it,
leaving her clad in a black bra. “This does too.” She murmured, pushing his
shirt up his massive chest and over his head before letting it join her clothes
on the crypt flooring, shivering by how muscular he was.
This was probably going to be their only time together, but Chasity didn't mind
it. It wasn't like Mark was going to brag about fucking her to his friends. He
wasn't like that and she knew it as their lips met again, her hand wrapping
around his throbbing shaft, moaning in his mouth as their tongues tangled
together again.
Mark broke the kiss and knelt down to quickly discard her boots, following up
with her pants and panties. Soon her bra was gone as well, leaving her naked for
his roaming eyes. A low, approving growl emanated from him as he took her in,
green eyes darkening even more if it were possible. He pushed his jeans down his
hips, pulling her back to him and claimed her lips once more, brushing his cock
against her.
Chasity moaned against his lips as she felt the heat run up and down her wet
sex, kissing him back more demandingly. Her black painted fingernails ran up his
back, over his shoulders and down his chest, feeling the muscles ripple beneath
her touch. She gasped when he growled against her and began to slowly slide past
her sweet folds, the kiss breaking as she sighed, her head tilting back along
with her hair, hands gripping his shoulders firmly.
“God you are so strong...” She murmured, not believing how gentle he was being
with her and locked eyes with his dark forest green orbs, feeling her breath
being stolen from her body.
“Mmmmhmmmm.” Mark murmured, busy focusing on not ripping her apart.
She felt almost like a virgin, though he doubted she was. Not that he had heard
anything about her in that context. He just generally knew a virgin when he had
one in his arms, they tended to get weepy when he took them. Her walls were
pulling him in, forcing him to grit his teeth. Giving it up, Mark just snapped
his hips forward, burying himself to the hilt inside of her.
A soft cry escaped her as Chasity felt him fill her to the core, whipping her
head back, and licked her lips hungrily as the pain mixed with pleasure seared
through her. Oh this man was evil, very evil indeed, and she loved it! She could
feel the burning of her walls and ran her fingers up his neck to his hair,
gripping it again.
“Oh yes...” She moaned, no weeping, just sheer desire coursing through her body
and emanating from her. “Take me, Mark.” She ordered, her mouth right by his
ear, voice low and sultry, smirking when he growled again and began snapping his
hips back and forth, thrusting inside her hot, receptive body. “Oh that's
it...oh harder!”
His hands moved underneath her ass, guiding Chasity in time with his thrusts,
slamming her body against his, feeling her breasts against his chest and growled
again. A wicked smile formed on his lips as he pressed her down, watching as she
laid back on the crypt. Her blood red hair splayed around her and grabbed hold
of his hips, staring down at her as he powered in and out of her willing body.
The feeling of the marble against her skin made this moment even more erotic as
she ran her fingers through her hair, allowing him to take her to the dark
depths of an unknown abyss, enjoying every second of it. She loved his power,
the sounds of flesh smacking flesh emanating off the walls of the crypt, the
torch making her body ignite in a soft orange glow along with him. His tattoos
were amazing and the way his arms flexed along with his hands...Chasity was in
heaven as she lost herself, gripping his arms as her nails dug in slightly,
feeling her release building. That hot coil was ready to spring at any given
moment as her eyes shut tightly, fighting if off as hard as she could, not
wanting this to end yet.
Dipping his head, Mark trailed his tongue from her naval up to her breasts,
drawing a perk nipple into his mouth, gently biting on it, cupping her other
breast in a hand, moaning ruggedly. He could feel her spasming around him
erratically, knowing she was going to cum any moment now, wanting to feel her
explode. “Cum for me, Chasity.” He ordered huskily.
“Mmm Mark it feels so good...” She moaned out, which turned into a cry as her
walls tightened around him, knowing she was meeting her demise. She met him for
every thrust he produced inside her body, arching her back against him, loving
the feel of his tongue and mouth on her breasts, her nipples becoming instantly
erect. With a few more deep thrusts, Chasity couldn't take it anymore, feeling
her pussy milking his hardened shaft for every drop he was worth, wrapping him
in her warmth. “Oh Mark!” She shrieked out, shuddering from the sheer intensity,
feeling his grip on her hips increase as he began cumming himself. “Yes, oh yes,
Mark!!”
“FUCK!” Mark bellowed, his green eyes flying down to meet hers, never stopping
pumping into her. Even though it felt like he had to rip himself away as her
inner walls greedily clung to him. Finally, after what seemed an eternity, he
could feel himself going limp inside of her, bending down to kiss her hungrily.
“Thank you.” He whispered against her lips, knowing she could have all too
easily turned him down. What an experience, it would have been a shame to miss
this with her.
Chasity smiled back at him, nodding as she caressed his face with her hand,
kissing him back softly before pulling away, needing to breathe. “Thank you as
well, Mark.” She replied in a gentle voice, slowly sliding down from the marble
crypt and gathered her clothes. They dressed in silence, though she left her
black hooded sweatshirt off, too hot at the moment, her tank top clinging to her
every curve. The realization of what she just did and who she did it with would
hit her later, but for now, Chasity was going to relish in the fact that someone
found her attractive and wanted her, even if it was just for sex.
Before she could walk out of the mausoleum, Mark took her hand, gently tugging
her back into his arms and tenderly kissed her. “You staying here or going back
to campus?” He asked, letting her go to finish snapping his jeans, smirking when
her eyes darted down, green eyes slowly going back to their normal color.
“Probably staying here.” She softly replied, finishing getting dressed herself.
Leaving her hoodie off since her body was still trying to cool off from that
bout she just experienced with Mark...in a mausoleum of all places; Chasity
threw it over her shoulder. It made a shiver run down her spine as she stared
back into his green eyes. Cracking a small smile before walking past him out of
the tomb, the cool air felt wonderful on her heated skin.
Mark growled softly, watching her ass again and smirked, licking his lips. If he
had his way, this would become a repeat performance. Reaching out, he grabbed
Chasity by the wrist and pulled her back against him again, bending down to kiss
her.
“See you around, darlin'.” He murmured against her lips before letting go,
brushing past her, his long legs quickly carrying him away.
Grey eyes watched him go and knew that's probably why he followed her to begin
with, to properly 'thank' her for helping him and Glenn out. That was fine.
Chasity wrapped her arms around herself and walked back through the cemetery to
resume her writing. Though all she could think about was what she just did.
She'd just had sex in a cemetery with Mark Callaway of all people! Tears swelled
in her eyes as she put her notebook away and buried her face in her knees,
knowing nobody could hear or see her.
‘What have I done?’ She thought, trembling slightly.
~*~*~*~
“What the hell did you do to her?” John demanded, STILL being restrained by
Glenn, groaning when he was abruptly let go, falling face first to the pavement.
“None of your goddamn business.” Mark grunted, nodding at Glenn before walking
past them. “Don't need a ride tonight, Jacobs.” He called over his shoulder.
“Sounds like he already got one, wouldn't ya say, Cena?”
~*~*~*~
“John, I don't want to talk about it.”
“What the hell happened, Chas?” John demanded for the fifth time that afternoon,
stopping her and turning her around to face him, staring down into her tormented
grey eyes that were outlined in heavy black eyeliner with blood red eye shadow.
“Did he...”
“No.” She whispered, lowering her head slightly, half ashamed and half
embarrassed, trying to keep her cheeks from flaming.
“You liked it.” It came out as a statement, not a question.
“I'm not talking about this with you, John. There are just SOME things you don't
get or need to know about my life, alright?”
“You...in a graveyard, with...CALLAWAY?” His voice wasn't loud enough to be
overheard, more like a raised whisper. “I can't...oh...man...” John just shook
his head. “I'm gonna go to class, catch you later, Chas.” He murmured, stuffing
his hands in his pockets and walked off, his bag slung over his shoulder, head
down. He couldn't even begin to wrap his mind around that.
To be honest, Chasity couldn't understand it either or why she even allowed it
to happen. She had no control and the moment was right...Chasity groaned and
raked a hand through her hair in frustration, knowing John was upset with her.
She couldn't deal with that right now and went to class to take her test, the
only class she had for the day.
Afterwards, Chasity decided to go to Barnes & Noble, walking since she didn't
have a car at the moment. She didn't mind it and wore a long velvet black skirt
with a long sleeved black shirt. A black leather jacket since it was chilly,
blood red tinted glasses over her eyes to block the sunlight out with her steel
toed boots on.
A black Harley Davidson idled alongside her, the sunlight gleaming off the
graveyard scene that adorned it. “Need a ride, darlin'?” Came the deep drawl of
Mark, staring at her out of black sunglasses, wearing blue jeans and a black
leather vest today, his long hair hanging freely down his back.
Chasity jumped when she turned to see who was beside her, taking her headphones
from her ears, having had Nightwish blasting in her ears. “What did you say?”
When he repeated the question, Chasity looked nervous as she slowly took her
blood red glasses off, taking a deep breath. “I'm going to Barnes & Noble, are
you sure you want to give me a ride there?” When he made a face, she cracked a
small smile back at him. “That's what I thought. I'll be fine, it's just down
the street anyway.”
“Get on, darlin'. I can drop you off, not like I have to go inside.” Mark said.
Down the street was ten blocks, this girl either enjoyed her walking or was
deluded. When Chasity hesitated, he sighed. “Don't tell me you're having second
thoughts about last night?”
“No, of course not.” She quickly replied, taking another step toward him and
felt his arm wrap around her waist, pulling her against him. “It was truly a
moment I'll forever treasure, Mark.” She whispered softly in his ear and seen
him crack a small smile before hiking her skirt up and mounted the back of his
motorcycle. She set her bag in front of her and wrapped her arms around his
waist, not used to motorcycle rides and closed her eyes as they took off down
the street. He smelled wonderful as her eyes closed, not caring what others
thought at the moment, and felt his hand cover hers with a small smile that made
her black heart flutter.
Chapter 5
Mark had no problem steering with one hand, it was a straight shot down the
road. Of course, they were getting a lot of interesting stares, which he
honestly didn't care about. No doubt, she didn't either. The Loner and the
Freak, he could imagine the gossip and knew Glenn would get a kick out of it.
There was a headache coming on. Mark finally came to a stop, pulling up onto the
sidewalk, ignoring the angry looks and shouts he got.
“Front door service, darlin'.”
Chasity couldn't help chuckling softly as she dismounted the motorcycle with his
help, turning to face him as she put her bag over her shoulder, having tucked
her blood red shades away. “Thank you for the ride, Mark.” Chasity said softly
and closed her eyes briefly when his knuckle brushed against her pale cheek,
slowly opening them to stare into those deep emerald gems. She honestly didn't
care what people thought of her, at least there was one person out there who
lived in the same darkness she did, who understood it fully.
“You're most welcome, Chasity.” He murmured, leaning down to brush his lips
against hers, grinning as he pulled back. “See ya around, darlin'.” Mark waited
until she backed up before driving off, ignoring oncoming traffic as he
navigated the busy lane.
Randy had watched all of that from inside the bookstore, shaking his head and
went back to perusing the shelves.
Letting out a trembling sigh, Chasity turned around and headed inside Barnes &
Noble toward the Fantasy/Goth section. She needed to clear her mind and figured
a good vampire story would do it. She'd been reading the Blue Blood Series and
tapped her chin in thought as she began looking. She would purchase a book and
get something from the Starbucks coffee shop inside to sit down and read.
Mark was confusing her because she knew what his reputation was like. He fucked
around, he wasn't a saint, but honestly, nobody was in this day and age and she
had allowed him to screw her in a mausoleum. But it was delicious and Chasity
shivered at the memory, pushing that thought to the side and picked up the book
she was looking for.
“Anything interesting?” Randy asked from behind her, carrying a few books under
his arm. One for a report he was writing and wanted some background information
on, another a biography of one of his favorite musicians. His eyes moved to the
books behind her, noting what kind they were and somehow was not surprised.
Chasity jumped, for the second time that day and slowly turned around to face
Randy, pressing a hand to her chest. “Jesus you scared me.” He chuckled, causing
her to clear her throat and shrugged as she held up her second installment of
the Blue Blood Series called Revelations. “Just came here for this and possibly
a cup of coffee.” She hadn't had Starbucks in awhile and sighed, staring back
into his electric blue eyes. “I never thanked you for helping me last night...”
Had all that really happened in the span of one night? Chasity blinked, knowing
it had.
“Don't worry about it, like I said before, I felt bad about my moronic friends
dousing you with beer.” Randy said with an easy smile, flashing his own book. “I
was planning on doing the same thing.” Actually, he hadn't been, but...A wager
was a wager after all. “Nice seeing you, Chasity.” Flashing another smile, he
headed to pay for his books.
She didn't say anything in reply and turned around to glance at the selection,
deciding to purchase another book about super naturals before going to pay for
her items. Randy was just walking out of the store as she glanced back at him,
her lips tilting slightly before paying for her things. After that, Chasity
walked across the store to the Starbucks, ordering a French vanilla cappuccino
along with a coffee cake before sitting down and began reading, eating and
drinking slowly.
Randy had no sooner stepped outside when Michelle McCool and her best friend
Maryse appeared, both offering him way too inviting smiles. There was a downside
to being a popular athlete, such as bed hopping, attention seeking bitches. He
immediately rounded back into the store and hightailed it to Chasity, ducking
his face behind a book.
“Hide me.” He whispered, peeking over the top and hoped the two didn't come in.
After all, it was a place filled with books, that might overload their brains.
“What the-” She glanced over her shoulder, seeing Michelle and Maryse looking
through the windows, which were tinted, sighing as she shook her head. “Unless
they come in, I think you're relatively safe.” She replied, mildly annoyed, and
sipped her coffee while turning the page of her book.
Honestly, why was Randy even talking to her? Did he forget who he was and who
she was? Apparently so.
Randy could have been hiding behind that freak of nature Mark Callaway at the
moment and he wouldn't have cared, so long as he didn't have to listen to those
two mindless broads fawning over him. Dropping not so subtle hints about how
much they'd like to show their 'appreciation' and 'school spirit'. “Christ...”
He groaned, moving away from her, walking to the counter to order a coffee,
wondering if he could sneak out the back to his car.
When it looked like he was going to join her, Chasity inwardly groaned,
wondering why she couldn't acquire a moment's pace. She had to get her mind off
of last night, though she still felt she owed Randy something. So she decided
not to say anything to him and flipped another page, losing herself in her book
and took a bite out of her cake, her lips painted black so she was careful not
to smear her lipstick while Randy sat down across from her. Maybe if she ignored
him long enough he would get the hint and go away.
Randy was using her as a smokescreen for the most part, crossing an ankle over
his knee and opened his book. He didn't need to talk to her; just being seen in
a five foot radius of her was bound to scare off any female admirers, the
persistent blonde broads included. He sipped his coffee, relaxing somewhat.
After finishing half of her book, Chasity looked outside and seen it was dark,
bringing the life and fire in her grey eyes. “This has been...interesting. Have
a good night, Randy.” She murmured quietly.
Walking out of the coffee shop, after dumping her garbage, Chasity headed out of
the book store as the cool night air assaulted her. The cemetery wasn't far
away. She headed in that direction, her blood red hair flowing in the breeze,
bag over her shoulder and soaked in the darkness as the crescent shaped moon
shined down on her.
Randy had forgotten about her, seeing the time and groaned, closing his book.
After tossing away his now empty cup, he headed outside, groaning when he got
slammed into his car, face first. “What the-” Randy growled, pressing his
muscular arms against the car and pushed away, forcing Glenn to back off. He
turned around, eyes widening at the switchblade.
“Think you're cute, don'tcha, Orton?”
Chasity turned around at the commotion, her eyes widening at the sight before
her. Glenn had a switchblade and was currently ready to slice and dice Randy.
Not thinking twice about it, she dropped her bag and rushed over, standing in
front of Glenn with narrowed grey eyes.
“Back off, Jacobs.” She ordered, her heart pounding in her chest at the sight of
the switchblade. “It's over and done with. You owe me for saving your ass from
the police. So back off right now and walk away.”
He didn't have a choice. She was ordering him, knowing it would get back to
Mark, and honestly didn't care. They owed her, whether they liked it or not, and
she was calling her favor in now.
“I don't owe you shit, girl.” Glenn snapped. He didn't play by anyone's rules
except his own. Favors rarely meant shit to him, unless of course there was
something in it for him. “So why don't you get onto stepping before I hurt you
too?”
It was one thing for Glenn to be threatening him, another for threatening
Chasity. Taking advantage of Glenn being distracted, Randy grabbed him by the
wrist and twisted it behind the big man's back. Watching absentmindedly as the
switchblade dropped to the ground and grabbed Glenn's neck, Randy banged his
head on the top of his sports car.
“You owe her an apology.”
Chasity blinked as she stared back at the pissed off Glenn Jacobs, swallowing
hard and gently reached out to touch Randy's arm. “It's not worth it. Let him
go.” She softly commanded, wondering why on earth she was getting involved in
all of this. Glenn was Mark's best friend and Randy was...what the hell was she
thinking? “I-I have to go. You look like you have this handled.” She didn't wait
and ran over to her bag, picking it up and took off down the sidewalk, needing
to get away from there as far and fast as possible.
“You realize, when Callaway finds out you're moving in on his property, he's
going to kill you, right?” Glenn said conversationally, sounding amused, even
from his place hunched over the car, his forehead throbbing.
“What the HELL are you talking about? Actually, I don't even want to know. Stay
away from her, Jacobs.” Randy snarled, kicking the switchblade underneath his
car before shoving Glenn aside and slipping into the driver's seat. He glanced
at the other man as he pulled away from the curb, barely missing Glenn's toes.
Breathing hard, Chasity finally arrived in the cemetery, entering from the back
entrance and pressed a hand to her pounding heart, tears filling her eyes. What
the hell was she doing? She hated Randy Orton! He was just like the others, he
didn't live in the darkness, and she fucked Glenn's best friend the previous
night!
Chasity had to sit down on her favorite rock and stare straight ahead before
burying her face in her knees, letting a few tears slide down her cheeks. What
ever happened to her minding her own damn business and being invisible? Now it
seemed everywhere she turned someone was bugging her and it didn't sit well with
Chasity to put it mildly.
This was supposed to be a bet, damn it. Not some complicated, watch his back
kind of deal. Randy glowered as he navigated the crowded campus streets,
wondering what the big deal was. No doubt another party, one he would not be
attending. He ignored Cody and Ted's shouts from across the parking lot as he
hurried across the pavement. How the hell was he supposed to get close enough to
Chasity to sleep with her if she was already involved with someone? Someone who
had no qualms about injuring a person, badly? He couldn’t.
After having her cry, Chasity decided she wasn't going to let this bother her.
What happened with Mark was sex, plain and simple. He didn't want her, he wasn't
the type to commit so to speak. As far as Randy, he had probably officially lost
his mind. She was chalking it up to brain damage and decided to stay out of
everyone's business from now on. She wanted no part of it. Pulling out her
notebook, Chasity began writing, letting the peace and tranquility overtake her,
something only this cemetery could grant.
~*~*~*~
“You seen Chas?” John demanded, watching as Mark down a beer, frowning when the
other guy crumpled the empty can in his fist and tossed it over his shoulder.
“That's littering, you know that right?”
“Do you think I honestly care?” Mark grunted, sitting on the hood of someone's
car, a half gone six pack beside him. “Haven't seen her...yet, why?”
“I'm right here.” She stated from behind, crossing her arms in front of her
chest, and sighed when John rushed over to her and hugged her close. “I'm
alright.” She whispered softly.
“Everyone's talking about what happened with Randy and Glenn.” John told her,
completely ignoring Mark, his eyes trained on his best friend. “What the hell
were you thinking, Chas?”
“I'm not sure and what's done is done. I'm going up to my dorm to hide from the
world.” Even the darkness couldn't save her from what was happening and that
just made her both sad and angry. “Good night, John.” She walked away, heading
for her building.
John rounded on Mark, only to find the guy already off the car, turning to see
him following Chasity and groaned. He went to follow only to wind up slipping on
an empty beer can and fell backwards, groaning. “Damn litterbug...” He grunted,
not amused.
“What happened tonight with Glenn and Randy?” Mark demanded, easily catching up
with her and then matching her stride, not having heard a damn thing. That could
have been because people generally steered clear of him.
She stopped and turned to face him, staring up into his green eyes, sighing
heavily. “Glenn pulled out a switchblade on Orton and...I stopped it.” Chasity
looked away from him and closed her eyes, feeling her insides quaking. “I didn't
want Glenn being arrested for murder and it looked like that’s exactly what was
going to happen. I told him to leave Orton alone, told him he owed me for saving
him from the cops.” Which was the truth in her mind and Chasity wasn't going to
back down from it. “I don't want to be involved in this anymore, Mark, and I
want to go back to being invisible.”
Mark figured whatever Glenn did was Glenn's business. If the guy was stupid
enough to pull a knife on someone in front of people, then he deserved to go to
prison. “You never were invisible, Chasity.” He said, reaching out to cup her
chin. “Not to me.”
He had never shown any interest in her until now so Chasity couldn't help
feeling skeptical of this situation, the doubt shining clearly in her eyes.
“What is this about, Mark?” She softly asked, pulling back only for his arm to
wrap around her waist. Her hands planted on his chest, their eyes locked and
moaned when his lips softly caressed hers. Her heart pounded furiously as her
fingers delved in his auburn hair and wrapped her arms around his neck as he
lifted her up to be level with him.
“What does it feel like, Chasity?” Mark returned, moving his lips down her jaw
line to brush against her pulse point. “You say you were invisible, maybe you
just didn't notice people paying attention to you, darlin'. Hmm?” His lips
caressed her earlobe, his breath hot against her skin. “Stay with me tonight.”
She slowly pulled back to stare in his eyes, swallowing hard by the intense gaze
that came over them. “Last night wasn't just a one time deal was it?” She
quietly whispered, already knowing the answer and felt him kiss her again, this
time more passionate and demanding, forcing her to melt against him. Chasity had
never stayed the night with any guy before on campus, hearing horror stories,
and just had a feeling Mark wasn't one of them. He was different and let the
darkness consume him fully, cracking a small smile. “Alright.”
“Just what I hoped to hear.” Mark chuckled, slowly setting Chasity down, letting
her body slide against his, his eyes never leaving hers.
A one time deal indeed not. Any woman who was willing to have a go on top of a
crypt was a woman he had to get to know; to explore. Definitely not a one time
deal. Taking her hand in his, he gently tugged her towards his dorm, where he
had his own room. His room mate had found it prudent to bunk in the laundry
room.
Chapter 6
She looked around when they arrived, not surprised when he didn't turn the light
on. Chasity set her bag down against the wall, her eyes adjusted to the darkness
quickly, and felt his arms wrap around her waist from behind as her head rested
back against his strong chest before guiding her to the bed. She laid down after
and felt his arms wrap around her waist, spooning against her. Everything about
Mark drew Chasity in, though she rarely spoke to the man, only being there when
they had a special 'job' to do for her best friend. None of that mattered though
as she snuggled against the pillow while he caressed her side.
Mark was just enjoying laying next to her, something he never did with any of
his flings. Find them, fuck them hard and forget them. The three F's were his
motto, though none of said flings were Chasity. Lazily, he ran his fingertips
down her arm to her thigh, skimming the velvet skirt she wore, then back up to
her leather jacket.
As comfortable as this was, the leather jacket had to go as she sat up, taking
it off and set it beside her bag before laying back down, leaving her clad in a
long sleeved black shirt, nothing special. She didn't dress to impress anyone.
Chasity was her own person and shivered when she heard Mark growl behind her.
However long this lasted between them, she would enjoy it and then move on,
knowing Mark was definitely the screw them and leave them type of guy. That's
just how he was and she knew it, yet she was willing to dive in head first with
no regrets, knowing on some sick level she enjoyed feeling exquisite pain.
Mark rolled Chasity onto her back, moving his hands down her legs to her booted
calves, unzipping the leather and slowly removed each boot, setting them aside
the bed on the floor. “I want you.” He informed her, his tone laced with an
almost dark, seductive quality. “For more then a night, Chasity.” He hovered
over her body, his lips almost, but not quite, touching hers.
Chasity lifted her hips to help him along, her skirt now laying on the floor
along with her boots, clad in black silk panties, her legs parting with his huge
hands, feeling her breathing quicken along with her heart rate. “I want you too,
Mark.” She murmured softly, her eyes closing, her black lips parted slightly and
moaned when he kissed her again. Running her hand up his strong, muscular back,
Chasity ended up removing his shirt, needing to feel him against her, losing
herself completely in him. However long he wanted her, Chasity was going to soak
it in, there was no turning back.
“Mark, that motherfucker Orton is about to find his goddamn throat slit in his
sleep!” Glenn growled, throwing the door open and stormed in, flicking on the
light. He cocked an eyebrow when he seen Chasity underneath Mark, a smirk on his
lips. “Can anyone get in on this?”
“Get the fuck out of here!”
Chasity gasped, too breathless to scream and pulled the blanket over her, grey
eyes widened while Mark stood up from the bed. The passion haze in her mind was
slowly lifting as she wrapped her arms around herself before gripping her blood
red hair in her fingers, wondering what the hell she was doing here. She was
actually about to have sex with him again for a second night in a row! He wanted
her though, what was wrong with that? Confliction was on her face as she simple
waited, her back pressed against the wall, glad her tank top hadn't come off.
“After we have a little chat. Her friend, Rando, needs a lesson in manners.”
Mark sighed heavily, looking down at Chasity, the longing evident in his green
eyes. Finally, he turned his head towards Glenn. “Not my problem. Just let it
go, your joke backfired, man.”
“Only because-” Glenn didn't get to finish as he was literally shoved out of the
room, crashing right through the opposite door.
“He's not my friend.” Chasity instantly corrected, shaking her head, most of her
black lipstick off as she wiped the rest of it away, Mark joining her in bed
moments later. “I don't even associate with those beings.” She sounded disgusted
at the thought and wrapped her arms around herself, only for Mark's lips to
softly caress hers, leading her down on the bed again, the blanket being taken
off of her. The thought of Randy Orton being her friend made her sick as she ran
her fingers through Mark's tresses, pressing herself fully against him as her
body melted.
Mark could care less if Randy was her friend, busy undressing Chasity. Knowing
Glenn wouldn't be stupid enough to come back and everyone usually avoided his
door like it had the plague sticking to it. As long as Orton knew she was off
limits, there wouldn't be any problems. The only person he could see being a
potential thorn in his side was her buddy John Cena and that would easily be
remedied.
~*~*~*~
After that second night with Mark, everyone knew who she was with and Chasity
honestly didn't care. She had a light in her eyes that hadn't been there before
and John even noticed it. It'd been two weeks since her and Mark's fling,
relationship, whatever it was called started and Chasity was finding it hard not
to think about him. He was constantly on her mind everywhere she went,
interrupting her writing, though she refused to let her schoolwork suffer. John
was badgering her about what was going on, wondering if she truly was insane to
be with Mark Callaway, who was one of the most dangerous men on campus.
“John...” She groaned warningly, shaking her head as they walked down the
hallway of the building. “Look, I want to be with him, for however long it is.”
“Do you REALIZE what people are saying?”
“Since when have I cared what these mindless beings think or feel?”
She had a point as John sighed, running a hand through his brown hair. “Look
Chasity, I just don't want you getting hurt, girl. I care about you. You're my
best friend and he has a rep that's bad news.”
“It doesn't matter.” Her voice was soft and low as she pressed a hand against
his chest. “Whatever pain comes my way, I will embrace it because it reminds me
I'm alive.”
~*~*~*~
“Bet is off.” Randy said, walking between Ted and Cody, all three of them on
their way to football practice. “She's with Callaway, you think she's going to
fucking sleep with me while she's with him? She's a freak, not suicidal.”
“Aww man.” Cody groaned, then smirked. “Fine, you forfeit, pay up bitch.”
Ted just shook his head as Randy co-cocked Cody, watching Cody stumble back then
fall on his ass in the grass. “You know better.”
“So you're really going to give up that easily?” Cody demanded, crossing his
arms in front of his chest, staring at his leader of their group with a raised
eyebrow. “Come on man, you're Randy Keith Orton, you can overcome a moron like
Callaway any day of the week! What woman wouldn't want you over that freak?”
Ted smirked, chuckling softly. “Maybe he just doesn't want to deal with her.
Though I wouldn't mind getting a piece of that gothic ass.”
Cody winced when Ted was on his back a second later, holding his jaw, shaking
his head. “No...YOU know better.”
“Look, just chill out guys.” Randy said, staring at his friends. “We all know
Callaway, he'll get bored with her soon enough. So let's say the bet isn't over,
but being put on hold. When he dumps her, which we all know he will, I'll be
there to pick up the pieces.”
“You are EVIL.”
Ted stroked his chin in thought, tapping his finger with his chin just as
Michelle McCool came their way, a smirk tilting the corners of his lips. “Hey
Michelle, come here a sec.”
“Oh no...”
Ted ignored Cody and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, staring down at her
appreciatively before glancing at Randy. “We have a little job for you, my
dear...”
Cody knew this wasn't a good idea considering Randy looked like he was going to
blow up and vacated.
“Any job you have for me requires instant payment.” Michelle said bluntly,
tossing her blonde hair over her shoulder with a derisive snort, shooting Randy
a hungry look.
“Ted, what are you doing?” Randy demanded, grabbing his friend by the arm and
shaking him so hard his teeth rattled. “I don't WANT any help with this.”
Ted sighed as he watched Randy stalk away, shaking his head, wondering idly if
his friend felt more for the Goth than what he was letting on.
~*~*~*~
Chasity walked out of classroom, feeling fulfilled now that her test was out of
the way, the second one, and cracked her neck before heading outside. The sun
was setting on the horizon and John was nowhere to be found, probably off with
Mickie somewhere. They were an item at the moment, just like her and Mark,
though she had no idea when it would end. All good things came to an end,
Chasity learned that quickly.
Before she got too far, she was jerked back between a gap in the buildings.
Smirking, Mark pressed her back against the brick wall, lifting Chasity up and
wrapped her legs around his waist. “Miss me?” He asked, not giving her time to
answer as he plundered her mouth with his, strong hands running up and down her
sides.
Chasity smiled against his lips as she kissed him back, moaning softly before
slowly pulling back, needing air to breathe and pressed her forehead against
his. “Yes I did.” She answered after taking a few deep breaths, holding onto his
shoulders, wearing black jeans with a midnight blue tank top, her hair down,
makeup the same as always only with midnight blue eye shadow. “Maybe I should
stop wearing my dark lipstick since it always ends up on you.” She joked, wiping
it off his soft red lips with the pad of her thumb, those green eyes glittering
back at her. Two dark souls who were finding company in each other, that's what
Chasity chalked them up to being.
“Maybe.” Mark murmured, catching her thumb between his teeth and sucked it for a
moment, letting go and kissed her again. “Or maybe not. Black lipstick on you is
fucking hot.” He growled, green eyes darkening. Reluctantly, he let her down,
stepping back and leaned against the opposite building, studying her
thoughtfully. “You got class this afternoon?”
“No, just finished my last class for the day actually.” She smirked, knowing he
called the day afternoon when twilight broke because they always stayed up until
the sun came out. Sometimes Chasity paid for it, especially on Monday mornings
when she had a class at nine, but it was a beautiful Friday night and she had
the weekend to do whatever fancied her. “Why do you ask?” She asked, raising an
eyebrow, her hair up for once in a weird design, having dyed her tips black.
“We're going out.” He said, reaching out to lightly tug her hair, smirking when
she scowled. “Do it again, you look sexy when you're pouting.” He teased,
tugging again. Mark caught her fist before it could connect, kissing her
knuckles. “Mmm, darlin', you know I like it rough.” He growled, biting gently.
“I'll give you rough in a minute, Callaway.” She threatened playfully and yanked
on his hair. Letting out a squeal of surprise when he lifted her up over his
shoulder, Chasity purred in his ear when he slapped her ass, wiggling it and
laughed softly when he did it again. “You're not the only one who likes it
rough.” Chasity reminded him, remembering their last encounter. She had him
bound to the bed and had her wicked way with him with her special toys,
including a black feather. She lived in the darkness and Mark had thoroughly
enjoyed himself before she finally took pity on him. “So where are we going, my
dark rider?”
“Some party Austin is throwing.” Mark said, squeezing her ass not so gently,
caressing her for a moment before delivering another sharp smack. “I wouldn't
bother at all, but he's taking off for a few weeks to attend some bullshit thing
with his folks. And I can't go out without my Dark Queen by my side, now can I?”
For some reason, the sentiment sent a shiver down Chasity's spine as she smiled,
nodding as he set her down on her feet and kissed him softly. “You do have a
point, though I wouldn't have minded-” His finger pressed against her lips,
hushing her and sighed resignedly with just a nod, gently pulling his finger
away. “Would you mind terribly if I went to my room to change?”
“Depends, what are you planning on changing into and can I watch?” Mark asked,
completely serious as he stared down at her. He knew she wasn't big on parties
and normally backed out of them, which in turn led him to stay behind as well.
They could throw a party between the two of them more entertaining then anything
else. But this was one of his few friends, of sorts.
“Nothing special, just my normal wear.” She giggled when he repeated what he had
said earlier, only referring to her clothes being 'fucking hot'. “I won't be
long. You can come if you want too.” She smacked him when he reversed that,
saying it was her who would be cumming, and shook her head before guiding him to
her dorm building. It was just across the way from the building her class for
that day had been in, glad that test was out of the way. She knew she did fine
on it, but was always nervous with the results. She opened her door to her dorm
room, letting Mark in. “Yes I have a singles.” She informed him, knowing nobody
wanted to bunk with her, and went to her closet.
“So do I, of sorts.” Mark grinned, leaning against the wall, his eyes raking in
the room thoughtfully. She was just like him, a creature of the night and it
made him almost smile. His single of course was actually a double minus the room
mate, who had apparently tired of living in the laundry room and had -from what
Mark had heard- moved into a closet.
Her room was totally black, the walls painted and the window was covered with a
blanket from her favorite movie The Crow. She had posters of it along with her
favorite bands on the black walls, her carpet black as well along with her
bedding. Everything was black in her life, even Mark, though he probably
appreciated her taste.
Chapter 7
Chasity sifted through the clothes in her closet, every piece of clothing black,
and decided on a dark purple and black corset top, that zipped up the side and
laced in the back, along with a black skirt that had rips in it for style and
went to her knees. She seen Mark devouring her and shook her head as she pulled
her tank top off along with her leather jacket, wearing again, black bra and
panties. She had everything black in her wardrobe and that's the way she
preferred it as she began lacing up the corset with ease and zipped it up before
slipping her jeans off and replaced them with the skirt. Finally, she pulled her
two inch knee high boots on, deciding against wearing the ones with the spiked
heel.
Mark would protect her, that she was sure, from anyone who tried messing with
her. She quickly redid her makeup, having a special remover she used, basically
replacing the midnight blue eye shadow with purple, her lips painted the same
color. She put a black and purple choker on that matched her corset before
taking some of her other necklaces off. Finally just deciding on the choker,
Chasity left her bracelets on.
“Okay I think I'm ready.” She said finally, taking her hair down and brushed it
out, letting it hang down to her waist in waves.
“You think? You sure?” Mark drawled teasingly, mocking checking the time on a
watch he wasn't wearing, snorting when she shook her hairbrush at him. “Woman,
you were fine going naked.” He reconsidered, a scowl forming on his lips at the
thought of other men seeing her naked, and shook his head. “Scratch that, maybe
something more covering.”
Chasity stared at him hardening and crossed her arms in front of her chest,
piercing grey eyes narrowed slightly. “Or I just won't go.” She shot back
defensively, staring at him expectantly.
If there was one thing Chasity didn't like it was people telling her what to
wear and how to dress. She did what she wanted, John had learned that quickly
the first time he'd asked her to wear color. He got a kick to his balls for his
troubles, though she knew if she did that to Mark she would probably die. She
wasn't stupid after all, highly intelligent in fact, and the corset was tight,
but it didn't show anything off, not even a small portion of her cleavage. She
hated showing her body off and her hair covered her bare shoulders.
“Woman, you need to learn to take a joke.” Mark said flatly, wondering why the
hell she had to get so damn defensive all of the time. If she hadn't learned by
now he was the one person who could truly accept and appreciate her the way she
was, then he didn’t know how else to prove it to her. “If you don't want to go,
fine. I don't care, Chasity.” He sighed, shaking his head.
She frowned at him and knew that was uncalled for, sighing as she dropped down
on her bed, her head lowered. “I'm sorry.” She whispered, rubbing her temples
and reached out to take his hand. “This is just...I'm still trying to get used
to this, Mark.” She admitted, standing up and walked over as she wrapped her
arms around his neck, standing on her tiptoes. “That was out of line, I'm sorry,
of course I want to go with you.”
Mark grinned, bending down the few inches that separated them to kiss her
forehead. “Good, c'mon darlin'.” Lacing his fingers with hers, he opened the
door and guided her out into the hallway, rolling his eyes when he seen John
coming. “Great...super moron to ruin the day.”
“Hey, Chas, wanna go catch a flick with me?” John asked, ignoring Mark
completely, his blue eyes downcast. “Mickie just broke up with me...again.”
Mark snorted.
“Actually, I have plans with Mark tonight. We're attending his friend's going
away party.” She replied softly, seeing the anguish in John's blue eyes and
sighed heavily, touching his shoulder. “Tomorrow, you and I will go see a
movie.” She promised, seeing him brighten up again, knowing he was still getting
used to seeing her with Callaway, but slowly warming up to the idea. “I'll call
you and set up a time whenever I get up.”
“Which means you might want to reschedule for the day after tomorrow. We're
going to be busy as hell tonight and you'll probably wind up sleeping all day
and half the night.”
John's blue eyes narrowed at the look on Mark's face, then shook his head.
“Forget it, Chas. Spend time with your boyfriend, boss, whatever the hell he is
to you.” He said, turning and walking away.
“John wait!” She ripped her hand out of Mark's grasp, her eyes shooting daggers
back at him. “On second thought, a movie sounds a lot better than a party.” She
walked over to John, not believing how ridiculous she'd been lately, shaking her
head. This was the guy who saw her and didn't give a damn what she wore, how she
looked. Tears filled her eyes as she stared back into his hurt baby blues and
hugged him tightly around the neck. “Go to the party yourself, Mark. I'm
spending time with my best friend.” Chasity wasn't about to let any man control
her, much less Mark Callaway, and her eyes were telling him clearly he was
spending tonight, and possibly tomorrow, alone.
Mark stared at her out of narrowed green eyes, wondering exactly what he had
apparently done wrong before shrugging, baring his teeth in a broad grin. “Have
fun, darlin'.” He called after them, winking when John looked back over his
shoulder.
“Is it me, or did that sound like a threat?”
“I don't know and I don't care. I'm sorry, John.” She'd barely seen her best
friend in the past two weeks and felt terrible, the guilt gnawing away at her.
“He shouldn't have said that to you, I'm sorry.” If Mark hurt her best friend,
she would find a way to hurt him as she took John's hand and guided him away
from her dorm room after locking it up tightly, feeling paranoid for some
reason. “So what movie did you want to go see?”
“Anything that has a lot of blood and guts in it.” John said, guiding her
towards the parking lot. “No comedy, no romance shit, just straight up blowing
shit up and people getting shot at.” He frowned, crouching down by his car and
groaned, pulling a knife from the tire. “Great, just great.” He sighed, burying
his face in his free hand. “Not my day, seriously...”
Chasity frowned and took the blade from John, running her fingertips over it,
scowling darkly as the initials MWC stared back at her before whipping it into
the nearest tree. “That fucking asshole!” She hissed, kicking the tire, the
anger radiating off of her in waves. “Come on, we'll walk. It's not that far.”
She stated, taking his hand, knowing in this big city the movies were open until
at least midnight. The sun had just gone down and one by one the stars were
peaking out of the dark velvet sky.
Mark walked out of the dorm they had just come from, frowning when he seen the
pair walking and scratched his head. He thought John had a car.
John squeezed her hand, sighing. “Sorry Chas, I know you like him.” He said
softly, not saying 'liked', just in case. “What's his damage though?”
“I knew it was too good to be true, John. Good things don't happen to me and
when they do, it's a fluke.” She softly replied, feeling his arm wrap around her
shoulders, and leaned against him. “I'm sorry I have been ignoring you lately.
It won't happen again.” She promised, wiping a stray tear away from her cheek as
they walked to the theater. Deciding to see the new Friday the 13th movie that
Rob Zombie remade.
~*~*~*~
“Well...how did it go?”
Ted smirked, shaking his head. “Filching that knife from Callaway was way too
easy man. Then Johnny boy taking her out tonight, kinda like fate WANTS us to
win this bet. Randy doesn't know, does he?”
“Do I look stupid to you?”
~*~*~*~
“Feel better?” Chasity asked hours later as they walked out of the movie
theater, a smile on her face, seeing John's blue eyes sparkling and that
familiar fire was in them again.
“Much, I forgot how much I missed you, girl.”
“I missed you too, John.” She murmured as they went across the street to a small
diner and got something to eat before heading back to campus.
“So what are you going to do about Callaway?”
“I don't know. I don't want to talk about it.”
“What do you mean what's she going to do about me?” Mark demanded, pushing away
from the building, watching as they spun around to stare at him. “Where's you
car, Cena? It's not safe to have her out walking this time of night.”
“You're sick in the head, you know that?”
“John...” She held her hand up to stop him, her eyes telling him she would take
care of this. “You know, I really thought you were different.” Chasity sounded
disappointed and wiped a tear from her cheek when it fell. “I guess two weeks is
all I get, but that's fine. It was exquisite while it lasted. Your blade is
embedded in the tree near John's car. You slashed his tire so we couldn't go to
the movies, but we ended up walking so the joke is on you.” She stepped back
when Mark took a step forward, shaking her head. “Leave me alone Callaway, it's
over. Go find someone else because I'm done with the games.”
“What the fuck are you talking about Chasity?” Mark demanded, ignoring John's
warning to back off and advanced on her. “I was BEHIND you in the fucking
dormitory, I didn't touch his fucking-” Mark growled when Cena didn't take the
hint, grunting when he got shoved back into a bike rack, wincing slightly.
“Leave her alone, Callaway.” John wasn't a small man by any means, not as big as
Mark, but he'd be damned if this jackass was going to ignore his best friend's
wishes.
“Stop!” She ordered, grey eyes flashing at her best friend, who looked like he
was going to pulverize Mark at any given moment. Jesus, she just wanted to be
invisible and not have any issues, but she couldn't seem to have that. “Your
blade has your initials on it, Mark. MWC. Mark William Callaway. And it was in
John's tire. You did it. Just please go away. Please.” She wiped more tears
away, her heart breaking, accepting the pain willingly as her eyes closed, her
tears glittering in the moonlight. She didn't give him time to say anything and
took off down the sidewalk, heading toward the cemetery.
Mark's green eyes narrowed on John, since Chasity had bolted. A second later, he
had John dangling in the air, his massive hand wrapped around John's windpipe.
“I don't know WHAT you did, but you had better fix it!” He snarled. So that's
where his knife had gone, wondering since he had seemingly lost it a few days
ago. “Understand me boy?” When John just spit on him, Mark tossed the smaller
man away from him. Hearing the sick thud as John landed on the sidewalk, Mark
stormed across the street to his motorcycle.
Needless to say, John wasn't able to peel himself off the sidewalk for a long
time. The world refusing to hold still long enough for him to even raise his
head, ignoring the people surrounding him.
“Worked like a charm.” Cody said into his cell phone, having conveniently been
nearby.
Chasity sobbed her heart out on her rock in the cemetery, the pain in her heart
agonizing, tears soaking her arms, wiping her eyes and makeup. She walked over
to the nearby spring and washed it away, all of it, and stared back into her
reflection. She was plain, pale and pathetic as she sat on her knees. She truly
cared about Mark, maybe even loved him, but two weeks was too soon to say those
words. He lived in the darkness just like her and he'd ruined it by attacking
her best friend. John came first in her book, the only guy whoever gave a damn
about her. Lowering her head, Chasity slowly stood up and went back to her rock,
knowing nobody was there to see her without the mask, and buried her face in her
hands as she cried more.
Chapter 8
For three days straight, Chasity did not leave her dorm room, not even for food,
just laid in her bed curled up with a tear streaked face. She'd done what she
hadn't in awhile, the bloody knife laying beside her, the slits in the creases
of her elbows. She didn't want to have scars so she didn't cut too deep, just
enough to take her mind off of the pain within her soul. When Monday rolled
around, Chasity slowly peeled herself from the bed and dressed in a black hooded
sweatshirt and black jeans. Applying her mask, black eyeliner and lipstick
before taking her bag, Chasity knew she couldn't skip class as tempting as it
was.
Mark was waiting for her, wearing light blue jeans and a white beater covered
with a black, sleeveless over shirt, his long hair braided back. “Darlin', look,
whatever you seem to think I did, I-” He sighed when she just walked past him,
reaching out to grab her elbow. “Damn it Chas, will you fucking listen to me?”
She stared back at him with lifeless grey eyes, swallowing hard and felt him
gently push her back against the wall, staring back into those green orbs that
had haunted her. “What is it Mark?” She asked tiredly, her hair wet and
straight, refusing to do anything with it. She just didn't care right now, not
even bothering with her eye shadow like normal. He slashed John's tire out of
spite, she knew this, so what more was there to say honestly? “Please don't make
this any harder...” She whispered painfully, closing her eyes as the tears
stung.
Mark took note that she was hardly wearing any makeup and her hair was...normal.
Obviously, Chasity wasn't alright and as bad it was, he felt happy for a brief
moment. It meant she wasn't taking whatever he had supposedly done well or the
decision to call it quits. She cared for him.
“Look, I didn't touch John's car. I was BEHIND you, how the hell could I?”
“Leave her alone, Callaway.”
“Boy, you looking for another ass whooping?”
Chasity sighed and raked a hand through her hair, really not in the mood for
this, especially after crying her heart out for the past three days. “But it was
your blade...” She couldn't get that out of her head, no matter how hard she
tried, and wiped the tears away from her cheeks. She looked up when his hands
planted gently on her shoulders, his lips brushing against hers, and couldn't
push him away. “Why should I believe you?” She whispered when he pulled away,
ignoring John for the time being, reaching out to caress his face with her hand.
Feeling his forehead press against hers as more tears flowed, Chasity closed her
eyes. She wanted to believe him in the worst way that he hadn't done that, that
he was still the Mark Callaway she was falling for, but the evidence was too
concrete. She was so confused.
“Chas, my blade came up missing a few days back, I swear to god, I didn't touch
his car.” Mark rounded on John. “Did you drive it at all that day?”
“Yeah, right before I showed up at Chas's place.” John said awkwardly, not too
keen on this jerk calling Chasity 'Chas'. That was HIS name for her.
She felt her knees give out on her as Mark caught her, blinking and felt
incredibly dizzy. That was probably due to all the stress and lack of eating on
her part, feeling Mark lift her up princess style in his arms, and leaned her
head against his shoulder. Fuck class. She was exhausted and her stomach was
killing her along with her arms as Mark carried her back up to her dorm room.
“No wait-”
John stopped dead in his tracks at what he saw, beginning to physically tremble,
paling. “Chasity...”
A bloody dagger was laying on her bed, the silver glinting in the dim light of
her room.
Chasity didn't say a word as more tears poured down her face.
Sighing, Mark began pulling her top off. Usually, slicers got their arms or
their thighs, places easy to hide. He held out her arms, examining them and
inhaled sharply at the slices along the creases of her elbows.
“Cena, get me a soapy washcloth and some gauze. NOW.” He barked when John just
stood there gawking.
John rushed out in the hallway to the co-ed bathroom, doing as Mark instructed.
“It's nothing.” She assured him weakly. “I haven't ate in three days, that's
probably why I'm dizzy.” She stared up into his green eyes, the pain clearly
there, and lowered her head as she tried pulling her shirt back on, the dagger
now on her nightstand. “Mark, please...” She started crying when he pulled her
on his lap, wrapping his arms around her, and buried her face in his chest. “I
don't do it often...” She whispered. “Only when I feel emotionally pained. It's
my way to feel pain in another way.” Chasity didn't look up at him as he ran his
fingers through her wet hair, having already taken a shower and sterilized them.
“I'm not criticizing or yelling at you.” Mark said gruffly, not caring if she
had taken a shower and cleaned them, raising her arm up to show her the fuzz
sticking to the crease of her elbow from her clothes. “You shoulda at least
bandaged them.”
He was fucking discussing how to take care of herself after slicing and dicing.
Now he knew he was having issues. He cared about her too damn much.
She sighed and nodded just as John came back inside, most of her eyeliner wiped
away due to the tears.
“Chasity...how long have you...”
“Since I was fourteen.” She whispered in reply while Mark began wrapping her
arms, sighing heavily. “I told you I live in darkness, John.”
“Yeah, but...”
“I don't do it often. Only once in awhile when I'm emotionally pained to the
point where I can't handle it. It's my release.”
John just held her hand while Mark worked, scared to death for his best friend's
well being now.
“You need another outlet, one that doesn't have the potential to go wrong.” Mark
said firmly. He lived in darkness too, but he didn't consider self mutilation a
form of darkness, more like a form of sheer stupidity. He didn't care what walk
of life one came from.
“Do you...need a shrink or something?” John had no idea what to say right now.
She actually started laughing and shook her head, standing up when Mark was
finished and immediately sat back down when she felt another wave of dizziness
hit her. “I've seen ten therapists, three psychiatrists, five counselors.” She
stated, causing John's blue eyes to widen, nodding. “None of them could help
me.” She was tormented and had every reason to do whatever she felt necessary to
get rid of the pain she felt, even if it meant self mutilation.
“None of them?”
“They're rip offs and don't know shit about what a person is thinking or
feeling. I've learned to accept who I am in society and have learned to adapt.”
She shrugged and winced when her stomach growled painfully. “I'm skipping class
today. I need to eat before I end up becoming an anorexic Barbie doll.”
“Okay, this might sound retarded, but...WHY did you go see that many shrinks and
WHY was this emotional pain so bad you needed to um, sort it out by hurting
yourself physically?”
Maybe not the way he would have worded it himself, but Mark actually couldn't
have agreed more, looking at Chasity out of thoughtful green eyes.
It took her a full minute to decipher that before finally understanding what he
was asking, taking a deep shaky breath. “Most people say they do it because of a
bad childhood, bad family, rape, whatever the cause, but I don't honestly know
what triggers mine.” That was the truth as she stared straight ahead. “Maybe
it's because all of my life I've never felt accepted, as cliché as that sounds.
Maybe I've always felt the world was against me for whatever reason. There
really is no one specific reason. My parents are dead so they have no part to
play...” She gripped her hair in her hands. “I can't give you a straight answer
because not even I know.”
This totally explained why no shrink had been able to help her. She couldn't
even give them a bad memory to go off of for a diagnosis and John wasn't even
going to attempt it. His role was the best friend, not the best therapist.
Sighing, he took her hands and squeezed.
“Don't hate me, but...” He snatched the dagger and bolted out the door. “Getting
rid of this!” He voice echoed back to them.
The kid had balls.
Chasity sighed heavily, knowing John was doing what he felt best, though she
hadn't cut herself in over a year. Wasn't like she couldn't get another one, her
parents had left her to be well off for awhile, though she wanted to make money
and support herself. “So now you know just how deep in the darkness I live,
Mark.” She said after a few minutes of silence between them, staring down at her
painted fingernails. “I'm sorry for accusing you of something you did not do.”
“Don't confuse darkness with irrationality.” Mark said in his usual blunt
manner. He never sugarcoated his thoughts for anyone, not even Chasity, a trait
that they both shared. “And apology accepted.” He stood up, raking a hand over
his low hanging tail, looking out the window. “The question is, who used my
knife to flatten John's tires...”
“I don't know.” She whispered, shaking her head as she sat back down on the bed,
seeing him staring out the window.
Chasity wondered briefly what he was thinking, probably thought she was nutcase,
and honestly didn't blame him. Who would? Hell, she even thought she had a few
screws loose. Sighing, Chasity laid down in bed and closed her eyes, feeling
Mark join her as he crawled in to lay beside her, their fingers lacing together
and felt him kiss her forehead as more tears fell. Whoever was trying to destroy
them was going to pay and pay dearly, that much she vowed.
~*~*~*~
“I think the freak couple is back on. He went up with her and her friend Cena,
never came back down. Cena did though.” Ted sighed, meeting up with Cody after
Cody's final exam. “So much for THAT idea.”
“Shut up, here comes Randy.”
“You two look like you're up to no good.”
“Hey Randy.” Ted greeted with a smile that looked too innocent for his own good,
nudging Cody when he squeaked out the same thing. “We gotta go.” He bolted along
with his partner in crime, trying to figure out the next best way to split up
the freak couple, as they grew to call Chasity and Mark.
~*~*~*~
Chasity ate when John returned with McDonalds, thanking him and bit into her
hamburger, devouring it whole along with fries and even her drink, sighing in
contentment before lying back down with Mark. “Don't you ever go to class?” She
asked him, looking behind her shoulder and seen the smirk tilt his lips, shaking
her head. “If you're having trouble, I could help you.”
Mark began laughing, reaching into his back pocket and whipped out a paper,
passing it to her. “I don't need help, darlin'. I'm straight A's.” He chuckled.
“It's my attendance that needs helping.” He took the paper back and shoved it
back into his pocket, rolling into his side to stare at her. “Don't you have
finals?”
“I take my last one tomorrow.” She replied, the other class she was going too
simply English that she could definitely pass up. Chasity missed class rarely
ever so the teacher wouldn't question her about it. “I'm glad I'm with someone
who has brains.” She stated, seeing him chuckle more and snuggled back against
her pillow. John had left long ago, after making sure she was going to be fine,
promising to meet up with him tomorrow after class. Right now she was staring
back into those green eyes and leaned up, kissing him softly before wrapping her
arms tightly around his neck.
Mark held her close, pulling Chasity so she was lying stretched out on top of
him, feeling her body pressed against his and sighed a sigh of pure contentment.
Her familiar weight reassuring in a strange way. He had spent the weekend
wondering what the hell had been going on. Unable to do much besides drink and
curse at whoever had been dumb enough to stumble into his path, mostly Glenn.
“I missed you, darlin'.”
“I missed you too.” She whispered, pressing her forehead against his and kissed
him softly before burying her face in his neck, sighing gently. These past three
days without him was torture because all she could think about was that night in
the mausoleum and how gentle, yet rough it'd been with him. “I hope we find out
who's doing this before something worse happens.” She felt him lift her chin up
as their eyes locked, the assurance there and kissed him softly, this time a
little deeper.
“I'm sure we can find out.” Mark murmured against her lips. “I'll have Glenn
start snooping around, he's good at finding out information.” The big rat
bastard. “I'll see what we can dig up, okay?” So far, it all kind of centered
around Chasity. Mark's knife, John's car, the link between the two men being
her.
She nodded and snuggled against him, feeling like she was right where she
belonged, and closed her eyes. “Mark?” When he mumbled something incoherent,
Chasity smiled and slowly looked up at him. “Will you stay here with me
tonight?” She asked, having never invited him to her dorm room and kissed him.
Smiling when he rolled her over to where she was on her back, Chasity’s fingers
delving in his auburn hair, loving the feel of it against her fingertips.
Chasity was falling for him, she already knew it, and couldn't stop it from
happening.
“Yes.” He murmured, glad she had asked because he didn't feel like walking
across the campus grounds to his own dorm room, not to mention he was tired. A
weekend binge, worrying about his girlfriend; finding out his girlfriend liked
to cut herself up would do that to a guy.
He was exhausted and, truth be told, so was she. Chasity was engulfed in his
warmth as he pulled the blanket over them and moved her to where she was laying
against his side, her head on his chest, hand resting over his heart. She'd made
a stupid mistake by not listening to him and vowed never to let it happen again.
Until there was something concrete, Chasity was Mark's for however long he
wanted her. Again, she couldn't help feeling like a dark cloud loomed over her
life, ready to rip away her happiness at any given moment.
~*~*~*~
“So what if they're together, get over it and move on.” Randy yawned, not as
interested in Chasity's love life as his friends were. That five hundred bucks
apparently must’ve been grinding on their nerves or something. “Eventually,
he'll fuck her over, then the game can continue.”
“Yeah, but that's a long wait...”
Chapter 9
After that incident, life returned to normal for Chasity for the most part along
with Mark. They were happy and didn't care what others thought. It'd been three
months, close to four actually, since they got together. Some nights they would
go to the cemetery, some nights they would stay in and watch a movie or have
sex. There was a lot of satisfying sex and Chasity wasn't complaining. Mark's
appetite was insatiable, constantly wanting her, needing her, making her feel
like the most beautiful woman in the world.
She'd also found another way to get her emotions out with a birthday present
from Mark. A punching bag. He taught her how to shadow box, to get her
aggression out, and hung it on her ceiling in the far corner of her dorm room
accompanied with a pair of gloves. Chasity knew she loved this man more than
anything in the world, though she hadn't told him yet. She was scared, of what
she didn't know, but it didn't matter. As long as she was with Mark, the world
was alright.
~*~*~*~
“How fucking long until you dump the broad and move on?”
If it had been anyone except Glenn, Mark might have put them through a
windshield. As it was, he looked up from his spot; laying on his back in the
parking lot, tinkering with his motorcycle, a lit cigarette between his lips.
“She's not a broad, Jacobs, watch your fucking mouth.”
“Come on, man, you've been with her for how long now?”
“Three days shy of four months.” Mark said proudly. For him, that was quite an
accomplishment.
“And you haven't gone to wet your dick in any other pussy?”
“Just hers. I love her, man, so back off.”
~*~*~*~
“So, you and Callaway are still going strong?” John asked as he walked down the
sidewalk with his best friend. She was wearing a dark blue, almost black, jean
skirt with a black tank top, her hair up in a messy bun.
“Yes, everything is going splendid.” She stopped and turned to John, pure
happiness shining in her grey eyes. “I love him.”
John snorted the Mountain Dew he was drinking at the moment. “FUCK!”
Chasity cringed, knowing that had to be burning. “I love him John. He makes me
feel so alive and we both live in darkness...”
“Stop with the darkness shit.” He snapped, irritated since his nose was
currently throbbing. Snorting Mountain Dew wasn't the smartest thing to do, not
that he could help it.
“Hello Chasity.” Ted said from behind, causing both her and John to turn around,
watching her grey eyes instantly narrow at him.
“What do you want?” John demanded, stepping in front her, ready to throw down
with these clowns if they tried something.
“John, it's alright.” She whispered when she seen Randy approaching along with
Cody.
“Can't we say hi?” Ted said, rolling his eyes. “Shit, there's McCool.” He
smoothed down his hair. “Breath check?”
“You smell like shit, now go kiss your woman's ass.” Randy said with a snort,
glad it wasn't him suffering. How Ted had wound up with her was beyond him,
though he was fairly certain his friend was regretting it now. His vivid blue
eyes turned onto Chasity. “How've you been?”
“Fine, you?” She couldn't be rude to the man, especially since he'd helped her
out on more than one occasion. Then again, he was a jock...she was confused
again and sighed inwardly. “We have to go. I have to meet Mark.” Chasity said,
referring that to John before turning back to meet those blue orbs of Randy's.
“Have a nice day.” She then walked away with John, shrugging when he asked her
why she was being nice to the jocks suddenly. She didn't have an answer as they
headed down the sidewalk toward Mark's dorms, where she knew he'd be working on
his motorcycle and where he told her to meet him.
“You hear that?” Ted snorted. “Why is she being nice to the jocks...Maybe she
wants your dick, man?”
“And you wonder why people stereotype.” Randy sighed, shaking his head before
heading off for his afternoon classes, glad his friends hadn't
been...intelligent enough to get into them.
“Hey, your sexy bitch is coming.” Glenn said, watching as Chasity crossed the
grass, not within hearing range. “With her lover.”
“Call her that again...” Mark got to his feet, wiping his hands off on his faded
blue jeans, bare chested today and grinned when he seen her.
“Fucking sick...pathetic...”
“You know what? I don't understand why you didn't just walk away from them.”
John said as they walked up.
“Maybe because I'm in a great mood and I don't want to let them ruin it. I'm
bigger than that, John. You should know that by now.”
“Do you realize how fucking weird that sounds coming from you?” John demanded,
crossing his arms in front of his chest. “You've changed, Chas.”
“Maybe I have. What are you going to do, stop being my best friend?” She
snorted, rolling her eyes and shook her head just as Mickie walked up to them.
“John, can we talk?”
John looked pained as he reluctantly nodded, walking away. John shot Chasity a
look over his shoulder, miming a gun at his head, crossing his eyes.
Chasity had to learn how to breathe again at the sight of Mark with his blue
jeans and bare chest, smiling back at him fully. She wasn't afraid to smile
anymore and walked over, kissing his lips softly before hugging him around the
neck. “Missed you.” Her eyes closed when he returned the sentiment, slowly
pulling back. “So what was so important that I had to come here at exactly five
o'clock?”
“You're fucking kidding me...”
Mark ignored his friend, pulling his pocket watch out of his front pocket and
checked it. “Well...he's late, so...we'll have to wait.”
“You bought that for-” Glenn shut the hell up when Mark shot him a dirty look.
Chasity knew Glenn didn't like her, due to the simple fact that he'd been
calling her every name in the book, though it didn't bother her. She accepted
the fact he was jealous and probably filling Mark's head with lies about her,
whatever it took to break them up. She told Mark that he was probably the one
who put the dagger in John's tire that night they got into a fight, but Mark
assured her Glenn wouldn't stoop that low. She wasn't convinced.
“What's going on?” She demanded softly, seeing the impish look in his green
eyes, and knew he had something planned.
“Catch ya later, Mark.” Glenn snorted, tossing down a rag and walked off,
slapping Chasity on the ass with a grin. When he heard Mark growl, he took off
running, his laughter floating back at them.
“I'm gonna shove my boot up that son of a bitch's ass.” Mark sneered, watching
his friend go. Though there hadn't been much friendliness between them lately.
He perked up when he heard a roar of an approaching motorcycle. “Ah, here it
is!”
Chasity was staring daggers back at Glenn and rubbing her ass, not believing he
just did that! She shook her head and looked at the motorcycle with a raised
eyebrow, crossing her arms in front of her chest, getting the impression Glenn
wanted her out of the picture. “Mark, I don't feel good. I'm sorry.”
Chasity didn't give him time to speak and took off down the sidewalk, tears
forming in her eyes, wrapping her arms around herself. She wouldn't cry until
she was safe in her dorm room, her stomach tightening at the mere thought of
Glenn's jealousy. He looked like the type to do something and she just had a bad
feeling something was coming.
Frowning, Mark stared after her, wondering what the hell that was about. So
Glenn had smacked her ass, no reason for her to just take off. Sighing, he raked
a hand through his hair, looking at the now parked motorcycle he had bought for
her. Figuring she would enjoy riding alongside him instead of behind him all the
time. “Mother fucker...”
~*~*~*~
John was ranting and raving about Mark the following week during their hangout
day and giving Chasity a splitting headache.
“John?”
“That mother fucker doesn't deserve a kind woman like you, girl! He doesn't! He
doesn't know how to treat a woman and-”
“John?”
“Oh and the way he walks around acting like he fuckin' owns the place, makes me
sick!”
“John?” Chasity was losing her temper when he kept going on, blatantly ignoring
her, and finally snapped. “JOHN, SHUT UP!”
He blinked, blue eyes wide, eyebrows furrowing together. “What's wrong?” He
asked, confused.
“Just SHUT UP about him, alright? Jesus, you sound like a broken record!”
“A broken record? C'mon Chas, he fucking-” John shut up when she shot him one of
her patented evil looks. “Fine, I'll shut up. I'll let you get trashed on by
that freak of nature who doesn't treat you well. Who acts like he owns
everything under god's green earth and- and I'm doing it again, aren't I?” John
ducked when she answered him with a flying boot.
Scowling darkly, Chasity stalked over and slipped her boot back on, wearing a
black skirt that went to her ankles along with a matching corset top, her lips
and eyes painted black. “I'm leaving. Our time together is finished for the
day.”
“But-”
“John, as important as you are to me, I can't stand the sight of you right now.
Just go away, leave me alone. When I'm ready to talk to you, I will come to
you.”
She walked away from him, wrapping her arms around herself, heading for the
cemetery with her bag in hand. John managed to say the wrong thing at the wrong
time, refusing to quit with the Mark bashing, and she was tired of it. Nobody
would bother her at the cemetery and Chasity had some serious thinking to do
regarding her relationship with Mark.
“Oh look, it's Chassy.” Glenn sneered, watching her from his spot against a
tree, his blue eyes narrowed. Sometimes, this was simply too damn easy. “Where's
Mark? Oh yeah fucking everything, but you since you decided to be a bitch. Tell
me something, sweet cheeks, cut yourself anytime recently, hmm? Maybe last
night? Did you bleed? Was it pretty?”
Chasity stopped dead in her tracks and could feel the tears sting her eyes, her
fists clenched tightly against her sides. Mark told Glenn about her cutting,
after promising not to say anything? Her black heart broke, refusing to turn
around to face Glenn, knowing he hated her because his best friend refused to be
involved in the dangerous antics Glenn loved.
“Go fuck yourself, Jacobs.” She spat and kept walking, shaking her head, knowing
she was going to have to end this with Mark and be done with it. A gasp escaped
her when she was whipped around by the upper arm and slammed into the tree,
hissing out painfully while staring back into the angry, cold eyes of Glenn.
“What the fuck is your problem, Jacobs?!”
“You. You are my problem, Chassy.” Glenn snarled, his face inches from hers, his
breath hot against her face, reeking of sour beer. “For some reason only god
knows, Mark seems to think your sweet little ass can walk on water. But we all
know the truth, don't we, Chassy? You are nothing, but a self mutilating whore.
So whore for me, baby. I'm Mark's best friend and best friends share
EVERYTHING.” His tone left little room for what he was saying. The next minute
kissing her brutally, his lips forcing hers apart, his tongue invading her
mouth.
A scream came from her mouth as she bit down hard on his tongue, causing him to
roar out in pain and ripped away from her, tears sliding down her cheeks.
Chasity took the opportunity since he was distracted by his bleeding tongue and
kicked him between the legs with her steel toed two inch knee high boots, a loud
curse following. “Don't you EVER touch me again, Jacobs!!” She shouted, kicking
him in the stomach for good measure and swiped her bag from the ground before
taking off. Her black lipstick was all over his face and smeared on her own,
covering them with her hand, shaking her head in disbelief and headed for the
cemetery as originally planned.
Even through her tears and his cries of pain, Glenn was laughing like the sick
son of a bitch he was. He enjoyed a little pain, though those steel toed boots
of hers were a bitch. Groaning, he rolled onto his stomach, hands beneath him,
cupping himself.
“Fuckin' whore!” He coughed, his cheek pressed against the sidewalk, groaning
with pain.
What the hell was Glenn's issue with her? Chasity was angry and sad at the same
time, not wanting to see anyone at the moment. That wasn't meant to be because
halfway to the cemetery she was pulled behind a dark building, the clouds
rolling in. A storm was coming, she was sure of it, and honestly didn't care as
the thunder rumbled in the distance. When she looked up and her vision cleared,
Chasity was shocked to see Randy before her as he slowly pulled his hand away
from her mouth. Her pale face was tear streaked, makeup running and most of her
lipstick was gone.
Randy saw what happened. He had been across the street, coming out of one of his
professor's houses after discussing an extra credit assignment for one of his
less then stellar grades in class. He had watched as Glenn kissed Chasity,
followed by her nailing the hell out of him with those deadly boots she wore.
Then he had started across the street, hearing the odd mixture of painful cries
and insane laughter from the big man, skipping the psycho babble and headed for
the cemetery.
“Are you alright?”
Chapter 10
Her chest was rising and falling rapidly, her heart pounding fiercely, and
couldn't stop the tears from cascading down her face. “No.” Chasity could still
feel Glenn's tongue in her mouth and put her face in her hands, shoulders
shaking as the silent sobs tore through her. “I have to go.” Her voice was shaky
as she walked away from Randy, or started too, only to be pulled back against
the building, staring into his mystic blue eyes. “What do you want?”
“You're not alright. Let me give you a ride back to your dorm.” Randy said
softly, not caring if they didn't move soon, they would be caught in what was
supposed to be a major storm. His eyes took in her pale face, trying to remember
the last time he had seen Chasity without her dark makeup. She was stunningly
beautiful without all the black hiding her rosebud mouth and beautiful eyes.
“I don't want to go back to my dorm. I want to get away from here for awhile.”
Chasity muttered, lowering her head and sighed when it began to rain followed by
a bolt of lightening streaking the darkened sky. The sprinkles turned into a
downpour and Chasity was soaked, wiping the tears and rain from her eyes, the
makeup running down her cheeks. “Just go on Randy. You don't have to help me.”
She couldn't look at him, blood red hair sticking to her skull, shoulders and
back, clinging.
“I know.” He said simply, obviously not about to move unless she made him. At
that thought however, he did take a small step backwards; glancing down at her
dangerous boots. Mentally vowing to be ready just in case he suddenly found
himself on the receiving end of one of her vicious kicks. “Chas, let's just go
for a drive then.”
“A drive?” She couldn't help being skeptical, especially since it seemed like
everyone was against her nowadays. John, her best friend, didn't approve of her
boyfriend, her and Mark were fighting about Glenn...the bastard who forced
himself on her...and now Randy was coming back in the picture. Randy's hand
lifted her head up by the chin, their eyes locking and wondered why he wanted to
help her. He was a jock who only cared about himself and proved it more and more
every day. “Randy, please, I can't deal with anymore games right now...”
“I'm not playing games.” Randy said, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face.
Why the hell did everyone have to assume he only did something if it benefitted
him? He wasn't that bad of a guy. He would have figured out of all people,
Chasity would be the one to understand how not all stereotypes held true.
“Alright...” She whispered, her tears mingling with the rain as she wiped her
eyes and cheeks, seeing the black makeup on her hands as it washed away.
Her skirt and corset top were clinging to her like a second skin, her boots
hardly wet thanks to her skirt protecting them for the most part. Randy took her
hand and guided her across the way to his car, seeing a motorcycle rumbling
toward them, and knew who it was. Mark.
Randy felt her tense and followed her stare, his blue eyes turning cold. Where
the hell had Callaway been when she was being assaulted by his best friend?
Mark came to a stop besides them, slowly pulling away the shades that covered
his eyes, soaked through and obviously not caring. “C'mon darlin'.” He said
gently, holding out a hand to her. “You need to get inside before ya catch
cold.”
All the anger was boiling up inside of her, which was rare for Chasity, and
looked between Randy who was trying to help her and then her boyfriend. “You
told Glenn I cut myself.” She stated, another flash of lightening lighting up
the sky, her grey eyes stormy with a mixture of anger and resentment, not even
stopping the tears from flowing. “You PROMISED me you wouldn't tell anyone, you
and John! What the hell is wrong with you, Mark? You know how much Glenn hates
me and he proved it by forcing himself on me earlier! You can ask him about his
tongue since I nearly bit it off and his balls are probably still currently
lodged in his throat. Go ahead, ask your BEST PAL that you always defend against
me because I have no idea what I'm talking about right?” She walked away from
him and across the street, her bag over her shoulder that was soaked through,
glad she hadn't brought her laptop with her.
Randy could only stare after Chasity, trying to digest that information he had
just heard. She cut herself? What the hell was wrong with her? She was
beautiful, intelligent...and if she would open up to people, she would have a
ton of friends.
Mark's acid green eyes were narrowed, his hand busy revving the Harley, the
sound almost dangerous as he stared after Chasity. Then Randy when the jock
chased after her, a sneer curling his upper lip.
Chasity waited for Randy to unlock his car, ignoring the revving and slid into
the passenger seat, buckling up. She didn't want to see Mark right now and
buried her face in her hands, her bag on the floor board. Now Randy knew about
her cutting, he was probably going to tell his friends and then it would be all
over the school. Why was she even accepting this ride, this offer for a drive?
Chasity just wanted to go somewhere else far away from here and knew only Randy
could provide it at the moment. She didn't look at him as her eyes remained
staring out the window as they pulled away.
He didn’t say anything either, his eyes firmly fastened on the road ahead.
Though he was aware she was drenched and probably freezing her scrawny ass off.
He reached into the backseat, pulling one of his football jerseys off the seat
and held it out to her. It was clean, freshly washed, by him no less.
“There's towels back there too.” He said finally.
Chasity stared down at the jersey with a raised eyebrow, wondering if he was
serious, and shivered while he turned the heat on. She shrugged and slipped it
over her head, seeing how huge it was, and leaned back against the seat while
untucking her hair from the jersey. She reached between them and pulled a towel
from his bag, towel drying her blood red hair and wiped the rest of her makeup
from her face.
“Thank you.” She murmured softly, placing a towel on her lap, and lowered her
head in shame, knowing she would have to explain to Randy about what he
overheard her shouting at Mark. Not right now though as she held her hands to
the heat and closed her eyes, needing to warm her frozen limbs up.
The less Randy knew, the more comfortable off he would be. Not to say he wasn't
concerned about Chasity. He would have had to be a cold blooded bastard not to
be, especially after seeing that episode with Glenn. But to find out she was
slicing herself...That was just a bit much to take in. He knew it happened all
the time, this was just the first time he had ever known someone who did it.
“You warming up any?”
Chasity nodded slowly and wrapped her arms around herself, the jersey clinging
to her since her arms were soaked. Chasity pulled back from the heat and raked a
hand through her hair before drying it more. Silence reigned between them except
the radio playing softly through the speakers.
“I know what you're probably thinking. She's a cutter, she's insane, right?”
Chasity snorted, wiping a tear from her cheek “Look, I don't do it anymore,
okay? I used too, but I don't anymore. I don't need the entire school knowing my
personal business so please keep it to yourself.” Her voice was soft and low,
eyes never leaving the window. “I'm asking you to please keep it to yourself.”
When Randy finally replied to that, his own voice was just as soft and low as
hers had been, “I never had any intention of telling anyone.”
He reached for the knob to the radio, flicking it, music filling in the silence.
He had no destination in mind, just driving aimlessly. Finally venturing out
towards the lake, Randy took the long, winding road that circled it.
“Thank you.” She murmured softly and bent over, wrapping her arms around her
midsection as the silent tears poured. Mark was going to think she was fucking
Randy now, how wonderful. He'd already accused her of fucking John in their last
fight and then expected her to just forget about it. Typical male. Chasity
slowly looked up as they circled the lake, the rain pouring even harder if that
was possible, wishing she was in her cemetery. Her sanctuary. “Where are we
going?” She asked after awhile, slowly looking over at him with a pale face, her
mask gone.
“I have no idea.” He admitted, sparing her a quick glance, his blue eyes
widening. If he thought she wouldn't beat the hell out of him for it, he would
have told her she looked so much better without the makeup. But...it seemed a
bit like a safety net for her so he'd let her keep her security blanket. “I
don't get lost easily. Why? Do you want me to take you somewhere?”
“No, I just...I don't know, forget it.” She sighed and pulled her gaze away from
him before staring out the window, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
Randy had helped her, this hadn't been the first time, and she wondered what the
hell was going to happen now. They drove around for awhile before Randy finally
pulled in a secluded forest lot that overlooked the lake, groaning inwardly as
the skirt clung to her legs, plucking the material only for it to go back to the
same place. Chasity wasn't a very talkative person so she just stared straight
ahead, the rain slowly subsiding.
Randy was fine with the silence, well, the music was playing, but it was almost
impossible to hear it over the rain thudding down on the car. With a soft sigh,
he opened his door and stepped out, the trees not doing too much to protect him
from the rain, but that was alright. He liked the rain, it made him feel clean
in a weird way.
Chasity stepped out with him after peeling his jersey off, not wanting to ruin
it, and closed her eyes as the rain pelted her in the face. Spreading her arms
out, Chasity let the rain engulf her as she slowly turned around, the lightening
only making the moment that much more special. She walked over past Randy to the
lake, seeing the clouds swirling over the water and closed her eyes as the wind
whipped through her hair, making it fly behind her as the rain began pounding
harder. Her eyes slowly opened, squinting since the wind was making the rain hit
harder than normal and spread her arms out again as her head fell back.
Randy watched her, now leaning back against the hood of his car, squinting
through the rain that beat down on his face. They were both soaked to the bone,
their clothes clinging to them. If it weren't for the fact that it was somewhat
cold, he probably would have gone swimming or something. He loved this kind of
weather. Though warm rain was the best.
Chasity sat down on the grass as she looked out at the water, standing right
under a tree, not even caring what happened to her at the moment. The lightening
could strike the tree, crush her, and Chasity would die happily. She was dealing
with too much at the moment and could feel the hot tears streaking her cheeks
mixing with the cold rain. Lowering her head, soaked blood red hair framed her
face and shoulders, knowing she would have to break it off with Mark. This time
there would be no going back. He didn't believe her when it came to Glenn and he
probably STILL didn't believe her, even if Randy witnessed what happened.
The picture she presented literally took Randy's breath away and not in a good
way. It was heart wrenching, like a scene from a movie or maybe a painting. The
way she was hunching into herself, her blood red hair clinging to her, the rain
beating down mercilessly. She was the perfect picture of anguish, of heartache
and sorrow. Without even realizing it, Randy was moving towards her.
Gasping softly, Chasity felt Randy's arms wrap around her, knowing it was him
because nobody else was around. His long legs were on either side of her as he
sat behind her, his arms not moving. Normally Chasity would've stood up and
shoved him away, but right now she just didn't have the strength and she was
cold. So cold. His body was warm and she needed it to envelope her as he pulled
her back to lean against him, her head on his shoulder as more tears fell,
neither minding how hard the rain was falling around them.
From a distance they were watched. Watched as they just sat there, her leaning
back into him, him leaning into her, sharing each other's warmth even though
they were letting themselves become drenched. A crack of knuckles and a low
growl was the only noise that escaped him, knowing damn well this was just
another glitch in the plan.
“Randy, why are you being so nice to me?” She asked quietly, her voice barely
above a whisper, and sighed gently when he just tightened his hold on her.
Her eyes drifted shut when his nose buried in her hair, almost melting against
him. He was a jock, a person she was supposed to despise and yet, here she was
letting him hold her in his arms while sitting in the rain, in the darkness.
Randy didn't live in darkness, Chasity did, they were complete opposites. Though
right now, being in his arms, they felt perfect together.
Whatever theories or philosophies Chasity subscribed too, Randy probably
wouldn't have bought. He didn't really believe in stereotypes anymore. As his
time at college progressed, high school illusions were shattered. While it was
true that a lot of people lived up to what they were classified as, he tried to
break the mold. He wasn't just another dumb jock. He wasn't self absorbed, or at
least he tried not to be. Right now, all he seen was a young woman who seemed to
have the world crashing down on her with no one near to cling too, to be her
pillar of strength.
Chasity sat there with Randy for what seemed like hours, neither interested in
moving, knowing their clothes were ruined and neither cared. It was almost as if
time stopped as they watched the lake, the clouds passing over it along with the
storm system. Even after it stopped raining and the moon slowly began coming
out. Chasity sighed in contentment, her knees bent to the side while snuggling
against Randy for warmth and comfort. She was letting her guard down with him
for the time being and slowly turned around until their eyes locked, blue on
grey.
“Thank you for bringing me here.” Her voice was a soft murmur, the tears and her
mask vanishing, not even black eyeliner under her eyes.
“You're welcome.” He murmured back, knowing they both were probably going to be
suffering hellacious colds from this. He was numbed through, had been for awhile
now. The nights seemed to be getting cooler and cooler. “We should probably get
back.” He whispered, never looking away from her beautiful eyes.
Chasity sniffled a little and nodded as Randy pressed his forehead to hers, both
of them shivering. Chasity was the one to pull away first and stood up on numb
legs, coughing a bit and walked past him to the car, sliding in the passenger
seat. She knew she would be sick from this, but it was well worth it. It made
her forget, even for a little while, about all of her problems. John, Mark,
Glenn and anyone else who wanted to throw shit her way. Randy slid in the
driver's seat and turned the car on, both of them huddling against the heaters
for warmth. It was getting cold, pretty soon winter would be here. Chasity hated
snow, it was too bright as she reached back and handed him a towel before
grabbing herself one, wrapping it around her shoulders and held on for dear
life, buckling up.
“Screw this.” Randy muttered, twisting in his seat and rifled around, finally
coming up with a blanket from the floorboards. He picked off some lint and
covered her in it, knowing it was freezing. “Sorry, Chasity, maybe this was a
bad idea.” He apologized, feeling like shit that she was freezing her ass off
and very likely to come down sick from his rashness.
“Don't apologize, I enjoyed it.” She said, seeing how big the blanket was and
bit her bottom lip. She unbuckled herself and crawled over to sit sideways on
his lap, wrapping the blanket around both of them and unhooked her corset top,
pulling it off, wearing a strapless black bra underneath. “B-Body heat is the
quickest way to get warm. Take your shirt off.” Chasity ordered, seeing Randy's
eyebrow raise and sighed with a roll of her eyes, unbuttoning his shirt and
pulled it off of him. Their legs would have to suffer as he blasted the heat,
Chasity's arms going around Randy as their chests pressed together, the blanket
wrapped around them nice and tight.
For a moment, he had been about to ask if she had a lot of practice removing
clothing because the speed his shirt disappeared was astonishing given her
fingers had to be freezing. But that was Cody and Ted's lingering influences,
something he was trying to ignore. And it was a lot warmer now, even though her
skin was icy, his most likely was too.
“Damn...”
Chapter 11
“I don't care how this looks right now, we both need to get warmed up before we
catch pneumonia or become hypothermic.” She said in his ear, feeling his arms
wrap around her and hissed when his ice cold hands came in contact with her
equally icy back. The car was heating up slowly as Chasity pressed herself more
against Randy, feeling his body warming up faster than hers. It didn't help her
hair was sticking to her back and moved it to where it was laying on top of the
blanket as her eyes closed, her shivering slowly diminishing.
He was doing anything he could to warm her up, rubbing his hands up and down her
back; her sides; her arms. That damn long skirt she wore probably didn't help
either, it had to be freezing against her legs. What else could they do? Climb
into the backseat, huddle naked under the blanket until they warmed up or the
damn heater decided it wanted to work? Actually...that wasn't a bad idea.
“W-What are you doing?” She murmured when she felt his hands against her hips,
beginning to take her skirt off. “Randy...” She was too cold to argue or fight
him off as he removed her skirt, sliding it down her pale legs, leaving her clad
in a black bra and panties with her two inch knee high boots on. Luckily those
weren't soaked through because they were leather and insulated. She felt the
heater beginning to blow hot air on them as Randy had it cranked up and curled
her legs to where they were underneath the blanket against him, not moving her
arms around his neck. “You're warm...”
After an uncomfortable moment, Randy had to remove her boots, unable to deal
with them being so close to his vital parts. Remembering with a grimace how
effectively she had used them against Jacobs. “What happened earlier?” He asked
huskily, resting his head comfortably against hers. “With Jacobs this
afternoon?”
“Jacobs hates me.” She whispered, trembling slightly at the memory and felt
Randy's hand run up and down her back, not wanting to move at the moment. Randy
had tinted windows, though she didn't care who was watching them. She was
freezing and Randy was the only form of heat so she was taking what she could
get. “He doesn't want me with Mark and Mark refuses to listen to me. He keeps
saying Glenn is kidding and he's harmless. Well he wasn't fucking harmless
earlier when he forced himself on me.” Her voice was bitter and cold, burying
her face in Randy's neck to get her nose to warm up since it felt like an ice
cube.
“Why does he hate you though? What does he care if you're with Callaway?” Randy
didn't understand, unless Glenn harbored gay tendencies. This was always a
possibility since Randy couldn’t recall ever seeing Jacobs with a woman. Though,
he was a bit glad to hear she and Mark were probably through, the tone of her
voice leaving little room for doubt.
“The only thing I can think of is that Mark doesn't want to do whatever he wants
anymore. Get involved in his ridiculous antics that normally make him wind up
behind bars.” Glenn Jacobs was known around campus as someone who started fights
and was in jail almost every weekend. It amazed her he still walked the streets
freely, though he was on probation, according to Mark. “He thinks I'm ruining
Mark or something, I don't know.” She sighed heavily, shoulders slumping as the
tears began flowing down her icy cheeks, warm against her skin. “I can't fight
anymore.” Her voice was a mere whisper now. “I can't.”
That he didn't understand either. Randy was rapidly finding out that Chasity
confused him more then any other person he had ever met. He just didn't get her.
One minute she was a badass bitch who would rip a man’s balls off and roast them
on a spit. The next she was so vulnerable and sad it broke one’s heart. Was she
never the same person twice?
“Fight what?” He whispered.
“Everything, I'm tired of fighting people. I'm tired of fighting Mark with his
best friend issues and I'm tired of fighting with John over Mark. I'm just sick
of all the drama and I want it all to go away. I just want to be alone, is that
too much to ask?” She could feel herself warming up against him while she spoke,
but Chasity didn't move, inhaling his scent and felt her senses reel slightly.
“I just want to find someone who is compatible with me, that doesn't have best
friends trying to get me in their bed, who doesn't try to control me or my
thoughts and who embraces who they are and not what they are.”
Again, he had to sit there and mull over her words. He knew if he spent too much
time with Chasity he was liable to be in a state of permanent confusion. She was
unlike anyone he had ever known before, but at the same time, he liked it. He
liked being confused by her because that meant she was a puzzle to figure out
and Randy liked puzzles.
“No, that's not too much to ask.” He said, his voice low, feeling his now warm
body beginning to stir.
Spilling her heart and feelings out to Randy was surreal as Chasity's limbs
began to move and warm up to where she wasn't frozen solid. She pulled back
enough to where their eyes met and leaned into his hand when he cupped her face,
sighing gently. Somehow, Chasity knew she could trust Randy, that he wouldn't go
to his friends and relay how pathetic she was acting at the moment. Her hand
covered his against her cheek while the other one rested against his chest,
wondering what Randy was thinking at the moment.
Randy was thinking that if they didn't get going soon he was going to embarrass
himself. Also give her a reason to assume he was just another 'typical jock' who
had played sweet until the opportune moment, which would be now. Offering her a
small smile, he leaned forward to kiss her cheek, catching her hands in his and
squeezed gently.
“I think we're warm enough to go now.” He said softly, trying to hide how husky
his voice was.
“Alright.” She whispered, her cheeks tingeing pink before sliding off of his
lap, allowing her to take the blanket with her.
Her clothes were sopping wet so she wouldn't be able to put them back on. Thank
the stars her boots weren't destroyed as she slid back into them, her socks
still on her feet, and kept the blanket wrapped firmly around her while Randy
situated himself. Within moments, they were pulling out of there and heading
back to the real world.
The real world held no interest for Randy at the moment. He wanted to stay with
Chasity and keep chipping away at her. It sounded cold and clinical almost, but
he was genuinely intrigued with her. “Are you hungry?” He asked suddenly,
glancing across the seat at her, watching as she snuggled into the blanket,
wishing he was underneath it with her.
Before she could answer, Chasity's stomach rumbled and gargled, effectively
answering for her and felt her cheeks burn once again. “I suppose I am.” She
softly answered, seeing the grin on Randy's face and blinked before staring out
the window. She was buckled up and leaning back against the seat, her hair damp
instead of sopping wet like it had been before. “W-Whatever you're having,
that's fine with me.”
“Hmmm...” Randy wasn't keen on going any place that required him putting back on
his damp shirt, opting for one of many drive thru’s. While they waited to reach
the menu, he glanced at her. “Pick something.” He instructed with an encouraging
smile. “Anything you want, Chasity.”
They ended up getting Wendy's and eating in the parking lot, Randy asking
questions and Chasity giving him answers. She was an open book and a good
listener, though people never gave her the chance. She knew she was probably
shocking Randy by acting normal, but that's who she was. They sat there talking
for an hour before Randy finally decided to take her back to her dorm room. Her
building came into view and Chasity knew their time had come to an end.
“Thank you for the company and food, Randy.” She murmured, gathering her things
while keeping the blanket firmly around her body, hiding everything. It was navy
blue and black, a very warm material. “I'll run your blanket out when I dress if
you'll wait.”
“Keep it.” Randy shrugged, gesturing for her to take it, smirking because he
knew what was underneath that blanket. “I got another back at the dorm.” He
smiled at her awkwardly, knowing tonight had probably been different for them
both on a lot of different levels. “Can you manage? Or would you like some help
so that blanket don't come off?”
“I'll be fine.” Her soft voice replied and opened the car door, stepping out
after making sure the blanket was on correctly.
Her shoulders were bare, but that was fine because her hair covered them for the
most part. It had stopped raining as she closed the door and walked up to her
dorm room, a small smile crossing her lips. Tonight was very different and she
had surprisingly enjoyed it, which shocked her. Not to mention her cheek was
still on fire from his earlier kiss.
Randy waited until he seen her disappear into the dorm before pulling away, not
realizing he was smiling as well.
Mark was sitting with his back pressed against her door, one knee drawn up, the
other leg stretched out before him, smoking a cigarette. “Have fun?” He asked,
not even looking at her.
“You're going to believe what you want so I'm not even going to try telling you
the truth.” She replied evenly and walked up to her door, feeling him rise to
his feet beside her and unlocked her door.
Chasity was exhausted from everything that happened and just wanted to go to
sleep as she walked in. Tossing her clothes to the side, Chasity already knew
Mark wouldn't leave her alone at the moment. She walked over and turned the heat
up before going to her dresser, pulling out a pair of blood red pajama pants
with a long sleeved shirt, raking a hand through her hair with her back to him.
Mark kicked the door shut behind him as he walked in, taking in the blanket she
wore, assuming there wasn’t much underneath it since she had tossed her clothes
aside, green eyes narrowing slightly. He finished his cigarette, stubbing it out
in a small crystal ashtray on her cluttered desk before walking to her, grabbing
the blanket and pulling it away. “How bout you tell me what happened, Chas?” He
suggested evenly.
“We went for a drive and stopped to sit out in the rain. Nothing happened, he
just held me because I was upset.” Chasity muttered, knowing he wouldn't believe
her because he couldn't trust her for some reason. “We got in his car and he
gave me a blanket to wrap myself in so I could take my clothes off. He bought me
Wendy's, we talked some more, and he brought me back here.” She wasn't telling
him how her and Randy had warmed each other up, deciding there were some things
he just didn't need to know. Not to mention she didn't want to be responsible
for Randy's death. “That all happened AFTER your best friend decided to shove
his nasty tongue in my mouth and forced himself on me, calling me a whore.”
Tears formed in her eyes as she pulled her panties and bra off, replacing them
quickly along with the pants, wrapping her arms around herself.
“My best friend happens to be in the hospital for puttin' his nasty tongue in
your mouth.” Mark said coldly, watching her with narrowed eyes. “I don't know
what the deal is Chas, but it's gotta stop. You've been actin' weird ever since
I tried givin' ya that motorcycle.” He wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling
her back so her back was to his chest, bending down to kiss her shoulder.
“Don't touch me.” She hissed out, pulling away from him and slid her long
sleeved shirt over her head before smoothing it down her body, sitting on the
bed. “I've been trying to tell you for weeks that Glenn hates me, Mark! But do
you listen? No, you don’t, even when the truth is RIGHT in front of you. I know
he's your best friend, but I am your girlfriend and you're supposed to trust and
believe in me, and you don't and I don't understand why. You blame me for what
happened, I know you do, and I have news for you, Callaway, I didn't say a
goddamn word to him. He asked me if I cut myself because YOU told him! He asked
me if it felt good and he was sick and twisted!” Tears were streaming down her
face again and Chasity longed to feel Randy's arms around her again, not
believing she was actually wishing that. “Just get out and go coddle your best
friend.”
Mark stared at her like she had lost her damn mind. “I didn't tell him that,
Chas. I would never tell anyone about that. I do believe you darlin'.” He had
believed her enough to put his 'best' friend in the hospital with a mild
concussion and a broken nose. “Look-” She was going to be a stubborn bitch, he
could tell, and it was already royally pissing him off.
Chasity lowered her head and put it in her hands, sniffling. “What?” Her voice
cracked as she stood up to pull her blanket off of her bed, wrapping it around
herself. She was cold and it was both from sitting in the pouring rain with
Randy in forty degree weather and Mark's stare. She couldn't look at him and
wiped her tears away as she laid down on her side, facing him. “I just don't
understand why you won't believe me about Glenn. Why you insist on saying he's a
good guy and ignoring everything I say when it's NOT true. Today proved that so
whatever. I'm done fighting and arguing with you. I'm tired, Mark, so very
tired.”
Now it was official, he was pissed off. Stalking over to her, he ripped away the
blanket and moved so she was on her back, his body hovering over hers. His body
heat seeped into her. “Apparently you haven't heard a goddamn word I just said,
Chasity.” He snarled angrily. “I BELIEVED you. I PUT Glenn in the hospital
because of what you told me. What the HELL is your damage, little girl?”
He was so warm and Chasity was longing to feel that, her eyes widening at Mark's
words. He put Glenn in the hospital? “I-I thought it was because of me...” She
did bite Glenn's tongue, not sure how deep it was, and kicked him a few times
with her boots. It was sad though how something THIS drastic had to happen
before Mark believed her. “My damage is the fact that you didn't believe me to
begin with and kept ignoring me. Why won't you trust me? Have I ever given you
ANY reason not to trust me, Mark?” Her voice was soft and full of hurt, eyes
mirroring it as she wiped a stray tear from her cheek.
“Darlin', see it from my point of view. I've known the man for years and this is
the first time he's ever pulled any shit like this.” Mark said softly, bending
down to kiss away her tears. “I'm sorry I didn't believe you, Chas, I'm sorry.”
His hands were skimming her sides, rubbing her body soothingly, his mouth
trailing kisses over her face; her eyes; her hair.
Nodding, Chasity wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed him fully against
her, sighing in contentment from his warmth. His body radiated with heat,
sometimes too much, but Chasity loved it nonetheless. Maybe cutting ties with
Mark was jumping the gun and it touched her that Mark had beaten his best friend
to the point where he was in the damn hospital. Suddenly, Chasity's eyes widened
as she sat up, looking both scared and sick to her stomach.
“If you didn't tell Glenn that I cut myself, then who did?” She softly asked,
staring into his green eyes, knowing Mark would never talk about something that
personal, not even to his best friend because he'd promised her. “Only you and
John knew about it.” John wouldn't betray her either, he was her best friend and
she trusted him fully. That and John didn't hang out with Glenn...ever.
Mark frowned, sitting up as well and raked a hand through his hair, staring at
her intently. “I don't know, darlin. Was your bedroom window open? Or maybe
someone listening outside the door?” He suggested, knowing damn well he hadn't
said a word. He would of said 'ask John', but the moron was her best friend and
she probably wouldn't take kindly to the insinuation.
“My window is never open and before you say anything, John wouldn't tell Glenn,
for two reasons. One, he hates Glenn and two, they haven't spoken since that
incident with the sugar powder or whatever it was.” She cracked a smile,
remembering saving both their asses that night, which lead to hot sex with Mark
in the mausoleum. Chasity stared back at him, into his green eyes, and cupped
his face with her hand before pulling him back down on top of her, softly
kissing his lips. “I'm sorry about earlier, I was just-” His finger pressed
against her lips, hushing her before kissing her again, wrapping her arms around
his neck and let out a soft moan.
Now this was much better. Mark had no idea what had happened between her and
Randy besides what she had told him and he had to trust her. But just in case
she had harbored any ideas that didn't include HIM, he was going to remind her
just what she had been missing these past few weeks. Knowing damn well that boy
Orton would never measure up to him.
Chapter 12
“Hey Chassie.” John greeted softly as he jogged up to her, seeing the sparkle
was back in her grey eyes, and raised an eyebrow. “You're not mad at me are
you?”
“No, of course not. I can't stay mad at my best friend.” She replied softly,
hugging him around the neck. “Mark and I are back together.”
John frowned, eyebrows furrowing and asked, “What do you mean?”
Chasity walked with him, explaining what happened, wearing her black mask again
with a pair of black leather pants and long sleeved tight black top that was off
the shoulder. “He put Glenn in the hospital and we made up.”
“So you went for a ride with Randy and then made up with your boyfriend?” John
sounded confused. “Why would you go for a ride with Orton to begin with?”
Chasity had been asking herself that question for the past week and still hadn't
come up with an answer. “I don't know.”
“Maybe because you dig him?” John suggested with a raised eyebrow, trying to
sort this out. “I betcha Marky Mark wasn't too happy with that. Did he blow up?”
He asked, looking even more surprised when Chasity shook her head no and
blinked. “Damn...Should I go pray and hope the world's not ending?”
“He had no reason to lose his temper.” Chasity said nonchalantly, shrugging and
kicked a rock that was in her way as they continued walking down the sidewalk.
“And I don't think of Randy like that.” She added as an afterthought, even
though she was lying through her teeth. Chasity couldn't get her mind off of the
jock or the night they shared, pressed together for warmth. “I'm with Mark and
now that Glenn is out of the picture, everything is going back to the way it
was.”
“So everything is hunky dory and all that? Then how bout you two come out with
me and Mickie?” Mickie was John's weakness, besides Chasity. “Play some pool;
try not to get in any bar fights.” He secretly believed Mark was more likely to
do then any of them; unless Chasity got in one of her moods and decided to spear
someone through the ass with her pool stick.
“You know I don't go to bars.” She stated, stopping and turning to face him,
seeing the exasperated look on her best friend's face, sighing gently. “You want
to go on a double date with Mark and I?” When he nodded, Chasity bit her bottom
lip nervously and went to open her mouth when a motorcycle came rolling up. She
smiled, seeing Mark, talk about perfect timing.
John followed her gaze, sighed and rubbed the top of his crew cut. “Yep, I wanna
go to a bar with Satan.” He said with a grin, ducking when she went to smack the
back of his head. “It'll be cool, ya know, male bonding and all that shit. Yo,
Callaway, what up?”
Mark wondered if John really thought he was street.
“It won't be a bar or I'm not going.” Chasity stated with an even expression,
causing John to sigh and felt Mark's arms encircle her waist, pulling her
against him, kissing the top of her head. “It's up to you if you want to go
Mark.” She said softly, resting her hands on his, enjoying his warm body against
hers.
“We're playing pool, but not at a bar, what the hell, Chas?”
“We can go to the pool hall.” Mark suggested, wondering where the hell this had
all come from.
“The what? I don't talk biker.”
If John didn't shut the fuck up, he wouldn’t be talking at all.
“The pool hall, John. The place where you play pool without the smoke filled air
and alcohol.” Chasity wasn't backing down and sighed when Mark kissed her neck
softly, tightening his grip on her. She loved him and even with all the fighting
they still managed to find their way back to each other.
“How about we go to a club instead?” Mickie suggested as she bounced up to stand
beside John, taking his hand in hers.
“A club...dancing you mean?”
“Yeah, but you don't have to dance and there's pool tables there too!”
How the hell had John found someone so damn perky and annoying?
“And there's smoking and drinking which is just like a- Okay, club, cool, I'm
down with that.” John completely changed tactic when Mickie shot him a sultry
smile, his blue eyes widening.
“And that is what we MEN like to call whipped.” Mark snorted, bending down to
kiss Chasity's head. “Do you dance, darlin'?”
“No.” She murmured, shaking her head and looked up at him, not liking the wicked
smirk on his lips. “Do you?”
“Please, I'd pay good money to see Callaway pop a break dance.”
Chasity raised an eyebrow, wondering truly if her best friend had a death wish
because she could feel the anger rolling off of Mark in waves.
Mickie didn't seem to notice. “We'll meet you both around eight o'clock then?
It's called Stars.” She shrugged when they both raised eyebrows. “It's part
restaurant so we can eat and dance!”
Chasity was letting Mark make this decision, not really caring, and nodded after
Mark said they were going.
Mark wanted to go just so he could beat the shit out of John afterwards. And
maybe squeeze Mickie's neck until her head popped off like a tick. When the pair
had bounced, and he did mean BOUNCE away, he looked down at Chasity with raised
eyebrows.
“Are they always like that or was it our lucky night?” He asked, trying not to
sound dry, but he couldn’t help being annoyed.
“I've never seen John with Mickie before.” She admitted quietly, wrapping her
arms around herself, honestly not comfortable going to a club in front of
people. Then again, it would give them a chance to get out and spend time
together. She could kill two birds with one stone. John had been badgering her
about ignoring him again, wanting to spend time with her so this was the best
way to do it. “I should go and get ready then, I still have some studying to do
for a test coming up that I was planning on doing...”
“Plannin' on? Want a study buddy?” Mark smirked, staring down at her out of
wicked green eyes, chuckling when she cocked an eyebrow and pulled her against
his body, letting her feel him. “I promise I won't distract you...Much.” He
breathed against her throat, biting at her gently.
“I have a feeling I won't get much studying done with you around.” She breathed
out, holding onto his arms and felt his lips descend on hers. She slid her hands
up his muscular arms to wrap around his neck, returning the kiss instantly, and
slowly pulled back when they were both breathless. “I promise, we'll spend the
entire night together, but right now, I have to study.” She kissed him again,
nipping his bottom lip, and smirked when he growled. “Pick me up at eight?”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah tease.” Mark sighed, running his hands down to cup her ass,
squeezing gently and pressed himself into her again, smirking when she just
shook her head. “We'll have to leave the club as soon as we can because I want
you.” He murmured, bending down to kiss her again before stepping away.
“Alright, my dark Queen, go study.”
“You always do.” She chuckled darkly, running the pad of her thumb across his
full red lips, wiping the black lipstick from them. “I'll see you at eight, my
dark Lord.”
Chasity winked before walking past him and back toward her dorm building. She
hadn't been lying when she said she had studying to do. Normally Chasity didn't
study, but she had to pass this class to keep her tuition. A little studying and
she would be fine.
“Man, that is sick. Seriously, seriously sick.” Ted commented, watching as Mark
and Chasity parted ways. “Who woulda thought those two would actually still be
going strong?”
“So maybe we were wrong.” Cody shrugged, tossing an apple into the air, then
catching it, ignoring his friend's exasperated look.
~*~*~*~
After studying for an hour, Chasity laid down and took a quick power nap,
exhausted since she had a morning class and hadn't slept the previous night.
Mondays were always the hardest due to the fact that she had a morning class and
she was a night owl. She woke up an hour before Mark was supposed to pick her
up, hearing knocking at her door. Slowly sitting up, Chasity walked over,
wearing her outfit from earlier and opened it, wondering why Mark was early.
“Hi.” It was Randy, smiling down at her somewhat shyly. His hands were stuffed
in his jean pockets, wearing a form fitting t-shirt as well. “Is this a bad
time?” He asked, his blue eyes widening slightly, wondering if maybe he should
have called first, but then again, he didn't have her number.
“N-No, no of course not.”
Chasity opened the door wider for him so he could step inside, closing it, and
wondered what he was doing here. Why had she just let him in her dorm room? And
why was her heart suddenly pounding rapidly in her chest? Chasity walked over to
the bed and sat down while Randy took in his surroundings, which were nearly
pitch black.
Wow. It was so...damn dark. Randy had to take a minute to get used to it,
feeling almost overwhelmed by all the black. This was who she was apparently.
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get the image of a pale faced,
makeup free Chasity out of his mind. Her hair soaked from the rain, looking
vulnerable and innocent. A major difference compared with how she looked right
now.
“I just wanted...to see how you were doing.”
Chasity could read people well and seen the almost disgust in his eyes by all
the darkness. She sighed and stood up from the bed, flicking the light on, which
had a blood red bulb in it. It was her type of light as she walked back over to
sit on the bed, seeing him looking at all of her knickknacks and things around
the room.
“I'm doing fine; better.” She softly said, running a hand through her hair, and
grabbed her brush. While Randy was here she would get ready, deciding all she
had to do was change her top.
“Is Jacobs bothering you anymore?” He asked, not relieved by the red light.
If anything, it made things seem even worse. Was this really how she lived?
Randy couldn't help but wonder what the hell had happened to make her this way.
Or maybe, it really was who she was. Scary, but then again, he was trying not to
be judgmental.
“No, Mark put him in the hospital. As far as I know, he's still there.” She
answered, drawing her knees up to press against her chest, wrapping her arms
around them and rested her chin on her knees. Why was he so worried about her?
Granted, they spent that time together in the rain, but that was just a brief
moment of weakness. So if it was weakness, then why the hell couldn't Chasity
get the feeling of Randy's bare chest against her out of her mind? Why was she
getting the sudden urge to kiss his lips and throw him on her bed to fuck his
brains out? Chasity stood up from the bed and walked over to her closet, trying
to decide what to wear, nearly everything black. “How're you?”
“Fine, taking a break from studying.” Randy said, having a feeling she wasn't
too keen on him being up here. Maybe she was worried what her boyfriend would
think and then blinked. He put him in the hospital? Cool. Maybe Mark wasn't
quite the asshole he appeared to be. “Do you wanna go grab a coffee or
something, Chasity?”
Her head slowly turned until their eyes locked together, swallowing hard, and
knew she wouldn't be able to join him because she had to get ready for her
double date with Mark. “Actually, I have to get ready to go out with Mark and
John. We're double dating tonight...unfortunately.”
The disdain in her voice couldn't be hidden, Chasity didn't like going out in
public and knew Mark felt the same. So why were they going again? John. Everyone
knew her and Mark were still together so that meant Randy had to know too.
“Oh, okay. Maybe another time.” Randy said softly, realizing he must be coming
off as someone who didn't care she was in a relationship. He cared, simply
because Mark could be a mean son of a bitch with a violent streak. Randy wasn't
a pushover, but Mark didn't fight fair either. “Just as friends.” He clarified.
“You know...”
“Of course.” She sighed with inner relief when he said that, flashing a small
smile, and pulled out a midnight blue corset top, deciding to change out of her
jeans and pulled out a black skirt that would go to her knees. Nothing fancy or
different really. “I wanted to thank you once again for the other night.” She
walked over to the bed and pulled the blanket off of it that he let her borrow
that night, handing it to him. “You're not as bad as I thought you were, Randy.”
“Thanks.” Randy stared down at the blanket, not moving to take it. “I said you
could keep it. You know, incase you decide to go dancing in the rain again.” He
said softly, his blue eyes moving to fasten with her gray orbs, offering another
hesitant smile. “I guess I should let you finish getting around.”
Chasity pressed the blanket to her and nodded, watching him walk out of her
dorm. As soon as the door was shut, Chasity sunk to the floor and inhaled the
scent of the blanket, closing her eyes for a brief moment. She'd been staying
with Mark lately and he didn't know she kept this blanket. She was glad Randy
let her keep it and slowly stood up, pressing her forehead to it. With one more
inhale, Chasity put the blanket back in her closet and dressed, smoothing the
skirt down her hips and legs before lacing up the corset top. Her eyes were
decked out in midnight blue that brought the grey in her eyes out tremendously
along with matching lipstick, a black choker around her neck that had a blue
skull hanging from it. Just as she was slipping her boots on, another knock
sounded at her door as she walked over to answer it, her hair down and curled at
the ends.
This time it was her boyfriend, wearing a pair of skintight black jeans and an
open, black leather vest. His long hair was back in a tight braid with a black
bandana holding it in place. With his black steel toed boots, fingerless gloves
and grim expression, he didn't look like the conventional 'clubber'.
Chapter 13
“Hey darlin, you bout ready to go?” He asked, green eyes raking over her
appreciatively, then frowned. “Why's it smell like cologne in here?”
“Randy stopped by to see how I was doing.” There was no point in lying to him as
she walked back inside her dorm room, grabbing her bag that she always carried
with her, and turned to face him. A frown marred her features at the anger in
his green eyes, sighing, and crossed her arms in front of her chest. “He helped
me out that night, Mark.” She wasn't just going to forget about it or Randy for
that matter, hoping Mark just dropped it or else they would end up fighting
again.
“Yeah, I got that, Chas, but why the hell is he comin' around still?” He asked,
trying to reign in his temper. “Never mind, I don't care.”
He shook his head, determined not to ruin this night. They were supposed to be
having fun tonight. Not that they would, they were going out with John and
Mickie. If anything, they were going to both commit brutal acts of violence on
the two.
“He's my...my friend, Mark.” She had a hard time saying that word, wondering if
that was true. Randy seemed harmless and he didn't do a damn thing to her that
entire night they were together. “Let's just go and try to enjoy ourselves.” She
walked past him and gasped when he spun her around, her hands resting on his
shoulders while staring into his eyes, moaning when his lips softly caressed
hers. Her blue lipstick wouldn't come off unless it was with soap and warm
water. Chasity felt him lift her up until her feet were dangling, wrapping her
arms around his neck, her heart pounding furiously in her chest before he slowly
set her back down. “What was that for?” She managed to ask breathlessly.
“Because I wanted too.” Mark rumbled, his green eyes dark with passion he didn't
bother hiding. “Because I wanted to snatch you up earlier and I couldn't.”
She had to study, something he understood. He sometimes did, very rarely though,
and yet his grades were damn near perfect. Not to mention she needed a reminder
that he was more man then Randy ever dreamed about being, just incase.
“Fair enough reasons.” She said jokingly with a small smile, running her finger
down his chest, nail barely grazing flesh while their eyes locked. A second
later, Mark was hoisting Chasity over his shoulder and carrying her back inside,
kicking the door closed behind them and flipping the lock on it. “Mark, I-” She
was cut off as his lips captured hers, pressing herself against him.
They weren't going out that night. She was sure of it, especially when she felt
Mark take her boots off while unlacing her corset. She'd gotten ready for
nothing, but also didn't mind as her eyes drifted shut, letting her dark Lord
have his way with her.
Mark had finally gotten her naked and was in the process of undressing himself
when they heard John and Mickie shouting through her door.
“Hey come on, we're not going to Stars, we're going to a new place!”
“Yeah, hurry up Chassie!”
Chasity heard Mark groan in her neck, her entire body lit on fire and knew John
was bound and determined to get her for the night. “We have to go.” Mark growled
when she said that, causing her to sigh and kissed him passionately, sitting up
and straddled him before kissing his neck, her hand snaking down to wrap around
his hardened shaft. “We'll meet you there!” She called over her shoulder,
covering Mark's mouth with her other hand. “What's it called?”
“Moonshine!”
“Meet you there in a half an hour!”
John groaned as Mickie lead him away.
Chasity waited until she heard them walk away before sliding off of him and bent
over the bed, knowing the teasing and foreplay would have to wait, biting into a
pillow harshly when Mark slammed inside of her. He proceeded to pound her into
oblivion, flesh smacking flesh, moaning and groaning, panting, everything in
between and combined. It took them twenty minutes and another ten to calm down
while they dressed before heading out the door.
~*~*~*~
“What the hell is taking them so long?” John whined, sipping his club soda,
watching as Mickie danced in her seat. His eyes widening when she leaned over
the table, taking in the view she so sweetly provided.
“I don't know, but I'm ready to dance! Your friend had better hurry up!”
“Moonshine?” Mark groaned, wondering if he was out of his mind for coming here.
“Come on, we'll stay for an hour and then go back to what we were doing before.”
Chasity said as she grabbed Mark's hand, their fingers lacing together as he
lead her inside the building. The music was loud and bumping, mostly rap, both
her and Mark groaning in unison. “Just an hour.” She whispered in his ear after
leaning up, spotting John, and walked over to join him and Mickie. “What
happened with Stars?”
“Mickie said it was too dead.” John said instantly, his girlfriend busy
'powdering her nose' as she had put it with a giggle. “And it was just as packed
as this place. Took you two long enough, lose your way?”
“Yeah, in bed. Problem?”
John was three shades of red.
Shaking her head, Chasity took a seat and ordered a strawberry daiquiri, not a
big drinker while Mark got a beer. “This music is terrible.” She stated with a
groan, seeing John smile apologetically at her, and sighed while Mark went to
get the drinks.
She didn't want to be here. She wanted to be in bed with Mark in their own dark
world. Not to mention she could already tell John and Mark weren't going to get
along tonight and would probably end up ruining it.
John was bobbing his head in time to the music. He loved rap so this was his
thing. What wasn't his thing was being out with Chasity and Mark in a place like
this, knowing Mark was probably going to kick his ass sometime during the night.
“So...”
“You guys made it! How cool is that?!” Mickie chirped, dropping down onto John's
lap excitedly. “You should seriously come dance, Chassie!”
“No.” Her tone was final, blue eyes narrowing back at Mickie, not fond of the
preppy, lively girl. She smiled when Mark handed her the daiquiri, kissing his
lips softly and snuggled against his side while he nursed his beer. “We're
staying for an hour, just letting you both know.”
“Aww, but WHY?” Mickie whined, ignoring Mark's deadly glare. “Come on Chassie,
you need to get out and live a little, girl!”
“I said no, I don't dance.”
John sighed resignedly and shook his head at his girlfriend. “Forget it, she's a
party pooper as always.”
“Boy...”
“Well? Jesus Christ man, we asked ya guys to come out with us for a night of fun
and all you can fucking do is sit there and make it oh so obvious you'd rather
be doing something else. Why the fuck bother coming, seriously?”
Mark raised one eyebrow. It seemed that John had more balls than he had
originally given him credit for.
“Christ...” Chasity groaned and kissed Mark's cheek before sliding out of the
booth and took Mickie's hand, dragging her to the dance floor when Lacuna Coil
began blasting through the speakers. It was almost as if the DJ knew what she
wanted to hear and closed her eyes, getting lost in the music and began dancing
with the hyper Mickie.
“Come on girl, just let go! Nobody is going to care!”
She kept her eyes shut and just started moving to the music.
“You piss her off and I will fuck your world up, Cena. The ONLY reason we're
here is because, for some reason, she seems to think you're worth her time.”
Mark said casually, as if talking about the weather, sipping his beer, green
eyes fastened on Chasity.
John stared at him, hate in his blue eyes. “She must have that problem a lot
then because she also thinks you're worth her time when you're not even close to
being in her league.”
At first Chasity wanted to kill Mickie, but the more they danced, the more she
was starting to feel alive again. It'd been so long since someone actually
wanted to go out with her and have a great time, so long since she'd let her
hair down and just let go. That's what she was doing now as her and Mickie were
back to back, which was an odd sight. Mickie was wearing a light orange
spaghetti strapped dress with her hair piled on top of her head and black
Stiletto heels while Chasity was a Goth queen. They were complete opposites and
yet, both were laughing and dancing.
John was momentarily distracted by the sight of his on again off again
girlfriend dancing with Chasity, his eyes widening and his mouth hitting the
floor. Turning his eyes from Mark turned out to be a mistake because a second
later, he had been knocked clean out of his chair. A hand moving to hold the
side of his face.
Mark had every intention of killing this mouthy little bitch.
“John!”
Chasity heard that and opened her eyes, staring back at Mark, who was getting
ready to beat the living hell out of her best friend. “Mark, no!” She shouted,
rushing over, seeing the rage in Mark's green eyes, startling her momentarily.
“You know what? I'm going back to the dorm...ALONE.”
She stormed out of Moonshine, wrapping her arms around herself, not believing
Mark had actually started a fight with John! John was her best friend and she
was on his side no matter what! John was the first man who didn't give a damn
what she wore, who she was, and accepted her for the soul inside.
Chasity should have stuck around. She might have been able to stop John from
winding up in the hospital. As it was, since she had taken off like she had,
that only pissed Mark off further and he took it all out on John. He wound up
going to jail with a grin on his face while John was taken to the hospital, his
head needing stitches and his face barely recognizable.
Those actions from Mark was the last straw.
~*~*~*~
The following day, Chasity showed up at Mark's dorm room and threw open the
door, waking him up since he'd been bailed out only hours later. “We're
through.” Her voice was ice cold and final, seeing his green eyes narrow back at
her. “Don't call me, don't talk to me, don't even LOOK at me! You destroyed my
best friend for no goddamn reason, Mark! I can't be with someone like that, who
snaps and likes starting fights! I can't do it anymore, Mark. John is my best
friend and like a brother to me, how could you do something that heinous to
him?” She held her hand up when he went to speak, wearing a black hooded
sweatshirt with black jeans, her hair down, no makeup on her face. She didn't
care about her mask at the moment. “I mean it, Mark, it's over between us. I
hope the beat down was worth it because you will NEVER see or TOUCH me again.”
She stalked out of his room and pounded pavement, keeping the tears in her eyes.
Mark followed her out the door, but he stopped when he seen she was running. He
didn't run, but he DID ride. Snorting, he headed for his motorcycle, soon
chasing after her. It didn't take long to catch up, his arm wrapping around her
waist, pulling her across his lap, never halting. He picked up speed once she
was over his legs, slapping her ass when she started shouting at him.
Chasity screamed bloody murder, kicking her feet, her heart pounding in her
chest and cried out when he slapped her ass again. What the hell was he doing?!
Chasity felt sick as she seen the road zooming by and had no choice, but to hold
on for dear life, keeping the bile down. She felt him stop about ten minutes
later and was trembling from head to toe, falling off of his lap and landed on
her, the pavement not friendly. Where the hell were they? She wiped her tears
away and scrambled to her feet.
Chapter 14
“ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?” She shrieked, her knees knocking together
from how hard she was shaking. “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU MARK CALLAWAY?”
“You, Chasity!” He bellowed, dismounting, standing to his full height, anger
flashing in his acid green eyes. “You fucking didn't even CARE to hear what I
had to say about that night, about what happened. All you fucking cared about
was your poor Johnny!” He was in a murderous mood and not bothering to hide it,
advancing on her retreating form slowly. “You can't put him BEFORE your man,
Chas.”
“Yes I can!” She snapped, more tears flowing down her cheeks, scared to death by
now. “John is the only being who befriended me when I first came here and didn't
care how I looked, dressed, none of it! He's like my fucking brother and I'll be
damned if I'm not on his side for a fight YOU started!! He told me what he said
to you and instead of walking away and just leaving, you had to hit him, you had
to be the big badass that you portray yourself as! I will put John before any
man I'm with because he's not just my best friend, he's my family!” Her voice
became quiet and calm, her eyes flashing right back at him. “And you are not my
man anymore. I meant what I said, Mark. I don't want to be with you anymore.”
“Did he bother telling ya what his fucking mouth was running off about?” Mark
demanded, his massive fists clenching and unclenching, his voice suddenly going
calm, which was never a good sign. “Not that it would matter. John's FAMILY.
Never mind the fact that I never cared how you dressed, I didn't put ya down. I
treated you like you were a person instead of a freak of nature. And THIS is how
you treat ME? You are nothing, but a venomous little bitch, you know that?”
“That's why you should've just walked away and kept walking. I already gave him
a piece of my mind about it.” Chasity sighed heavily and raked a hand through
her blood red hair. Glad she was wearing a hoodie because she had a feeling she
was walking back to campus, not knowing where they were. “It's been over between
us for awhile, Mark. You don't trust me, you never did, and I'm tired of
fighting with you. You and John constantly going at it, me defending myself
against Glenn, which I know you put him in the hospital for me, but that's not
the point. Things between us have been rocky for awhile now. Last night was just
the final nail in the coffin. I can't do it anymore and I'm sticking to my
decision this time.”
Those green eyes suddenly went blank, his expression almost mask like. “Oh
really? You weren't thinking about ending it when I was fucking your brains out
earlier, now were you, sweetheart? Hmmm? Or have you been thinking about a
certain Randy Orton? You've been fucking acting weird ever since you came back
with him.” His upper lip broke the mask, curving into a sneer.
“This has nothing to do with Randy Orton and you can fuck me as many times as
you want, it doesn't change the fact that we have serious problems between us!
You're turning this all around on me and I'm not having it! You nearly destroyed
my best friend, a man who is like a brother to me, even though he gets on my
nerves at times! That's what you do, Mark. You destroy people, whether it's
physically or emotionally. You could fuck me right here and now and I would
still walk away because I can't take the pain anymore. I can't take you and John
at each other's throats and I can't take all of the fighting! I just want this
to be done, to end, and I want to go back to being invisible again! I haven't
been the same since I've been with you, John was right. I've changed and not for
the better. I want my life back, my true self, and I can't find my way there
without cutting you out of the picture.”
“Ah fuck you.” Mark snorted, hocking a wad of spit at her feet, heading back for
his motorcycle. “Glenn was right about you. You're nothing, but a worthless
slut. Enjoy your life, Chasity, providing you don't slice yourself to hell and
back.” He snorted again, straddling the Harley, and peeled away.
Why did he even bother? She had changed and not for the better? Of course, it
was all about what JOHN said and what JOHN wanted. Mark pitied any man fool
enough to get with her.
Luckily, Mark had taken her to a spot that was just a few blocks away from the
cemetery so Chasity headed in that direction. Glenn was right about her? So
apparently Glenn had talked shit about her and filled Mark's head with lies. How
lovely. Chasity snorted and wiped the tears from her eyes, refusing to slice
herself over a man. She just wanted to be left alone and arrived at the cemetery
a few minutes later. She walked right past the mausoleum and more tears fell,
closing her eyes, remembering that night with Mark. They had some great times,
most of it sex...now that she thought about it, most of their relationship was
based on sex. Maybe that was the problem. Sighing, Chasity found her rock and
sat down on it before curling up on her side, crying her heart out to the
silence.
~*~*~*~
“So they broke up? Who cares?” Ted shrugged, walking with Cody and Randy across
the parking lot. Mark was currently hanging with Glenn by Glenn's truck,
drinking and cursing Chasity out. Everyone who walked by got to hear about what
a slutty, self mutilating whore she was.
“She cuts herself, man that is fucking twisted shit.”
Randy didn't say a word.
~*~*~*~
For the next few weeks, Chasity spent most of her time at the cemetery, getting
back to her old ways. John was out of the hospital, but staying clear of her
since she'd threatened castration if he so much as uttered a hello. She let Mark
go, like he wanted, but she'd also broke ties with him as well. So Chasity was
alone, the way she wanted it, with her masks to hide her pain.
She wasn't going to cut herself, though the thought had crossed her mind. She
just wanted to be left alone as she wrote in her notebook, having heard about
what Mark and Glenn were saying about her. Everyone knew and now thought she cut
herself, but Chasity didn't care. It wasn't the first time rumors had been
spread about her and it wouldn't be the last.
“Oh looky, looky it's the slut's fuck buddy!”
Now even though Chasity wasn't talking to him didn't mean John didn't love her
any less. Snarling, he did something both brave and extremely foolish, he went
to attack Glenn, which got him held back by Mark so Glenn could start puching
him in the stomach. A second later, Randy was there, pulling Mark off of John
and swinging a fist at his head.
Chasity was walking back from the cemetery when Mickie came running up to her,
tears streaming down the woman's face.
“Chassie, you have to come quick! There's a fight and John...”
Normally Chasity would've gone to his rescue and save him from the trouble he'd
gotten himself into, but at that moment, she just didn't care. “It's not my
problem. He's a man and can handle it.” She quietly said, walking past Mickie,
and headed to her dorm building. She could hear the shouting a few yards away
and turned the volume up on her MP3 player, effectively drowning them out. The
drama was out of her life and Chasity was keeping it that way.
“You want to jump on the Chasity band wagon, boy?” Mark sneered, licking blood
from his split lip, cruel green eyes on Randy, hearing Glenn and John grunting
as they tussled on the pavement. “Or just jump on her? Sloppy seconds looks to
be your style.”
Randy wasn't playing the baiting game with him. He had seen John getting his ass
handed to him for defending his friend and something had made him snap. Of
course he was probably going to regret it, but there was no turning back now.
“John!! No, let him go!!” Mickie shouted as she jumped on Glenn's back, wrapping
her legs around his waist and applied a sleeper hold, gritting her teeth. “Don't
touch him!!”
Was this bitch for real? Glenn snorted and flipped her to land on her back,
right on top of John's chest, grunting before kicking John in the side. Mickie
rolled off of John and curled up in a tight ball. Glenn roared out because, a
second later, a knife was embedded in his shoulder, causing him to whip around,
all eyes on a very pissed off Chasity, who was holding another knife that, was
glinting in the moonlight.
“Lay one more hand on my brother and you will regret it, Jacobs.” She snarled,
white teeth flashing along with her eyes in the darkness, seeing Glenn was
stumbling back, holding his shoulder, and walked over to stare down at John.
“You just can't seem to stay out of trouble can you?”
“No...” He wheezed out and took her hand, allowing her to help him up, using her
somewhat for leverage. “Mickie...”
Mark was aware of what had happened with Glenn, shaking his head and pulled out
his own switchblade, knowing if it came to a knife fight, she would wind up
dead. Hell, maybe that's what she wanted anyway. With a grunt, he kicked Randy
in the stomach, watching the smaller man double over and rolled his eyes.
“You fucking bitch!” Glenn growled out and pulled the blade from his shoulder,
dropping it to the ground, the blood flowing from the wound.
Chasity was staring at Randy, knowing she couldn't stop Mark from hurting him.
“Randy...” She whispered and winced with every kick to the stomach Mark
delivered, finally not able to take it anymore. John was helping Mickie up as
she rushed over to Randy, who was curled up, and blocked him from getting hurt
again. “Stop hurting him!” She cried out, squeezing her eyes tightly shut,
trembling slightly.
“Move your ass, Chasity, or I'll fucking hurt you next.” Mark threatened,
hesitating for a moment.
When she didn't move, he reared his leg back. At the last second, Randy somehow
managed to roll so he took the blow on his back, his blue eyes wracked with pain
as they locked with her wide grey orbs. He waited for another kick only to hear
sirens followed by cursing, hearing Mark and Glenn hightailing it out of there.
“John, don't forget to let your bitch know you paid me to fucking try raping
her!” Glenn tossed over his shoulder, laughing his ass off.
Every part of Chasity's body froze as she stared at Randy, but she wasn't
looking at him. She wasn't looking at anyone, her heart nearly stopping in her
chest. Tears streamed down her cheeks as Chasity covered her mouth with her
hand, breathing heavily and slowly pulled away from Randy as she shakily got to
her feet. She looked over at John, seeing his blue eyes were wide and, just by
the look in them, she knew Glenn was telling the truth.
“It's not true...” Her voice cracked, gripping her blood red hair in her hands.
“Tell me it's not true, John...”
“John?” Mickie backed away from him, seeing his blue eyes ice over, tears in her
own eyes. “Oh my god...”
Randy slowly pushed himself up off the pavement, pain coursing through his back
and ribs, wrapping an arm around his midsection. His eyes moved slowly to John,
then back to Chasity, confusion on his face. Weren't these two best friends?
Well that hadn't worked out quite the way he had planned. “Mark was no good for
you.” John said softly, staring at her intently. “I had to make you see.”
Mickie looked horrified while Chasity stood there as stiff as a statue, her eyes
wide as saucers. “How...How could you DO that to someone you claim is your best
friend?!” She was hysterical and backed away when he took a step forward. “Don't
ever come near me again, John Cena, or I will hurt you.” She threatened before
taking off.
Her heart dropped in the pit of her stomach and Chasity suddenly couldn't
breathe. “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” She screamed so loud,
it echoed for miles, her nails digging into her scalp and shoved Randy away from
her when he went to touch her. “STAY AWAY FROM ME!! ALL OF YOU STAY THE FUCK
AWAY FROM ME!!” When John tried reasoning with her, she slapped him across the
face as hard as she could, causing him to actually stumble to the ground, tears
flowing down her cheeks as her makeup smeared. Her eyes told him all he needed
to know before taking off, going up to her dorm room, and locked the door before
collapsing on her bed.
Randy watched as John stared forlornly after Chasity, wondering if the guy was
insane. Then when those cold blue eyes turned on him, he knew he was. “Stay away
from her.” He coughed.
“She's my friend.” John said calmly. “She'll realize I did what was best for
her.” He had LOST his mind.
Chapter 15
Chasity refused, absolutely REFUSED, to talk to John, having all of her classes
changed that had him in them and even going as far as to make sure all of her
classes were during the afternoon. Most of his were in the morning. She was
either in the cemetery or in her dorm room, sometimes making a trip to Barnes &
Noble. She hadn't spoken to anyone and crawled back into her shell, refusing
ever come out again. She couldn't trust anyone, it seemed all they wanted to do
was fuck with her. John had PAID Glenn to sexually assault her...they were done
and she would never speak to him again or help him out of trouble. He was on his
own and, not only had he lost her, he lost Mickie as well.
“Okay, new bet.” Cody said, sitting outside, enjoying the beautiful day, the
trio beneath a tree with their books spread about them.
Randy didn't even look up from the paper he was jotting notes down on.
“Let's hear it.” Ted said, sounding amused.
“Five hundred says Randy CAN'T get back in her good graces and, by that, I meant
down her pants.”
“What would the timeline be?”
Cody stroked his chin in thought, finally snapping his fingers. “Three months.”
“What are the stakes?”
“If Randy wins, we'll do anything he wants...and not complain.”
Ted's eyes narrowed, frowning, and asked, “What if we win though?”
“If we win...” Cody chuckled wickedly. “Randy has to do our homework for the
rest of the semester.”
“Fair enough, what do you think Randy?”
“I think you both need to fucking grow up already.” Randy said, finally looking
up from his notes, his blue eyes filled with anger and loathing. “She's been
through enough without you two looking to make an easy A.”
“Hey look at it this way. If she turns you down, she's not getting hurt, now is
she? And if she doesn't turn you down, then you get the girl AND the money.”
“No.”
“Let's just get outta here, man.” Ted grunted, shaking his head, knowing their
first bet was still on, though the time frame they originally agreed on was
closing in. “We'll see if he can nail her before graduation.”
“Yeah, let's go shoot some pool and leave the boring ass to himself.” They both
walked away, leaving Randy sitting there to do his notes or whatever the hell he
was working on.
Chasity walked right by him at that moment with her headphones on, keeping her
gaze straight ahead while holding her bag at her side. She was heading for the
cemetery, wearing a black skirt with a black long sleeved shirt, leather jacket
and her hair was down, her black mask painted on to perfection. There was no
life or light in her eyes anymore, she'd opened up and look what happened. She
got hurt. Never again would it happen. If people were smart, they would leave
her alone.
Of course Randy was aware of her, how could he not be? She was a black spot on
campus. A person knew when Chasity was walking by because people parted for her
like Moses had parted the Red Sea, it was pathetic. Knowing this would only blow
up in his face, he got up and hurried over to her, gently tapping her shoulder.
Not surprised when she ignored it and kept on walking, Randy fell into step
beside her.
Chasity stopped when she felt someone walking beside her and took her headphones
off, staring back into the mystic blue eyes of Randy Orton, sighing heavily.
“What do you want?” Her voice sounded resigned, she didn't want to be bothered.
What was so hard to understand about that? He was in a completely different
world than her, she lived in darkness and he didn't. Why was he trying to
befriend her? Nobody wanted to befriend a Goth who mutilated herself and that's
the way reality was.
“I want to talk to you.” Randy said softly nothing except concern and warmth in
his eyes. He knew what everyone said. She was a freak, someone who cut herself.
He didn't care what everyone else said, not anymore. “Come get a coffee with me,
Chasity. We'll go to Barnes and Noble or something.”
His blue eyes were pleading, causing Chasity to sigh, her eyes lowering to the
ground. Why did he want to talk or even be seen in public with her? Randy took
her hand in his, her eyes lifting to meet his, such sadness and sorrow in her
own before finally nodding.
“Alright.” She whispered, taking her headphones all the way off along with
unclipping her MP3 player, putting them both in her bag. Murmurs and whispers
could be heard as people watched them, but Randy didn't look away from her. He
was giving her his undivided attention, even though she was a freak of nature
and apparently a self mutilator.
Barnes & Noble was sure to be filled with more college students. This was a
college town after all and it was so close to campus, but Randy didn't care. He
was a star athlete, popular, all of it and he was going to go have coffee with
the campus outcast. He held out his hand to her, palms up, staring at her. He
didn't care what anyone else thought. This was him and her, nobody else.
Her hand slid into his while their eyes were locked, grey on blue and sighed as
Randy pulled her into his arms, hugging her close. Chasity didn't respond and
tensed at first, but his comfort was too much to ignore so she wrapped her arms
around his neck, returning the embrace. She just hoped he wasn't messing with
her; that this wasn't another game because she couldn't take anymore, not after
what happened with John. Randy pulled away from her and lead her to his car,
which was across the street. She slid in the passenger seat and a few minutes
later they were on their way to Barnes & Noble for some coffee. An outcast and a
jock.
“He's doing it!” Cody shrieked excitedly. They had been watching as Randy chased
after her, wondering if he was for real. “Or is he just-”
“Either way, the bet is on and we'll see how it all plays out.” Ted grinned,
slapping fives with his friend. “Maybe Randy can work out his damage with her,
if you know what I mean.”
~*~*~*~
When they arrived at Barnes & Noble, Randy lead Chasity inside the building and
immediately went to the Starbucks coffee part, knowing he wanted to talk to her
about everything that happened. She allowed him to hold her hand, guiding her,
keeping her head lowered. Chasity didn't mind anyone talking about her, but why
on earth Randy was putting his reputation on the line was beyond her.
“I don't want anything.” She whispered when he asked, just sitting there with
her hands in her lap, her hair hiding the mask she wore, which hid her true
self.
“Get something.” Randy said, frowning when she shook her head.
He rattled off her drink to the cashier, remembering what she had been drinking
that one day then placed his own order. While they waited, he scanned the
bookstore, idly wondering how they had gotten to this point. The last time they
were both in here, he had hidden behind her then used her as a shield against
Michelle, and she had been annoyed. Now...she seemed broken.
“Thanks.” Chasity muttered when her coffee, a French vanilla latte, was set down
in front of her, Randy sitting in front of her and just ran her finger along the
edge. “So, what did you want to talk about, Randy?” She asked, slowly looking up
at him through emotionless grey eyes.
A game, it had to be a game or something...Chasity remembered that night her and
Randy spent together, how they'd sat out in the rain and kept each other warm in
his car. She couldn't forget it no matter how hard she tried, even when she was
with Mark during those last few days of their relationship. She didn't miss
Mark, she was glad he was gone, but she missed John like crazy. She would never
trust him again though.
“I just...I just wanted to make sure you're alright.” Randy said softly, passing
his own cup back and forth between his hands. “I mean, I know you're not,
but...” He had no idea how to say what he was thinking without botching it up
royally. “Chasity, I want to know if you WILL be alright.”
“If you're wondering if I'm going to mutilate myself, the answer is no.” Her
voice was even as she took another sip of her latte, knowing Mark had spread
around what she'd done. He told Glenn, he had to of, or maybe John had told
Glenn. Who knew and who cared? She was done with questioning everything, not
really wanting to know the truth. She WISHED she didn't know that John betrayed
her, that John paid Glenn to sexually assault her. Chasity raked a hand through
her hair and took another sip of her coffee. “I'm as fine as I'm going to get,
Randy.”
This meant she wasn’t fine at all. She ignored everyone and they all ignored
her, well... some did. Some liked using her as a way to vent their verbal juices
with all sorts of interesting names and suggestions. Randy heard them on a daily
basis in the locker room when things to talk about went scarce. Harassing
Chasity had become a back up thing with a lot of people. When would everything
just go back to normal? He almost wished she was invisible again, at least she
would be left alone.
“I didn't mean the...cutting thing, Chas.”
“What did you mean then?” She shot back, swallowing hard, and sighed heavily
when the hurt came into Randy's eyes. “I'm sorry, Randy. I'm living one day at a
time. I thought John was my best friend and he turned out to be a
backstabber...” Her head lowered as she gripped the coffee cup, sniffling as the
tears stung her eyes. Losing John hurt worse than losing Mark. “Thank you for
the...coffee, but I have to go. I'm sorry.” She stood up and walked out, just
wanting to go to her cemetery and be alone.
Just because she WANTED to be alone didn't mean she SHOULD be alone. Randy threw
away his untouched coffee and chased after her, catching her on the sidewalk.
“Chasity, please...” He didn't even know what to say, automatically reaching for
her hand again, frowning when she pulled it away. “I'm not out to hurt you.”
“What do you want Randy?” She demanded, turning to face him and stared in those
mystic blue eyes, tears already streaming down her face. How could she trust
him? How could she trust anyone after all that had happened? Chasity pulled away
when he went to wipe her tears away, not wanting her makeup to smear and felt
his fingers take her chin, forcing her eyes to meet his again. Her heart was
pounding furiously in her chest. “What?” She whispered out almost brokenly,
closing her eyes.
“I know you've been hurt, Chasity.” Randy said softly, reaching out with his
free hand, and gently wiped away a tear. Careful not to smudge her mask as he
tended to call it in his mind, knowing it was part of her 'security blanket'.
“And I'm not out to hurt you again. Please, can't you trust me?”
“I don't know, can I?” She retorted softly, watching as Randy nodded without
hesitation. Chasity sniffled and took a step back to wipe her remaining tears
away. “Why are you doing this, Randy? Why do you even care what happens to me or
how I feel? I'm an outsider, a person who lives in darkness. I'm nothing like
you. You have it all, the fame, the fortune, everything you could ever want. I'm
a troubled soul and I'm dealing with what happened in my own way.”
“What is with you and that darkness bullshit? And don't label me because you
don't know me.” Randy said, sounding annoyed. “You really aren't that much
different from everyone else Chasity. You label people just like they label you.
Fame? I win a few games, get some recognition. Fortune? I work to pay my
tuition, my scholarship was a partial. I'm not just some 'jock'. And you're not
just some 'freak'. Can we drop the labels and just be PEOPLE?”
“I only label beings who label me!” She shot back defensively, grey eyes
becoming stormy and ripped her hand away from his, lips pursed tightly together.
“Whether you like it or not, Randy, we ARE different. We believe in different
things. The darkness is who I am and what I'm comfortable with. I can't change
it, no matter what people say about me. And forgive me for being a LITTLE
skeptical because, until recently, you were just like every other judgmental
being and I'm still wondering what changed. Do yourself a favor and just stay
away from me. I'm nobody you want to know and I want to be alone.” Chasity
stormed away from him and walked down the sidewalk, wrapping her arms around
herself and pulled her MP3 player out, placing headphones on her ears. All she
wanted was to be left alone with her music and writing.
Contrary to what she said, Chasity labeled everyone. Everyone hated her in her
mind and he had been being nice to her for months now, before she even got with
Mark. And now this darkness shit again. He would normally say it was all in her
mind...well, no, he was saying it. Sighing, Randy shook his head and crossed the
street to his car.
She didn't mean to label people and Randy's words were mauling over in her mind.
Chasity was scared though. She'd lost her only friend and was shutting everyone
out. She figured it'd be safer that way than risking getting hurt again. Chasity
stepped through the cemetery and seen her stone, running her fingers over it,
and sighed heavily. Randy needed to leave her alone and just move on with his
life as much as Chasity detested the idea.
“I can't trust him.” She whispered sadly, wiping her tears away, not caring that
her makeup was smeared now. “I can't trust anyone around here.”
Chapter 16
“So how did it go?”
“How'd what go?” Randy demanded irritably.
“Your little date with the- with Chasity.” Cody quickly corrected himself.
“We just had coffee.” He wasn't about to tell them Chasity had all, but told him
to go fuck himself, in a polite way of course.
“Hey Cutter!”
“Slit any wrists lately or sucked blood?”
“How about you show us your scars, you ugly bitch?”
Chasity ignored it all as she walked into the classroom, drowning them out and
went to the back of the room to sit down, passing Randy. She was wearing an
ankle length skirt that was velvet with an off the shoulder top, wearing just
black eyeliner with black lipstick, nothing special. She pulled her books out of
her bag and crossed one leg over the other.
“I heard she let Callaway and Jacobs bang her in a three way.”
“I know! Can you imagine having a three way with those two?”
“Rape? Please, she's a gothic whore who needs to get over herself.”
“Don't you people have anything better to do?” Randy demanded, his voice
carrying, even though he didn't move from his seat or look up from his open text
book, not reading anything. Contrary to what he had said about not being famous,
or being a 'somebody', he carried a lot of weight, due to his incredible skill
on the field.
“Uh yeah, sure Randy.”
Cody watched from the doorway, stepping aside to let one of the actual students
of the class pass him, and slipped away.
Chasity stared back at Randy, his back to her since he was sitting near the
front, swallowing hard. Not one other person said a word to her and the class
began. An hour later, it ended with her turning in an essay, which was the
assignment, and walked back to her desk to grab her bag. She put her bag over
her shoulder and turned around, only to stare back at Randy. He wouldn't learn
would he?
“Thank you.” She murmured, truly meaning it, and cracked a small smile at him
before walking past him out of the classroom.
Chasity walked down the hallway and turned the corner, bumping into a brick wall
as her bag fell from her shoulder. Her eyes slowly looked up at the massive
chest, eyes narrowing slightly and swiped her bag from the floor before standing
up. His green eyes were cold and dark, his stance tensed. Squaring her shoulders
and not showing any fear, Chasity walked around Mark and headed on her way, no
words spoken. She didn't want to look at him and suddenly felt the need for a
hot, scalding shower to get the feeling of that scumbag off of her.
Mark turned and watched her go, his acid green eyes following her, watching as
her hips swayed from side to side under that skirt. He knew exactly what was
underneath that skirt too, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. One last go
round wouldn't hurt anything, would it? No...He followed her, making sure nobody
was watching before wrapping an arm around her waist, picking her off her feet
and pulled her into an empty classroom.
Chasity let out a half scream, twisting her body, trying to get away from him,
already knowing who it was. It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out
as he released her, whipping her body around only to get a slap to the face for
his troubles. “What the HELL do you think you're doing, asshole?” She demanded,
stumbling away from him, her bag on the floor with tears in her eyes. Mark's
cheek had a burning red handprint on it from how hard she'd slapped him. Chasity
began backing up between the aisles and desks, trying to find someway out, her
heart pounding furiously in her chest.
If anything, all her slap did was amuse him. “C'mon darlin', get the other
side.” He taunted, tapping his other cheek mockingly. He viciously kicked her
bag out of the way, advancing on her. “I'm about to be doing you.” He said,
seeing the tears in her eyes, not phased in the slightest.
His hand moved down to the front of his jeans, unsnapping them. With uncanny
speed, Mark had Chasity pinned to the wall, knocking a chair of his way, lifting
her up and forcing her legs around his waist, her skirt bunching at her hips.
Snorting at her attempts to fight him off, he grabbed her wrists, pinning them
over her head with one hand.
He was going to rape her in a classroom! Tears streamed down her cheeks as
Chasity's wrists twisted in his iron grasp, shaking her head back and forth. She
screamed only for his mouth to crush hers, his tongue delving in her crevices.
Men didn't learn. Chasity bit down on it, harder than she had Glenn's and heard
Mark roar in her mouth as she slid down the wall and landed on the floor, seeing
the blood running down his chin. Her eyes narrowed as she kicked his knee with
her steel toed boot, causing him to grunt out before scrambling under the desk,
shoving her skirt down her legs to cover them.
“STAY AWAY FROM ME!!” She screamed at him, having tasted his blood, and felt
sick to her stomach. Normally that would've turned her on, but she hated him.
She hated this man with every fiber of her being.
Spitting blood out with every step, Mark gingerly felt his tongue, green eyes
narrowed dangerously. “You want it rough, Chas? I can give it to you rough.” He
promised darkly, lifting the desk and literally hurled it aside, not caring
about the noise they were making. Before she could kick him again, he grabbed
her ankle, dragging her towards him, dropping down so he was straddling her
waist. “You fucking whore.” He growled, reaching back to pull up her skirt, his
hand moving underneath and cupped her sex. “Like this, darlin'? Hmmm?”
He spit out even more blood, on her. Fuck that hurt. Angry with her for that, he
pushed her panties aside, one long finger sliding into her dry body, ignoring
her screams.
Randy was coming up from behind, his blue eyes nothing, but pure ice.
“Mark, stop it!!” She screamed out in pain, gripping the desks to try getting
away from him and started pounding on him with her fists, slapping him across
the face again. “GET OFF OF ME!!” She groaned when Mark bit into her neck while
forcing her arms above her head in his hand again, feeling his finger working
its way in and out of her in a rapidly fast pace. “No! No please don't!!” Her
eyes were squeezed tightly shut. She didn't see Randy creeping up on them and
felt Mark's finger leave her before cupping her panties and ripped them off, her
eyes widening.
“You know you like it, you fucking little whore.” Mark snarled in her ear, one
hand now freeing his throbbing erection. “Every time I fuck you, you love it.
You love it when-” He groaned when something connected with the back of his
head, his eyes rolling backwards.
Before Mark could collapse on her, Randy kicked him away, his eyes dangerous.
“Come on Chas, get up.” He ordered, not looking at her, knowing if he did, he
would snap and kill this sick fuck instead of reporting him.
Choking back sobs, Chasity scrambled away from Mark and shakily got to her feet,
trembling from head to toe as she smoothed her skirt down, looking down at her
shaking hands. She grabbed her bag from the floor, not even caring that her
notebook had fallen out and rushed out of there, her cheeks lined with black
tear streaks. She didn't care and ran out of the building, skipping class and
went back to her dorm room, pounding pavement and going as fast as her boots
would allow her. She couldn't stay there and could feel the bile rising in her
throat.
Randy cooled down while he waited for security and police to show up. He
protected Chasity from further insult and no doubt agony by saying Mark was
assaulting a woman he hadn't recognized. Explaining he hadn't seen her that well
thanks to Mark blocking her and then she had fled. He gave a hazy description,
foregoing mentioning black at all, that would easily be associated with Chasity.
Mark and black, his ex-girlfriend of course. He wanted justice for her, but he
knew nobody would believe it had been an attempted rape if her name was brought
up. As it was, Mark was hauled off in cuffs.
Chasity had scrubbed herself until her skin was raw in the shower room, having
locked the door. It was past midnight so nobody else would want a shower. She
always waited because she couldn't put her mask on to hide from people. It took
an hour before she was satisfied as Chasity slipped her black robe on that went
to her knees, her hair wet and hanging down her shoulders and back. Chasity
walked out of the bathroom, carrying her things, and walked back up to her dorm
room to change. She was going to the cemetery to cry her heart out to her
sanctuary on her rock.
Randy was already there, smoking a cigarette. An empty water bottle sat on the
ground, filled with cigarette butts. He didn't even notice her coming. Of course
he knew she came here. Everyone did thanks to Mark's loud mouth proclaiming 'I
fucked her against every tombstone in that graveyard she goes too.' Mark...Randy
rested his chin against his raised knee, sighing and took another long drag. He
had a feeling Chasity would eventually wind up here.
Chasity arrived an hour later, just wearing black eyeliner under her eyes, no
lipstick. Her outfit was a black velvet pant suit, a black tank top underneath
the jacket, her hair down and still damp. Chasity made her way through the
cemetery and stopped dead in her tracks when she seen Randy before her, sitting
on the rock beside hers. Slowly slipping her headphones off and tucking her MP3
player away, Chasity slowly made her way toward him until she was on her rock,
drawing her knees up to press against her chest, wrapping her arms around them.
“What are you doing here?” She whispered softly, knowing Randy never came to the
cemetery.
“Waiting for you.” His voice was a low whisper, barely audible though the wind
carried the words to her. He inhaled deeply, the orange glow lighting his face
and slowly turned his head to look at her. “He's in jail, Chas. I left your name
out of it, but...” He trailed off, wondering if he had done the right thing by
not saying she had been the victim. He knew how much shit she would get for it,
her word against Mark's, and rubbed his temples.
“Thank you.” She murmured in reply and slowly looked back at him, her pale face
illuminating in the moonlight above. With her dark hair and grey eyes, she
looked like a gothic angel as the tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. She owed
Randy a lot because he saved her from near disaster. “Randy, I'm sorry.” She
whispered, wiping her tears away, and buried her face in her knees. “I'm sorry
for being such a bitch to you.” Her shoulders were shaking, the sobs tearing
through her body. “If you hadn't been there today...”
Stubbing out his cigarette out, he dropped it in the bottle before pushing
himself up off the ground, quickly walking over to her. He couldn't say anything
because there was nothing to say. If not for him, Mark would have brutally raped
her. Technically, he HAD raped her. Any form of unwanted physical contact was
rape. Randy's blood momentarily boiled at the thought, but Chasity's broken
posture snapped him out of it.
“You're welcome.” He murmured, reaching out to tentatively place a hand on her
shoulder.
She slowly lifted her head up as their eyes met, sniffling as she slid from the
rock to stand in front of him. Without thinking about it, Chasity wrapped her
arms around his neck, standing on her tiptoes since all she was wearing were a
pair of black tennis shoes. She felt Randy tense for a split second before his
arms wrapped around her, pressing her body against his and Chasity's eyes
drifted shut. She never wanted this moment to end, he felt so strong and secure.
Chasity trusted him, she already knew it, and nothing would change it.
“I do trust you.”She admitted softly, her mouth right by his ear and felt his
hold on her tighten a little more.
Closing his eyes, Randy just held her. There was nothing predatory, sexual, none
of it, about him. He was just trying to be her friend and comfort her. He had
never met anyone like Chasity. She was someone who needed a friend -a true
friend- more than anyone he had ever known, even if she herself didn't realize
it.
After standing there for what seemed like an eternity, Chasity slowly pulled
back to stare into his blue eyes and watched as he sat on her rock. Not even
John was allowed to do that, but for some reason, Chasity didn't mind.
Especially when Randy took her hand and pulled her to sit sideways on his lap,
her head leaning against his shoulder. She wiped the remainder of her tears away
as they slowly subsided and let out a slow, ragged breath. Closing her eyes as
Randy began running his fingers through her hair, Chasity snuggled further
against him.
“I really am sorry.” She whispered gently, feeling him nod, and wrapped her arm
around his waist.
He didn't have to say anything, just wrapped an arm around her shoulder loosely
to let her know everything was okay between them. He knew she didn't trust
people and he didn't really blame her for that. Well, he had BEFORE because he
had hated being styled a rich boy jock, but...Chasity had every right to
instinctively shy away from people. Especially after what her ex-boyfriend and
best friend had put her through.
“How did you know I'd be here?” She asked after awhile, looking up at him, and
saw the anger still coursing in his eyes. Only a few people knew this was
Chasity's place and two of them betrayed her. She was almost afraid of Mark
coming here during the night for another round in the mausoleum, but after what
Randy did, she had a feeling she wouldn't have to deal with him for awhile. She
was happy to be here, surprisingly, with Randy, but something was bugging her.
“You were right.” Her eyes lowered to her lap, clasping her hands together. “I
do judge people, I'm a hypocrite and I need to stop doing it. You're a really
nice guy, completely not who I thought you were.”
Chapter 17
Randy ignored her question simply because if she hadn't heard about Mark's
'tombstone' comments, then she didn't need too, especially not from him. “You
just don’t trust people and that's understandable.” He said softly. “Not
everyone is as bad as you think though.” Like him for instance, Mark had been a
serious lapse in her judgment however. “Are you okay?”
“I know and you're one of those people.” She cracked a small smile back at him,
knowing he probably wasn't comfortable in the cemetery, and slowly slid from his
lap. “How about we get out of here and go get something to eat?” Chasity
suggested, seeing his eyebrows furrow together and bit her bottom lip, eyes
lowering to the ground. “Unless you're not hungry. Then we could just go for a
walk or a drive or something.” In all honesty, Chasity just wanted to be with
him and she didn't care what anyone else felt or thought. “I want to live, show
me how to live, Randy. Show me the light.” She cracked a smile, knowing that was
very corny to say.
“Did you steal that off of a Hallmark card?” Randy asked playfully, wondering if
she was for real or screwing with him. Hadn't she said just earlier that she
lived in the darkness? Sometimes Chasity was a hard person to read. “Let's go
get some food, then maybe a drive.” He said slowly, knowing she very likely
hadn't eaten anything in awhile. She needed some fat on her bones or else she
might blow away. “I'll show you the light, the light of a McDonalds.” He joked,
reaching for her hand again. “You already know how to live, Chas, you just have
to WANT too.”
“I haven't wanted to live in a long time, but I think I want to try.” Chasity
slid her hand into his, her grey eyes for once not stormy or emotionless, they
were sparkling, the moonlight casting over them. “And you're quite the
comedian.” She snorted, laughing softly when he rolled his eyes and allowed him
to guide her to his car with her bag over her shoulder. “Randy?” She hugged him
again and kissed his cheek before pulling back, actually glad she hadn't worn
black lipstick. “This time I'm paying.” She slid in the passenger seat and
buckled up, waiting for him, and a few minutes later they pulled away.
“Nah, let me. I got a bonus check from work, I 'met my quota and exceeded
expectations'.” Randy recited with a grin, sighing when she firmly shook her
head no. “Dutch?” He tried again, arching an eyebrow when she just shot him a
look. “You're a very stubborn woman, Chasity.” He sighed, guiding the car down
the street easily, using his free hand to reach for hers, the gesture coming
naturally.
They ate McDonalds that night with Chasity reluctantly letting Randy pay,
promising to get the next round. They sat at a nearby park, taking over the
swings while she took sip after sip of her Sprite, swinging slowly back and
forth. Chasity smiled when Randy took her drink from her and began pushing her,
holding onto the steel and didn't pump her legs, not wanting to go too high.
Chasity closed her eyes, the cool wind blowing through her hair, going from
front to back and felt her stomach rise and fall. Randy stopped her by wrapping
his arms around her waist, causing her to turn her head to meet his eyes with a
smile on her face.
“I haven't done anything like this in ages.”
“No? I haven't either.” Randy admitted, looking around with sparkling blue eyes,
then back to her. “When I was a kid, I used to love going on the
merry-go-round.” He confessed, grinning when she laughed softly. “But I'd deny
it if you ever told anyone else.” He added playfully, then mentally slapped
himself. Who the hell was she going to tell? She didn't talk to anyone!
“I'll keep that under wraps.” She said, the smile never faltering from her lips
and laughed when Randy began pushing her again, only to do an underdog.
Her laughter echoed throughout the air as Chasity pumped her legs, going higher
and higher. She felt free and alive, not to mention her face felt lighter
without all that makeup on. She didn't need to hide from Randy because he saw
right through her, down to her very soul. He knew what to say to make her tick
and how to make her feel better, something not even John or Mark could do.
Chasity laughed when he stopped her again, feeling his strong, secure arms
around her waist before he repeated the process. This was a perfect moment with
just her and Randy in the night.
“My turn.” Randy teased after awhile, dropping down into the swing beside her,
pushing himself off the ground, having to tuck his long legs just to keep them
from dragging and sighed. “Damn, I think I might be too big for this.” He
chuckled, loving the way she smiled.
Without all that makeup to hide her face, she was very beautiful. Her eyes
particularly. They were an amazing shade of grey. Though when she covered them
with all that black shit, and how pale she was...they usually looked like two
piss holes in a snow bank.
Chasity laughed softly and stood up from her swing as she walked behind him,
rubbing her hands together before placing them on his shoulders. Instead of
pushing off of them, Randy pulled her arms to wrap around his neck, where she
was holding him and rested her chin on his shoulder, inhaling his scent
silently. He smelled so good and it was intoxicating her.
“Come on, it's your turn.” She blinked when Randy pulled her to stand in front
of him and Chasity ended up straddling him on the swing, glad this was
reinforced steel because Randy wasn't a small man. Chasity rested her hands on
his strong shoulders and stared into his eyes, feeling him beginning to move,
and gripped the bars just below his hands.
This was such a peaceful, relaxing moment. It felt like something right out of
the movies almost. That's how perfect it was. Randy almost expected someone or
something to interrupt them, but shoved that out of his mind. All he wanted to
do was spend time with her, get to know her if she would let him.
“Tell me something about yourself.” He asked softly. “Something happy.”
“Something happy huh?” She murmured softly, biting her bottom lip, and started
thinking. “My favorite color isn't black.” When Randy's eyes widened in
surprise, Chasity couldn't help giggling as she buried her face in his chest
momentarily, looking back up to meet his gaze. “It's actually blue. Any shade of
blue.” That had to come as a shock considering she wore nothing, but black,
though people didn't know her. “Tell me something happy about yourself now.”
It took Randy a moment and he held up a finger to signal he needed a second,
then continued pushing them with his feet. Enjoying the gentle back and forth
motion, Randy was especially enjoying it because he was with Chasity and nobody
else, sharing this moment with her. “I collect feathers.” He said finally,
looking almost like a little boy as he confessed this. “Bird feathers.”
“You mean feathers you find on the pavement?” When he nodded, Chasity smiled
even more, liking Randy more and more. He wasn't like the others and she'd
judged him before even knowing him. She wasn't going to do that anymore and just
hope she wasn't making a mistake. “I collect stones.” When his eyebrow rose,
Chasity took a deep breath as her gaze lowered to her lap. “Stones I find in the
cemetery that are colored or unique.” She shrugged, perking right back up when
Randy placed a hand on her back. “We all have our small quirks.”
“Hmmm...I also like collecting shells when I go to the beach.” Randy said after
a moment, knowing this was going to be a bonding experience he would never
forget. Even if they parted ways tomorrow and never spoke to each other again,
there were just some moments in life that stuck with a person forever.
“Hey...tomorrow, what are you doing?” He asked suddenly, knowing getting out and
living was just what Chasity needed.
“I have no classes and I haven't made any plans.” She half-joked, knowing Randy
wanted to get to know her even more, to spend time with her, not wanting her to
be alone. It touched her heart in more ways than one as she leaned forward a bit
when he began swinging a little higher, scooting to get more comfortable,
resting her hands on his broad shoulders. “Why do you ask?”
“Because I thought we could enjoy the Indian summer while it lasts and hit the
beach. I mean, it'll be too cold for swimming, but the sun should be nice,
right?” Randy said softly, smiling when she scooted closer to him. “I need to
work on my tan anyway.” He added as a joke, then grew serious. “No pressure,
Chasity.”
Chasity stared back into his eyes, seeing he wasn't pushing her, and that made
up her decision to accept his offer. They sat there until around five in the
morning before leaving the park and Randy drove her back to her dorm building.
“I'll see you tomorrow, Randy.” She softly said and smiled when he kissed the
back of her hand, her heart pounding a furious tattoo against her chest.
Randy told her what time and Chasity had it engraved in her memory before
hugging him and stepped out of the car, grabbing her bag and shut the door,
heading up to her building. She could feel his eyes on her back, wanting to make
sure nobody sneak attacked her or anything. When Chasity was safely in her room,
she kicked her shoes off and walked over, sitting on her bed and staring
straight ahead. She pulled her pants off along with her shirt, replacing it with
a simple plain white t-shirt before walking over to her closet and digging
something out. Finding what she was looking for, Chasity brought it to bed with
her and covered up, inhaling the scent of it and could smell Randy. It was the
blanket he gave her and, with that scent engulfing her, Chasity fell fast
asleep.
After staring up at the dorm for a few dreamy moments, Randy shook his head and
took off, his own dormitory across the campus. He replayed every moment of the
time he had spent with Chasity over in his mind, knowing he was getting through
to her. He wasn’t out to hurt her. He wanted to get to know her if she would let
him. When he finally hit his own bed, he was still smiling.
~*~*~*~
Three months passed and Chasity was truly the happiest she'd ever been in her
life. She wasn't wearing her mask anymore, just plain black eyeliner, having
replaced her black lipstick with clear gloss. She even incorporated color,
mainly blue, in her wardrobe, thanks to Randy's encouragement. He didn't want
her to change, but she also knew he didn't like all the black. So tonight they
were going out as she stared in the mirror, smoothing the midnight blue dress
down her body.
It was spaghetti strapped and had a hoop neckline, going down to her knees. The
top was a corset, linked to a flowing bottom and black two inch open toed heels
were on her feet. Her eyes were outlined in thin midnight blue eyeliner with
clear gloss on her lips, a blue choker around her throat, her hair down and
curled at the ends. Mickie, who she had started talking to, helped her out with
the look and Chasity was very nervous. Randy didn't tell her where they were
going, knowing he had something big planned, and turned around when a knock
sounded at her door.
When Chasity opened it, there was John, looking like hell. All this time he
hadn't tried talking to her, knowing she hated him and, honestly, he didn't
blame her. He had done the wrong things for what he had thought were the right
reasons.
“Chas,” He whispered, catching the door before she could shut it in his face.
“Please, just...just let me talk to you, just for a few minutes.”
“What do you want, Cena?” She demanded, very irritated, refusing to let him in
and sighed when his blue puppy dog eyes stared back at her. “You have five
minutes and hurry up. I have a very important date tonight.” She wasn't telling
him with whom because it was none of his damn business. She was pissed he was
even here, pissed he could even show his face after what he did. No, she
wouldn't cry. She wouldn't do it because her makeup was perfect, thanks to
Mickie, then narrowed them. “Did Mickie send you?”
“No. Mickie won't even TALK to me anymore.” John said quietly, lowering his
head, cheeks flushing with shame. “And I don't blame her.” His ex-girlfriend had
told him in so many words that he could go shove his head up his ass. “Chasity,
please, I thought I was doing-” He stopped, shaking his head at himself. “I'm
sorry. I am so sorry for hurting you, baby girl.”
“You have no idea what you did to me, John. No idea. Not only did Glenn try
raping me because of you, but Mark tried doing it as well! They spread around
the entire campus how I cut myself and I bet you anything you told Glenn that
right?” John lowered his head, giving her the answer, and blinked tears away
from her eyes. “You hurt me in the worst way, John. You betrayed me and hurt me,
physically, emotionally and mentally. I can never trust you again. I thought I
would never say that about you, but it's true.” She raked a hand through her
hair, walking slowly back and forth in front of him, her silver hoop earrings
glistening in the moonlight that streamed through her now open and uncovered
window. “I'm sorry too. I'm sorry for ever thinking you were different from the
rest of those hypocrites, but you're just like them. You thought you were
helping me and all you did is obliterate every ounce of feeling I've ever had
for you.”
John had been prepared to explain his actions. To tell her how he had known she
wouldn't listen to him about Mark being no good for her so out of love he had
done whatever was needed to get her away from the guy. He didn't say anything
though, knowing what he had done...well, there was no way to fix it, ever. He
hadn't missed her new look either. He had seen how happy she was lately,
figuring she might be able to forgive him finally.
“I'm sorry.” He whispered again. “I won't...bother you ever again.”
“John, wait...” Chasity grabbed his arm as he turned to walk out, staring back
into his blue eyes that were filled with such sorrow and remorse. “Even with
everything you did, you also helped me see the true side of Mark. I can't trust
you right away, but damn it, I don't want to lose you.” She sniffled, pulling
him back inside her dorm room. “I just have one question for you and I want an
honest answer. Did you know what Glenn was going to do?”
“No...” He whispered, shaking his head, not able to use his real voice for fear
of it cracking. “I told him to scare you, that’s it. I didn't think he would go
as far as he did...”
“So what if I was to stand here and tell you that I was dating Randy Orton? What
if I were to tell you that I forgive you, but it will take time to gain my trust
again? What would you do?”
Chapter 18
“This.” John wrapped his arms around her, feeling her tense, but hugged her
anyway briefly, and then stepped back. “I don't deserve your forgiveness
Chasity, I know I don't. And I don't care if you're dating Orton, it's obvious
he makes you happy. Truly happy.” It was as plain as the nose on Paul Levesque's
face actually. She didn't wear black makeup, she wore colored clothing, and she
SMILED.
She nodded with a soft smile, taking a deep breath, not expecting that hug from
John. “I'll kick your ass if you ever pull something like that again.” She
threatened, pressing her finger against his chest and felt the tears slide down
her cheeks. It was a good thing she was wearing water proof makeup or else she'd
have to redo it. “I love you, John. You're like a brother to me and it's been
nearly four months. I'm ready to put the past behind me, put Mark and Glenn
behind me, put all the bullshit behind me and just live and be happy.” To prove
she was telling the truth, Chasity reached up and hugged him tightly around the
neck, closing her eyes tightly shut while his arms encircled her, sniffling. “I
missed you, I missed you so much.”
“I missed you too, Chas.” John whispered, hugging her tightly, his face buried
in her hair. “Goddamn, I've missed you.”
Randy knocked once then peeked his head in, eyes widening when he seen the pair.
“I'll give you a moment.” He said hesitantly, closing the door again. He wasn't
sure what was going on, but as Chasity wasn't screaming or trying to kill the
guy, he was assuming they were friends again.
Chasity didn't pull back and let John hold her for a minute longer before gently
pulling back, wiping her tears away and walked over to the mirror to fix her
makeup quickly. “Tomorrow, we'll talk more about what happened. We'll go out for
coffee or something, alright?” She suggested softly.
John nodded back at her and pulled her back into his arms, kissing her forehead,
and hugged her close to him. “Go on, he's waiting for you.” He whispered softly
in her ear before pulling back. “I'll call you tomorrow.”
“No, I'll call you because I don't know how late I'm staying out with Randy.”
John cracked a smile and nodded as they embraced one more time before John
walked out, stopping at the sight of Randy and nodded once before going down the
stairs.
Randy wasn't the normal guy in that he didn't make threats about how if John
ever hurt her again, he would kill him. Break his legs off and beat him over the
head with them. He didn't have too. John ever hurt her again, and it was enough
for Randy to know that he would kill him. John needed no warning.
A few seconds later, after getting her wits about her along with her composure,
the door opened and Chasity stepped out, staring back at Randy with sparkling
grey eyes. It looked as though she'd completely transformed overnight and looked
down at the dress again, cracking a hesitant smile. “Mickie helped me pick the
dress out.” She softly said, raking a hand through her hair, which was shiny in
the moonlight above. “She also did my makeup, I'm sort of her masterpiece
tonight as she called it.”
“If you're her masterpiece then she must be Van Gogh.” Randy said softly, taking
her by the hand and slowly turned her around in a slow circle, a low whistle
escaping his lips. “You look...gorgeous, Chasity.” He breathed, almost afraid to
touch her incase he somehow ruined this beautiful vision before him.
She shrugged modestly and smoothed the dress down her body again, feeling weird,
especially since her nails were painted midnight blue along with her toes,
another one of Mickie's ideas. “I feel so strange.” She whispered, hearing Randy
chuckle and stepped back to give him a once over. He was wearing a dark blue
buttoned up shirt with black pants and black dress shoes. “You look very
handsome, Randy.” Chasity smiled as he pulled her into his arms and softly
kissed her lips, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressed herself against
him, moaning softly. “Where are we going tonight?”
“It's a surprise.” Randy said with a grin, his blue eyes sparkling
mischievously. He brushed his lips against hers again, never able to get enough
of her. Simply kissing her was like tasting a slice of heaven. “You'll like it,
I promise.” He whispered against her soft lips, then licked his. “Flavored lip
gloss? Mmm...”
When Chasity laughed at him, the sound was music to his ears. She had changed so
much. No, she hadn't changed. She had started growing into the person he knew
she was all along.
“Strawberry actually, Mickie made me buy it.” She shrugged, having gone shopping
obviously, and got a whole wardrobe of different colors of blue. Now it was a
mixture of black and blue, which was better than nothing. Chasity laced her
fingers with Randy's as he lead her to his car, opening the door for her and
giggled softly when he kissed her again, her fingers running through his short
black hair before pulling away. Their eyes locked momentarily before she slid
into the passenger seat and buckled up, holding a black purse in her hand as
Randy got in the driver's side. “Randy, wait.” She placed her hand on his arm,
looking up at him apprehensively. “Do I really look alright?”
Was she insane? Randy stared into Chasity's stunning grey eyes, becoming lost
for a moment before recovering himself. “You don't see yourself clearly, do
you?” He murmured, reaching out to caress her cheek with the back of his
knuckles. “If you could see yourself through my eyes Chasity, you would never
doubt just how gorgeous you are. Whether in black or something else. You make
that dress look good, don't forget that.”
Her cheeks flushed crimson as Randy kissed her lips softly before starting the
car and driving off toward wherever he was taking her. “Thank you.” She
murmured, taking a few deep breaths to calm her racing heart, looking out the
window as the scenery flew by.
She just hoped she wasn't too overdressed. Everyone knew Randy and Chasity were
together, it was all over campus, especially after Randy beat the living hell
out of Mark when he tried attacking Chasity again. The Dean expelled Mark for
his actions and life had gotten back to somewhat normal. Glenn had left with
Mark so they were no longer going to the same college as them.
Randy wasn't saying a word about where they were going, just grinned, lacing his
fingers with hers, enjoying the silence. He had learned they didn't always have
to be constantly talking when they were together. She was just as content as he
was with just being near each other. They never had uncomfortable silences
anymore. That was how he knew she was meant for him. When they could speak
without talking and communicate what they were feeling without words.
Her mind went back to when she first met Randy, remembering what he'd called
her, a gothic freak, along with his two friends Cody and Ted. She'd met them,
they were nice enough, though Randy hardly brought her around them for whatever
reason. Chasity didn't care, everything had changed the moment she finally
decided to let Randy in her life. He was her heart and soul, everything. Chasity
loved him, truly loved him, more than she'd ever know, but she hadn't told him
yet. Tonight would be the night, she could feel it.
Randy had set up what he was hoping the perfect setting for them. Finally, he
pulled the car over, pulling a silk cloth from his pocket. “I'm going to bind
this over your eyes.” He said softly, watching as she instantly closed them and
leaned forward, marveling at her perfect trust in him. He quickly had it wrapped
around her head, careful not to muss anything up before driving once more. Soon
his destination appeared, a smile on his face.
What was he planning and what was going on? Chasity was looking around, not
liking this cloth covering her, but then again...Chasity was trying to keep her
heart from exploding out of her chest in pure anticipation, her hand squeezing
his slightly tighter and smiled when he reciprocated it. His touch sent
electricity flowing throughout her body and Chasity wondered what it would be
like to make love to him. Depending on how the night went, she was thinking
about finally crossing the line and allowing it to happen. They'd gotten really
close several times, but Randy always pulled back, saying he wanted to wait,
making her fall in love with him even more. When the car came to a stop,
Chasity's heart nearly did as she tried to listen for any sign, any clue of what
was going on.
Randy was pleased that there was no wind tonight, which meant the water was
still, not lapping at the sand, therefore making no noise. He would have betted
everything he owned that Chasity was using her other senses to try to figure out
where they were. He quickly got out of the car and walked around to open the
door for her, taking her by both hands.
“Careful.” He murmured, guiding her down a slight grassy bank.
She could feel the prickly sensation against her feet as the cool wind flowed
over her in a very gentle caress. They were on grass, they had to be, which
confused her even more. Randy lead her down to the destination and gently guided
her down on a soft surface, her hands leaving his to run over it. A blanket?
Chasity's eyebrows furrowed together as Randy pulled her back a little, her
knees beneath her, dying to take the blindfold off, but refrained. She wanted to
ask Randy to show her his surprise, but instead just sat there and waited,
hearing him shuffling around a bit.
Randy went to retrieve the candles he had stashed in a hollow log earlier in the
day, setting them out around the blanket. They were the large, fat pillar
candles that wouldn't tip over unless purposely knocked down. He lit them
quickly, then set the basket he had packed to the side. He glanced around,
making sure this was perfect, or as close to perfect as it could be. The moon
was full, the water was beautifully reflecting it. The night was warm. Yes, this
would do. He slowly removed the blind.
It took a few seconds for Chasity's vision to clear before looking around the
area, her eyes widening in both shock and surprise, seeing there was a picnic
basket in front of them along with candles that were lit, the aroma of vanilla
filtering and mixing with the night air. Her eyes went to the water and then
back at the car, suddenly remembering where they were.
“Oh Randy...” She whispered, feeling him come up behind her, pulling her to sit
between his legs and turned around to stare into his beautiful blue orbs. “This
is absolutely breathtaking.” She kissed him softly before turning her gaze back
to the water and sighed in contentment. It was truly perfect.
Randy nestled his arms tightly around her, resting his chin gently on the top of
her head and stared out at the water. He remembered how they had come here that
fateful day, just sitting in the rain. Overhead, the trees made a canopy, though
the gaps allowed them to see the stars if they cared to look up. Maybe dressing
up for this was a bit much, but...Randy honestly couldn't think of a more
perfect place for them to go too.
Chasity moved to where she could take her heels off and set them aside before
turning around to face him again. Her lips met his in a soft kiss before slowly
pulling back and looked in the picnic basket. While she got the food out and
placed it on paper plates, Randy poured them each a glass of wine. They fed each
other, talked, enjoyed each other's company and the beautiful night. It was in
the mid-seventies, the perfect weather and not a cloud in the sky. The moon was
full and the stars were glittering. It was something out of a romance novel, but
it wasn't cheesy. It was romantic, sweet, and they were alone.
After they had eaten the actual meal, they laid down on the blanket. Randy was
lying on his side, propped on an elbow while she lay on her back, looking like a
princess with her hair and dress fanned out underneath her. He was going all out
on romantic gestures, feeding her strawberries. Finally, he laid the bowl aside
and bent down to kiss her, tracing his tongue lightly along her lips, tasting
her gloss again. What was left of it anyway and groaned huskily.
A soft moan escaped her when he did that, her eyes staring into his and wrapped
her arms around his neck as he passionately kissed her, pressing her body
against him. “Randy...” She breathed out when he finally pulled back, running
her hands down his shirt before pulling it from his pants, having it tucked in.
She began unbuttoning his shirt when he kissed her again, the amount of passion
and heat between them almost too much to take. His mouth moved from hers to the
soft flesh of her neck, hovering over her while her fingers delved in his soft
hair, arching her back and neck to give him further access. “Randy...I love
you...” She felt him stop, his head lifting to stare back at her, hoping he
wasn't upset with her for saying it and swallowed hard, her lips slightly
swollen from his kisses.
Randy hadn't been expecting those words, not that he wasn't pleased to hear them
though, a smile lighting up his face, the flickering candlelight and rays from
the moon allowing her to see it. “I love you too, Chasity.” He whispered, his
lips close enough to brush against hers while he spoke. Sighing contentedly, he
rested his forehead against hers, closing his eyes.
Who would've thought a Goth, who was slowly turning into a regular person, and a
jock, who was actually the sweetest man in the world, would've come together?
Chasity knew about the bet with Cody and Ted. Randy had come clean to her about
a week prior to this moment and vowed to make it up to her, vowed that he didn't
want anything to do with it. Chasity believed him and the words that came out of
his mouth was enough for her. He was more than enough.
As he undressed her slowly, her pale skin illuminated off of the candlelight,
making her even more beautiful as it mixed with the moon. Every kiss, every
touch, every taste...Chasity didn't regret a single second of it. This entire
time, through everything with Mark, all she had to do was breathe and that's
what she was doing with Randy. Living one day at a time, living, and breathing
like a normal person. For once in her life, Chasity felt whole and complete. She
was finally able to breathe and couldn't wait to embark on this adventure with
Randy, the true love of her life, who had brought her from the darkness and into
the light, into a new world, and who helped her live.
The End.